Puja in Sangli, 1 January 1990

Puja in Sangli, India, 1 January 1990.

Yesterday’s experience was that the whole day I had to spend it to police people explaining to them and now feel that in Maharastra theres a rule of mafia and that it is for us to face it and we have to prove it. I’m sorry some people were hurt so badly and I think after puja they’ll take you to the hospital, here there’s a very nice hospital where they have very good doctors, and then I would request you to know that the evil and the good always has to struggle and fight.

Formally in this great country of Maharastra all the saints were tortured to such an extent that it is amazing how despite all that they kept the banner of spirituality so high. They are still existing the same people who have tortured the saints, and I think they are the same people who have behaved in such a bad manner towards you. This kind of ego trip builds up in everyone, even amongst Sahaja Yogis it does build up, and they are all the time on the defensive. This is like Hitler style of behaviour that you pick up some sort of an issue, an issue could be anything like they are saying that we are trying to denower the blind faiths. I mean I have done this for eighteen years, what can they do more than that, and I have removed all your blind faiths in all kinds of stupid things that the religion, so-called was teaching you, in every religion, there’s no question of only Hindu religion, but here they dare not say anything about the Muslims because the Hindus are very mild people, they want that all the temples must be removed, all the deities must be thrown away. This is all I think Rajneesh is their guru because he made an exhibition where he tried to show that Ganapati was something very funny and all that.

Now medically you know in Sahaja Yoga that without Ganesha we cannot cure many diseases is a fact. So a stupid fellow talking like that has now become the guru of these people who have discarded all over the world and has been insulted. So these few newspapers have made him as a guru perhaps that they are following his methods saying that we should be rid of all these ideas and this and that, but they have gone to the extent that all the spirituality is an illusion. It’s such a joke, and that we should give up all readings and all understanding about spirituality, but they do not know that their heritage is spirituality, and the whole world depends on that, the whole world because when the people took to industrial development you know how far they have gone and how much they have lost and how far you were in that mess and how you came back because of Sahaja Yoga spirituality.

Now if this nourishment from the roots of spirituality does not reach the West, the real knowledge as it is in Sahaja Yoga, the West will be finished, the West will be finished. You know that very well. There’s no joy, there’s no love, there’s no poetry, there’s no music, there’s no culture. But as you have understood that now these people have now started talking about “no religion, no religion”, like many of your Western countries have also done, especially Russia has done like that, like there is no God, there’s nothing like this and that, and now after all that now they are coming to God. So now we have to go through another circle, but they are only hardly twenty people. So even one fellow who is like Hitler can destroy the whole thing.

This is a very important thing. To destroy something you need only one person, but to sustain and to construct you need many people. To drown a ship you need only one whole in it, but to build the ship could take months together. So the work that is done for these louts stating that Sahaja Yoga is really tremendous, and the truth about it you know for definite that it has helped so many people, though we have been going from ups and downs and all that, we’ve been doing wrong things no doubt about it, but still now we are quite established and we know what Sahaja Yoga is. The experience of Sahaja Yoga you all have had, we have seen so many (what is she doing? please be seated) miraculous photographs you have seen, so many miracles in your life day to day, every day there are miracles. Now to say there is no God is impossible for you because you have felt the miracles of this all pervading power, the Paramchaitanya, and also all the religions are explained and the complete integration of them has been brought. But for that we have to know as I told you in Brahmapuri that the sahaja yogis have to know that they have to become dynamic. Whatever energies you have got, whatever you have achieved within yourself is not sufficient enough. You have to manifest, and in that dynamism I think people get lost. I’ve seen that some leaders become horrid. I mean sometimes their Vishuddhis could be horrible then their heart goes out so we should not allow anybody, a leader for more than one month. It goes off, I’ve seen it because your balloon has been already bloated, and get re-bloated in no time. (They have very unjustly kept all the Indians outside, I mean he is the organiser here). So the heritage of our country is spirituality and this is the nourishment. Only the one sided growth in the West due to machinery or whatever you may call it has ruined it completely, and one sided growth in this country and all such countries where religion has become a blind faith has also ruined it, but in the center lies Sahaja Yoga.

Now your wisdom, your sense is so apparent. I mean people have been to all kinds of gurus here and have been to everyone but they don’t know anything about anything, except for remembering by heart Hare Rama talk about Rama like that, while you know everything about Kundalini, you know how to raise it, you know how to give Realisation, you know what are the diseases caused, how to cure it and everything and everything and everything. I mean it has come to such a stage that nobody asks me any questions. Otherwise in the beginning in London, my lecture was for five minutes and the questions were for the rest of the time. So, now you know so much and you accept which cannot be explained also because you know that. For example somebody will ask me “Mother, how do you get these photographs”. Why am I talking about it? I know how it happens, who is doing this trick, I don’t want to tell you (laughter). Moreover if you demand something I’ll never tell you, that’s one of the character I have. If you come with humble thing and honest desire to know, then I can tell you about everything that you want to know. But if you just want to force me and say that I challenge you, I say I also challenge you, get out of here, like that, you see it doesn’t react that way. So it is just a temperament of the Divine. That if you are convex the Divine becomes convex also and fights and says no, get out. If you become concave then it emits and give knowledge or receives knowledge. So one has to be humble, that’s very important part of it, one has to be humble.

So, the awareness, again I talk about awareness, within you should be that how much we have come to know about ourselves, how much we have come to know about others, how much we know about our own being, how much we know about chakras, is such a short time how did we come to know about it. Like we should know, if you are dealing with a computer and you know how computer works, how it acts, how it is programmed everything, without programming it, without working it out, without building it up, I mean if you build it up you know how it works but without doing that just you know a computer how works and all the machinery about it is a tremendous knowledge. And this is what has to be there for all us to know what we are as human beings and what we have to do to emancipate the other human beings. Of course I shouldn’t say that every Sahaja Yogi’s of that level, no, but everybody’s trying. Nobody’s denied Sahaja Yoga, nobody has said it’s not true, everybody is trying to get higher and higher state of spirituality which doesn’t speak. It acts. It doesn’t manipulate, it acts. You’ve seen it acts, in so many miracles takes place. So, first to know about all these things after feeling that Paramchaitanya is different from just to talk about it. Many have talked about it, but you have never felt it. Now you have felt it, you have verified it, you have experimented it and you have found it that this is something absolutely real.

In science, as Dr Kan was telling me, that in science the one theory which is established today might be refuted tomorrow. Another theory which is established might be refuted, it goes on so that no theory is an absolute theory, but in Sahaja Yoga for the last eighteen years whatever I have been saying is the truth and is absolute. It cannot be challenged again, nobody can say no Mother it is not so. A simple thing is somebody comes to you, and you say, other day it happened one doctor was there in Aurangabad, and he said that I have never had any guru but his left Swadisthana, and he was looking very disturbed, he was a Sahaja Yogi in a way, not looking normal, I have pain in the stomach and this and that. I asked him “You had no guru”, he said no. (Marathi). So now as science has progressed we can see clearly that it has not got the theory which is absolute. But in Sahaja Yoga, as I told you there was a gentleman a doctor who was denying he said had no guru. I asked him “Do you read books?”, yes he said, I read Vivekanand, I said “That’s it”. He said he was reading the book of a particular guru. We gave a bandhan to that guru and this fellow felt alright.

There are so many things one has to know about, little little things are there which must be understood in Sahaja Yoga, and one should do it according to them because it is for your benevolence. Now, supposing I say just do these things. If you don’t accept me why am I telling you. I am not telling you because I have to gain anything, but is for your good. If you don’t want to accept me or if you react it’s not going to help you, Sahaja Yoga is not for me, is for you. Now if you are truthfully honestly if you are seekers then you must know that my aim is to rise spiritually. Now in science you have risen quite a lot, you’re fed up with it, now you are back into spirituality. And for spirituality you have to be a subtler person. And for these subtleties you have to give up all your conditionings. All funny conditionings have to be given and the worst that you have is the ego part. It just jumps. I have seen that appointing people leaders has been the greatest harmful thing I’ve done to them. So many of them just got lost, because they became leaders. I mean a kind of a Hitler enters into them, so this is one of the worst conditionings we have. We have to be very careful that we don’t try to assert our ego on others when we become leaders or else a position is given to us or to them ask something is to be achieved through your authority. Only we have the authority of God. Unless and until we become humble like that nothing is going to flow. You can see that the sea lies the lowest in height and all the rivers and everything flows to the sea, and from the sea only rises the rain. Supposing sea was somewhere on top of Himalayas, we would have been all living in the Sahara Desert. Is a very simple thing is to be humble, that’s first sign, is to be humble, is to be non-violent because we depend on the all pervading power. It is a power which is completely integrated within us, only we are not the ones we want to be aware of it. So this ignorance, this blindness if it disappears from us that Divine power will manifest. But our styles are so complicated, sometimes I just don’t understand why we have complicated ourselves so much. I mean look at the flowers, look at the leaves they are on a tree supposing, automatically they will open out to the sun, automatically. You don’t have to take a leaf towards the sun, not at all, automatically it opens out you have seen every day, automatically because it requires sun. Now you want to have spirit in yourself, you want to get to spirit, so automatically you should really automatically if that is your desire, you should with your own desire only should get to the light of the spirit and should grow in that spirit to know that this is what you have to achieve.

But small things disturb you. Like somebody doesnt get married. Next day you see the face of that person as if somebody has died in the family. Really I have seen it. Immediately I make out who has not been yet engaged. Then after marriage again I find again the same sort of nonsense, because they’re analysing. “I want this kind, I want that kind, I want”. I mean whatever is available here is available. Like on the ship you don’t have any problems because you have no solutions. If you are moving on a ship and you just ask for something, “Oh no, not available here”, finished. But then you lose all the fun of Sahaja Yoga for a small little non-sensical thing, if not this, next year, we are so important. I mean certain there are limitations of age, height, this, that and then even if you arrange their marriages they’re very interesting, then they’ll come and tell you “No, no, I would not like to marry this one”, why, “because I want such a such”, alright, then we find “No no, she’s no good, she’s got such a such”. I mean, this is not the way, you are not here to choose a girl for yourself. Then there’s another one who can say “Alright, I came down, I saw one girl I fell in love”, so you fall in love and get out. This nonsense going on, so you must have certain amount of dignity. You are all Sahaja Yogis, and when I see all this kind of stupid attitude I say these people can never gain in Sahaja Yoga.

In India you will be surprised, I mean even I was married to a man who was from another place, absolutely different country, different religion, different everything, and a different person. So one can say that is was a very unconventional marriage, one can say, but I would never touch this man or he would never touch me. And if he would talk to me in the presence of others only. But despite that our marriage is very strong and we are very happy couple. With all this nonsense you go on doing bringing it to the level of physical appearances, physical understanding, your ego “I want this, I want that”. You find that just after the marriage you get off. You start analysing, that’s why I’m telling you today. I may not be able to talk to you about marriages later on, but be careful. And that’s how you have brought problems to me. You see, once you accept that in Sahaja Yoga you are going to marry then you must accept that Sahaja Yoga has its own norms and styles by which it will marry you and look after your marriage and will bless you. But if you start analysing and mis-behaving then it’s not going to work out and you will have lots of problems. Either you believe in the all pervading power and surrender your ego to it, or else you have your ego.

Sahaja Yoga is decided by me, by Paramchaitanya. Now sometimes in Sahaja Yoga it may happen that maybe it may not work out, but invariably I have seen, invariably, is none of my faults, none of my faults. Mostly the leaders have given wrong information, mostly the leaders will talk about the background or maybe that there has been some sort of a ego trip in the people, and they are the ones who are creating problems for us. But things work out, slowly, gradually we can improve we must have patience. If only on first day you start demanding something doing that, it’s not going to work out.

We must learn to give in marriage, is an adjustment of giving. It is no adjustment of demand. We have to give, we have to sacrifice What is there for you to sacrifice. All these rubbish things. Your spirit you cannot sacrifice so you keep to your spirit, and live with it. What are you going to sacrifice, I mean what do you have to give? And then only you will enjoy, then only you will enjoy the spirit. I am getting cool breeze from you.

So I want you to be very great Sahaja Yogis, very great, and you should really manifest your powers of wisdom. Now men have ego part, and women have another side is that they are very dull sometimes, extremely dull. They don’t think they have to play a very dynamic role, they are the shaktis. Like they will not even clap hands, they will not even have their torches to see what is happening nothing. They just think they are just sort of parasites, just coming here as wife or sisters of whatever, wearing saris. No, you have to be extremely dynamic. You must know all about Sahaja Yoga, you must know all about chakras, you should know everything. In Indian when in the ancient times they used to teach them about God, religion and all that. So many great ladies we had, Gargi, Maitri and all those who were very learned women. So in no way you should be just women who do not know anything of Sahaja Yoga. Sahaja Yoga is not only meant for men, it’s meant for you, much more for you because you are shakti and I am your Mother. So I find the women lack that, they are more worried about the saris, the this and that and I mean, now from the hair dressing they have come to sari, that’s what I feel. Is just the same. Of course saris are very good dress, is nice to wear, by that we give a lot of encouragement to our weavers in India, is very artistic and good that represents also a very lady-like thing. But doesn’t mean that you should become so feminine that you don’t understand Sahaja Yoga. I have seen women dont understand where the centers are of the feet. Indian women know but the western women do not, so many of them. They don’t know about chakras, they don’t know how to raise the kundalini they don’t know what the problem is. So once you have left that life where you’re in a sari, doesnt mean that you have become a women in the Gosha. Gosha is the one where they have to get chorda, chorda they call it. No, sari means you can also be very dynamic. In the same saris that you are wearing, even saris of the nine yards, we have queens who have fought the English. You must have heard about Jasikirani. She was hardly of any age, she jumped from 80 feet high with her child behind her, she was a widow and she fought the English, left and right. And when she was killed the person who was here, the English man, he said the governor, “We have won the war, but the glory goes to Jasikirani”. Then we had another one, Chandbibi, another lady, in Ahmednagar she fought. We had so many women like that, tremendous type of women we had, though they lived like women. We had Padmini, we had Noorjahan, we had Aliabai. So many women, they were not manly at all. Very women like. There was the last one was Shivaji’s daughter-in-law. She was only 17 years of age, and she fought this Aurangzeb and she was the won who defeated him. Nobody could manage this Aurangzeb and she defeated him.

So, though you see the Indian women look so docile and simple, but when it comes to their personality they are capable of tremendous things. So this character when you are wearing the saris you must also know how to tie the back side and to fight. Otherwise you have not got the Sahaj culture in you. Either you are very dominating or you are so docile like cabbages. You must understand that we have to be alert, very alert and Mother depends on us, on our own personalities, that the way we are going to develop ourselves, our children, our husbands, our society of Sahaja Yoga, the whole of Vishwa Nirmala Dharma. Is the women who makes the society. The whole universe is in the hands of a women who creates children. So the stupid ideas of romanticism and all this nonsense has to be finished. The position of husband, what time you came, when did you go, where did you go, and here the women when Shivaji started his fight they used to cut their finger, thumb and used to put the tikka on the forehead of the husbands who were going in the war and they said don’t come showing your back. Such great women we have had in this Maharastra where you find them to be so mild. If it comes to their country, if it comes to their own personality, to their own chastity, anything they are tremendous just like lionesses. So with this sari lots of things go hand in hand. It’s not
only these sari you are wearing but you are representing something very dynamic within yourself.

Now when we talk about our further programs people are insisting we should have a program in any case in Kholapur, but I told them I’ll not allow Sahaja Yogis to go there because they were hurt so badly. But some of you can come, not all of you I am rather worried. I don’t think anyone will hurt you and they are saying they will make arrangements so if you want to come, if you are not afraid (applause). But on one promise, that nobody is going to beat anyone. I am saying “Don’t beat don’t beat”, and somebody heard “Beat”, I mean I have never heard such thoughts of things, when I am saying “Don’t beat don’t beat” and then somebody hears “Beat them beat them”, still don’t understand so you don’t have to beat anyone, there’s no need you know that there’s Paramchaitanya working, all this is all though the work of Paramchaitanya. In the afternoon Yogi Mahajan was discussing with me very seriously like a lawyer saying that Mother we cannot form a criminal case on them because there’s no evidence. Afternoon, I mean in the evening we have evidence now (applause). And then they are writing in the other way round that they were beaten up that you threw stones at them and none of them were injured. They must have been vibrated stones I think. How can you, they had no injuries, they wrote it down, they have no injuries. So there is no need for you to bother about it, with all that there were at least 400 stones that came and only 18 people got hurt and really seriously I think one or two. So there’s nothing, and I can cure all of you, you know that very well (applause).

On the whole you see this country, especially Maharastra is so full of devotion to God that these things are not going to work out. But they are very dangerous people like Hitler, you see they start moving about and giving some ideas and all that. So is better to finish them at the time when they are just prospering as they call themselves Nirmulan, means to remove the roots. So we have to do the Nirmulan of Nirmulan.

Alright, so now today we’ll have the puja, then after that if you want you can go to Kholapur for your purchase. But the shops start quite late and we’ll quite late in it and tomorrow the whole day is available for you. So you can take your buses, you can go down there and you can have your purchase and all that then come back here. Also you can tomorrow do the same. Day after tomorrow our Mr. Govind has very kindly invited you all to his place, as it is he’s extremely generous man (applause). So, and when I told him you must take money from me he was just fighting with me “Mother me give me this first chance, this is my great honour”. (Let them come if they want to come). So then the program is that day after tomorrow, after this thing he says it will be over by twelve thirty/one o’clock, so you’ll have tonight and tomorrow full day for your shopping, but I think then you should not bother more about shopping, whatever you have to do better finish tomorrow and then you have to come to the program also. Day after if you linger on then it will be very difficult. So all of you should go there have your food and then go to Ganapatipule.

This is the program, so you reach Ganapatipule in the evening. I hope it’s all clear to you and whatever you want to buy you have to buy here. But I would say that some of you are really really, do not know what is real silk is, and I’ve seen some people buying something horrid, and very thin silk you should not buy because it will last you only for eight days and then it will be finished so don’t go for cheap things. One sari, which is good sari silk sari is better than ten bad saris. Luckily now we have some saris that you wanted for the printed saris which I can give you in Ganapatipule. Nice printed saris, of the tassa and also silk we’ll have them there you can all buy there. Anything else? Because I don’t think I meet you anymore perhaps before we go to Ganapatipule. Now also if you could get those bhajan things please buy, I’ve given you presents twice but you never bring them on your tour and this time again I don’t want to get this kind of a thing. (just show them.) Anything of this kind please get it, is very important. I’ve given it twice as presents but as very difficult every time to go to the shop and get if for you. If you can get them please buy. Some of you should at least have them. He’ll organise, you’d better purchase.

Now all the marriages practically have been decided, one or two are left which he has also adjusted. Now those who were over age or something like that we could not arrange their marriages, doesn’t matter, it may work out it may not work out doesn’t matter, after all you are in Sahaja Yoga, I mean you are really married to Sahaja Yoga that’s all. This is something sideways you see, so don’t make your life miserable so all the way you have come to know that we have not been able to arrange your marriage, is not problem. Just enjoy, don’t miss the point.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

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