Through the Fireplace

Expecto Sacrificum

Prologue

"I swear to die for you, Harry. I love you." Hermione’s voice was clear, and the bluebell flame flickered in the center of the circle, near her feet. She held his hand tightly, and Harry was amazed to see, by the look in her face, that she meant what she was saying. He knew that she had to mean it – otherwise this spell would never have any effect. But hearing those words issue from Hermione in such a serious way caused a more powerful reaction in Harry than he had anticipated.

With her free hand, Hermione raised her wand and touched it to his scar. "In nomine Expecto Sacrificum." Harry shuddered to feel her promise transferring through what had once been nothing but his curse scar. Now it was a conduit, and this was working – he could feel the beginnings of the new magic taking shape within him. He nodded at Hermione, who was shining with hope as she stepped back into the circle.

Ron stepped forward next, his blue eyes grave. He clapped a hand firmly on Harry’s shoulder and bent down to look his friend dead in the face. "I swear to die for you, Harry. I love you." The words had always been there, but spoken aloud they were a shock to both young men, and Ron’s voice was hoarse. His eye-contact, however, was steady and there was strong belief in his gaze. "In nomine Expecto Sacrificum," he said, touching his wand to Harry’s scar. The spell spread and deepened in Harry; he felt it taking root in the center of his own magical power. It was strange and difficult to believe that his friends were doing this for him. He wondered if he could possibly be worth it.

Lupin was next. His hand touched Harry’s arm, gently. "I swear to die for you, Harry," he said calmly, his face unreadable. He might have been struck again by Harry’s resemblance to James at that moment. "I love you." Lupin’s expression changed slightly, and Harry could see tears in the grey eyes of his teacher as he raised his wand and put the tip of it to Harry’s scar, which was burning slightly now, from the magic that was being channeled through it. "In nomine Expecto Sacrificum." Lupin lowered his wand and stepped quietly away, swiping beneath his eyes.

Sirius took one long step forward and lay his hand fully on the crown of Harry’s head, pushing back his hair. His face was raw with emotion. "I swear to die for you, Harry. I love you." His godfather’s eyes were not deadened now; they pierced into Harry with all the life he could summon and every word he spoke was impassioned. What had happened before would never happen again. He put his wand to Harry’s scar and held it there. Harry felt as though his skin was searing now, but he didn’t dare move. This was too important. "In nomine Expecto Sacrificum," Sirius incanted. And then, his eyes still blazing, he stepped back.

Ginny was the final contributor. She provided a necessary element, which was the only reason that Harry had allowed Hermione to ask for her help. Ginny had said yes instantaneously, but Harry looked at her now and wondered why he was letting her agree. Suddenly, he wanted to say no – to shout it – to stop her from doing the magic. He wanted to stop all of them. They couldn’t risk their lives for his and they shouldn’t have to. His protection wasn’t worth this sacrifice, was it? He was only one person and they were five; he was only a wizard who happened to be good at Quidditch and have a mortal enemy; yes, he might be the Boy Who Lived, but that didn’t mean anything if his friends couldn’t live as well. They were his family now. His first family had already done this for him, and they were gone.

Panicking, Harry held up a palm to arrest her, and opened his mouth to protest. But Ginny caught his fingers with her wand hand and shook her head quickly, giving him a look so fiercely intense that he closed his mouth again without a word. He wasn’t to speak. He wasn’t to interrupt this. They had all been through these arguments together, and in the end, Harry had agreed to allow the building of this spell. There was no other way.

Satisfied that he was going to stay quiet, Ginny cupped his cheek with her free hand and looked up into his face. "I swear to die for you, Harry." Her voice was low, but every word was surely pronounced. "I love you." The tone of her whisper made him shiver. Everyone in the circle caught a breath, but Ginny didn’t take her eyes away from Harry’s. She let go of his hand and, still holding his face, she raised her wand to touch his scar. "In nomine Expecto Sacrificum." Harry flinched slightly at the touch. The magic coming in through the curse scar on his forehead was extremely strong, and by now very painful. There was a throbbing beneath Ginny’s wand, and it was all he could do to stand still, but he did. He had to.

Without a sound, Ginny removed her wand from the spot and stepped back into the circle, leaving Harry in the center. The newly completed spell coursed through him from his forehead into his feet. Every inch of him was filled with it and the magic went deeper than his bones. Clearly, they had meant what they had said to him. And if he faced Voldemort with this... then perhaps...

Harry flexed his fingers on his wand and imagined the words in his head. "Expecto Sacrificum!" To his great surprise, a bolt of something white-hot shot through his hand and sparks flew from his wand. He jumped, and stared at it. He hadn’t even said anything.

The bluebell flame lit all five faces in the ring and Harry looked up at them in wonder. He wanted to thank them, but his voice failed. He knew it wasn’t just for him that they were doing this – it was for the world, for everyone who would suffer as long as Voldemort stayed in power. Yet, it was being done through him, and it could only happen through him because his friends were willing to give him so much.

Silently, Harry held open his hands. "I..." he began quietly, "I can’t..."

But it didn’t matter. A moment later, he was surrounded on all sides as everyone in the room fused together in a tight and protective embrace. Someone kicked the bluebell flame, which flickered out and left them all in darkness, but no one moved to right it. Either this spell was going to work, or this was going to be the last time they all stood together, and all of them knew it.

Harry shut his eyes and leaned his head heavily on the shoulder nearest to him, taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly.

This had better work...

* * *

"Harry?"

He had been sitting on the entrance steps to Hogwarts, looking out at the lake. It was beautiful in summer. Hogwarts was half falling apart behind him, but the lake was shining, quite oblivious, under the bright June sun.

"Come on, Harry, we’re all ready to go if you are."

It still felt like a dream. Only a week ago, on graduation day, there had been a war raging here. Only a week ago, there had been a Voldemort who had wanted to destroy him. And now it was still.

"Hey, what’s taking you so – blimey, is he still sitting out here? Harry, get up, I’m hungry, I want to get over there."

But it wasn’t that cold, terrible stillness – the kind they’d all been whispering in for the past few years. Not the tense hush of frightened waiting, not the awful, quiet magnitude of another death. Just peace.

"Shh, let him be. Where’s Ginny?"

"Saying goodbye to her room."

"Oh." There was a small sniffle. "My trunk’s by the fire, is yours?"

"I’ll get it in a minute."

"I thought you said you were ready! Well, go get it now, I’ll get Harry to come in."

A little breeze blew. There was a sound of trees rustling at the edge of the Forbidden Forest, and the sound of some odd creature singing there – not quite a bird, not quite a mammal. Hagrid would have known what it was. Harry bowed his head. At least it was over, he told himself again.

"Harry, I’m going in. Come in when you’re ready, we’re going by Floo powder from the common room fireplace. Professor McGonagall said that it would work now." She paused. "I’ll tell Ron to bring your trunk down, shall I?"

Harry nodded numbly and stared out over the lawn, tears swimming up in his eyes. He didn’t turn around to show them, but for once, he didn’t try to fight them back, either. He heard footsteps behind him, and the oak entrance door shutting softly. He was alone for a moment. Harry pushed up his glasses and blinked his eyes hard in order to focus on the letter that dangled in his hand. It was a good letter. It was too good to be true, and the shock of it hadn’t quite worn off.

Dear Harry,

Of course you’ll bring Ron, and Hermione and Ginny. We hoped that you would, and there’s more than enough space for all of you, though two will have to share each room. Remus and I are looking forward to your arrival. Get here as quickly as you can.You know that I have had my doubts as to whether I would ever be free to do my godfatherly duties by you. But Harry, now that I am, it’s going to be the way it should have been all along. I promise you that. Can’t wait to see you,

– Sirius

Harry looked at the letter for a long time. He was going to spend a summer – an entire summer – with his friends. And there wasn’t any danger in it. No Dark threats hanging over his head, no Draco Malfoy next fall, no Death Eaters, no Dursleys.

There was a fierce ache in Harry – part joy, part emptiness. After everything that had happened, life continued. It was still summer. The lake was blinding. Hogwarts was out of session. He had graduated its halls.

"Harry?"

He turned toward the gentle voice, and a tall, slim figure with red hair dropped down beside him on the step. "You ready, then?"

"Do I have to be?"

Ginny rested her chin on her knees and sighed at the question. Harry noticed that her eyes were already red-rimmed.

"No – of course you don’t have to be," she replied quietly. "I’m not."

"But we have to go anyway."

"Yes."

They paused and Harry looked past Ginny, straining his head left down toward the Quidditch pitch. "Everything ends," he muttered, not sure why he felt so suddenly bitter.

"No. Some things don’t."

He looked at her quickly – their eyes caught for a moment, and then both of them looked down.

"Ron said you were saying goodbye to your room."

"I was. So he came up and told me to quit talking to myself, and then he went up to the boys’ dorm and magicked your trunk down for you."

Harry had to smile. That was Ron.

"So everyone’s waiting on me, then."

"Well, Hermione said not to rush you. But it’s... it’s time, Harry. Sirius will wonder what happened to us."

"I wish I could take Fawkes with us."

"Soon. He'll be fine, and you'll have Hedwig."

"Yes. I guess we’d better do this."

"Yes."

Together, they got to their feet, brushing off their habitual black school robes and surveying the grounds once more. Harry drew a long, deep breath, turned, and was walking behind Ginny into the castle when he chanced to look up. His eyes fell on the tower that had once been Dumbledore’s. The Headmaster’s empty window glared brilliantly in the sun.

Harry lifted his hand in an instinctive salute. The window seemed to flash.

And then he followed Ginny inside to the Great Hall, where Ron and Hermione were waiting for them. This was going to be the first real summer of his life.

Chapter One

Through the Fireplace

Sirius Black flipped the last egg onto the platter filled with beans and sausage and, with a tight flick of his wand, sent the platter zooming to the table. It landed before the half-asleep eyes of Remus Lupin, where it spun dizzily, revolving at least half a dozen times before coming to a impressive halt.

"Ta da. Eat up, Moony! I’ll get the paper –"

Remus opened his mouth to answer, but Sirius had already cleared the kitchen in a bound, and burst outside into the warm June air.

"You can Summon the paper, you know," Remus croaked after him, pushing the eggs gingerly toward the center of the table, where he wouldn’t have to smell them. He wasn’t awake enough for this exchange.

"I like going outside for it."

Sirius was already back. Truly, Remus thought, the man was hyperactive – he tossed the paper into the air and cast a quick spell on it, causing it to flap its pages, birdlike, toward the table. It landed next to the breakfast platter and crowed loudly once, before settling. Remus groaned.

"Please," he muttered, "Enough with the early morning fireworks." But he didn’t really mean it. He knew why Sirius was excited. And when he was awake enough, he knew that he’d join in.

Sirius wasn’t a bit offended – he laughed and stuffed an entire sausage into his wide grin.

"I’m a free man, Moony," he said radiantly, once he’d swallowed. Remus couldn’t help cracking a grin, weary as he felt. Sirius’s freedom meant almost as much to him as it did to Sirius. "A free man with a godson. And it’s summer. And the bloody war is over – " Sirius screwed his face into a deliberately tortured grimace and began to jerk his head around wildly. "And ‘Oh my, ain’t it good to be free – in a world where your Curses can take my liberty-y-y’..."

Remus looked on, half-amused, half-worried. "You’re singing."

"I am indeed. ‘Oh, oh, oh’..." still swinging his head and muttering lyrics, Sirius raised his wand to make coffee.

"What is that? It’s awful. It’s not music."

"Get with it, you old man, that’s the Weird Sisters. They’re in." Sirius grinned over his shoulder. "Better brush up, now we’ve got teenagers coming." He jumped up to sit on the countertop while the coffee brewed itself, and he grinned through the kitchen door toward Remus, who remained at the table, bemused.

"Yes. You should get along with them nicely."

"You’re just jealous because you’re tone deaf. Go on, admit it."

"Ah." Remus nodded. "Well, musical ability aside, Padfoot, you’re totally unprepared for Harry to get here. I realize it’s not as if we’ve had time to think about it this week, but there are things that still need to get –"

"Not prepared! I’ve been ready and willing to live with Harry since he was a year old, and I’ve had to wait this long for it." Sirius’s smile faded slightly and his eyes began to lose their glow. "I’d say that’s enough time to get prepared."

Remus shook his head apologetically and held up a hand – this wasn’t the moment to think back. Forge ahead, he reminded himself. That’s what they’d sworn to try. Harry was coming, and he deserved to move on from the things that had happened, which would be hard going with a volatile Sirius getting angry on the very first day. He would have to keep calm, and redirect the focus of the conversation.

"That wasn’t what I meant, Padfoot. I meant in the house. Beds, groceries –"

"We’ve got beds, what are you talking about?"

"Sheets, pillows – it’s a good thing my parents took such good care of everything. We’ve got dishes enough, and silverware, and they had a cat so the old litter box is still around here somewhere for Crookshanks – but we haven’t got enough towels in this place for six people, so–"

"Fuss, fuss, fuss." Sirius, looking happy again, poured a cup of coffee and strode out into the small dining area to sit across from Remus at the table. "Do you think they’re going to care about all that? Towels and sheets? They’re teenagers."

Remus raised an eyebrow at Sirius, who continually amazed him. How the same man could have aged so much and so little at the same time, was beyond him. "This is what I’m telling you. Those girls are going to care about clean towels. The animals have to be accounted for – it’s going to be a menagerie in here with the owls and the cat. And if you haven’t any food in the house, you’ll have two very restless seventeen-year-old boys on your hands in –" Remus checked his watch. "Four hours."

"Plenty of time!" Sirius leaned back and stretched out his legs. "And Ron’s eighteen, I believe. Eighteen!" He stopped and shook his head, pale blue eyes glinting with a memory. "Remember eighteen?"

Remus smiled. Sirius grinned. They remembered eighteen, quite, quite well. And this was a different kind of thinking back. This was allowable.

"We were living in that three bedroom thing – "

"Ho – remember the fireplace?"

"How could I forget it."

"Cramped old spot, I think I still have bruises."

"James loved it – well, but that was due to Lily’s painting all around it."

"Please. That was all flattery – he just wanted to get in her room and he thought she’d fall for that line."

"Sirius!"

"Oh come on, you know it. But Lily was no fool – she wouldn’t let James inside her room ever."

"Well. Yes. Drove him rather wild."

"It certainly did." Sirius sighed. "I can’t believe Harry’s really coming here."

Remus nodded. "I can’t believe how much seeing his face is like..."

"Having Prongs. I know."

"You think you know, but just wait. You’ve known Harry in war, in crisis – but that year I had him in class, I swear to you, sometimes I had to remind myself who he was. It’s uncanny."

"God, I hope so."

They were quiet a moment. Sirius went to the kitchen, poured himself a second cup of coffee and returned. When he had settled himself again, he frowned and pointed to the window.

"Who’s the man, there?"

Remus followed Sirius’s finger and peered out the front window of the cottage, across the small road, where a large, impressive gray house stood far back on a manicured lawn, making all the cottages on the street around it look terribly shabby, by comparison. On its wide upper balcony a man sat, reading the newspaper.

"Martin Lewis," Remus replied.

"Know him?"

"Well, his family’s always been there, but we missed him in school by a few years – he’s got about a decade on you and me."

"Ah." Sirius looked gravely at his coffee. Remus knew that there had to be something to it.

"Why are you asking?"

Sirius shook his head. "Nothing. I should have expected it."

"What?" Remus was not about to give this up, not when whatever it was had brought Sirius down so quickly.

Sirius sighed and bent more deeply over the coffee cup in his hands. "It’s honestly nothing, Moony. It’s just that I shouted hello to him out there, when I grabbed the paper." His eyes clouded.

"And?"

"He ran inside."

Remus reached a hand across the table instinctively, but Sirius waved it off.

"No, I should have expected it." He laughed. "Although you’d think since I’d been pardoned by the Ministry, people wouldn’t be quite so terrified –"

"Sirius..."

"I mean, if I were a murdering traitor, wouldn’t I have had his head by now?" Sirius looked out of the window bitterly. "I’ve been pardoned for nine months. I’ve lived here all that time."

"He’s run away from you before this, hasn’t he?" Sirius didn’t answer him, but Remus knew that it had happened and his heart ached. "You didn’t tell me."

"Well, there hasn’t been a lot of time for whining, has there? Anyway, what’s the point?"

"I could have told you not to mind him, Sirius. He does the same thing to me."

Sirius looked up at Remus in surprise. "You mean he knows about you?"

Remus smiled wryly. "Somehow, yes he does. I’m not quite certain how, but people find out about these things, and whether you’re actually dangerous or not doesn’t seem to matter. Most people live in fear regardless of the truth."

Sirius laughed darkly. "We just won a war, and people are still behaving exactly the way they did before. I can’t believe it. I’m telling you, Moony, it makes me want to..." He cut himself off, drank a deep, scalding gulp of coffee, and exhaled. His voice was definitely bitter now; it had the Azkaban edge, and Remus flinched to hear it. He had known that Sirius’s new, blinding good mood would come and go. After all, there had been very little to be happy about for a long time. Even if there was joy coming to them now, history couldn’t be helped. All they could do was try to move through it, try to salvage what was left.

"Burned my bloody tongue," Sirius muttered, glaring into his cup.

Remus knew his cue. This was the opportunity to turn the conversation. "You’re going to have to take it easy with the swearing," he said mildly. "You’ve got to set an example."

Like a shot, Sirius’s head was up again, and he pulled a face. "What, in front of the teenagers? As if Harry and Ron have never heard the word bloody!"

"That’s hardly your worst offender."

Sirius grinned broadly. "True."

"In any case, Ron and Harry aren’t coming alone."

"Oh, what? I’m to watch my mouth in front of little Ginny?"

Remus laughed. "No, she’s probably worse than you are. I had to ask her to calm down once in a Defense Against the Dark Arts class of mine. She couldn’t figure out how to get a dervish to quit whirling, and she let out quite a ‘damn’."

"In class?" Sirius looked delighted.

"Her second year."

"I like her." He raised an eyebrow. "So it’s Hermione we’re worried about then. All right, I’ll hold my tongue if I can, although from what we’ve heard out of Ron’s mouth, the poor girl’s already got her work cut out for her."

"Yes. Well." Remus suppressed a smile, as something occurred to him. "Oh yes, I meant to ask you – what did you end up telling them all about the rooming arrangements?"

Sirius’s smile went unrepressed. He grinned wickedly. "I told them that two would have to share each room."

"Yes, but did you make it clear which two, to each room?"

"Thought I’d let them battle that one out for themselves. I’m sure they’re old enough to figure it out."

"You don’t mean you’d consider..."

"I do."

"Absolutely not! We can’t. The Weasleys would kill us, Padfoot."

"Ah, Moony. And I thought you remembered eighteen." Sirius kicked his feet up onto the table and shut his eyes, apparently remembering.

Remus gave him a disapproving stare to which he was oblivious, reached out and plucked the newspaper from the table, settling back to take in the news of the wizarding world.

"HELLO! HELLO? ARE EITHER OF YOU THERE? SIRIUS? REMUS?"

The voice came from the living room – loud, urgent and extremely startling. At the first sound of it, both Sirius and Remus had dropped to the floor on instinct and gone for their wands. Remus felt his breath coming in gasps and his heart racing. Beside him, he could hear Sirius gasping, too.

It took them a moment to remember that the Death Eaters had been defeated. They looked at each other under the table and shook their heads, exhaling hard.

Shell shock, Remus reflected, was not a pleasant state of being. Wondering how long he’d react like that to everyday visitors, he got to his feet, dusted his robes, and walked down the hall into the room where the largest fireplace stood. In it, among the flames, a familiar head was shouting mightily.

"IF EITHER OF YOU ARE AT HOME, I NEED TO SPEAK TO YOU. IT’S ARTHUR – Oh! Remus. You’re at home."

Arthur Weasley smiled from the fire, but it didn’t do anything to conceal the fatigue in his eyes. He’d aged ten years in the past three, and it showed in every line of his face. The red hair he had left was tinged with gray.

"Hello, Arthur. You startled us a little, I’m afraid."

Arthur nodded. He understood. "I wouldn’t have hollered quite like that, but it’s urgent. Have you seen the paper?"

"I was just about to read it. No, why, what’s happened?"

"Is Sirius there? I’d rather just say it all once."

"I’m here." Sirius had apparently recovered himself. He entered the room and crouched by the fire. "What is it, Arthur?"

"You’re not going to like this one, Sirius. It’s the Dementors." Arthur looked grimly apologetic. No one liked to bring up Dementors to Sirius; it brought that hardened look into his eyes. Remus watched Sirius’s face set like stone into jagged lines as he braced himself for the conversation.

"It’s fine," Sirius said evenly, though Remus knew it wasn’t. "What’s happening with the Dementors?"

Arthur sighed and his head shook slowly side to side in the fire. "We’re having one hell of a time keeping them at Azkaban. I thought we’d done the hardest bit already this week, what with throwing all the Death Eaters back in prison, but it’s not going to do much good if we don’t have guards, is it?"

"Why? Won’t the Dementors guard the island?" Remus asked at once, feeling his heart sink. Since the battle that had taken place at Hogwarts a week ago, it had been all that the Order could do to round up Voldemort’s remaining supporters and make sure that they weren’t going to cause further damage. Everyone remembered what had happened to the Longbottoms last time. Just when it had seemed they were safe, they’d been brutally attacked.

"The Dementors won’t sit still," Arthur informed them, and though his voice was steady, his eyes were anxious. "They’re trying to get off the island. The free rein they had in the Dark army has gone to their heads, I think. They were encouraged to perform the Kiss at random for so long, that now..."

"Don’t tell me." Sirius’s face was flat white.

"No – they haven’t done any damage to anyone innocent. Not yet. But there’s a strong worry. If they don’t want to stay on the island, there’s nothing much to hold them off the streets. I don’t know how we can hope to reestablish Azkaban if the Dementors won’t take to it anymore."

Remus stepped up behind Sirius’s crouched form and put a light hand on his shoulder. "Where are the Death Eaters now, then?"

Arthur gritted his teeth. "Mad-Eye’s on that. They’re not going anywhere for a time. They’re sitting in Azkaban. But he can only do so much, and there aren’t enough Aurors anymore to make it easy on him –" He stopped and shook his head again.

"How are you, Arthur?" asked Remus, gently.

The head in the fireplace gave an odd laugh. "As well as I can be, under the circumstances. I’ve got help. Fletcher’s taking the M.L.E.S, Mad-Eye’s got the Aurors, Diggory’s here and the Patils... and some of the others have come back...." He gave a heaving sigh. "But I’ve got two problems. First, I don’t want the Dementors going near anyone – I don’t even trust them with the prisoners. Not everybody in Azkaban deserves to be in there and I don’t want them all getting Kissed when we haven’t got a clue who’s really guilty. They’re all pulling that old line on us again."

"Pretending to have been Curse-controlled." Sirius stood, and paced across the room quickly. When he turned back, his eyes were livid. "Arthur, some of them are probably telling the truth."

"I know it. But what can I do? I’ve got no way to hold prisoners in Azkaban without the Dementors, and I can’t just let Death Eaters go free. I haven’t got enough manpower to investigate all their claims, let alone give them proper trials. The Ministry’s hardly up to anything of that magnitude yet; half the old officials are dead or won’t come back –"

"It’s a wreck. Yes, I know. But you can’t leave people in Azkaban, you can’t Arthur– not unless you know for absolute certain what they've done. We've got to kill the Dementors – it's time they were destroyed."

"Sirius." Remus’s voice was very quiet. "Arthur, what do you want us to do?"

"Anything you can." His face was drawn. "I know you’re tired. You deserve a rest more than anyone, the both of you. I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t need the help."

Sirius was rocking back and forth on his feet, his hands in his hair. "You know you’ve got our help. But I’m going to have to think. I’m just going to have to think – because those prisoners – if any of them are telling the truth, Arthur, even one of them –"

"Sirius."

"Believe me, Sirius, I want them all sorted out. But we had to get them in, first. Mad-Eye and Fletcher’ve rounded up everyone we have reason to believe is guilty. I’d prefer to relocate them to another prison, but where? And even if we could relocate them, how would we keep them contained? We’re all drawing a blank. So before anything else, I’ve got to do is keep those Dementors back away from the mainland – Remus, you don’t know of anything I can do to hold them at Azkaban?"

"Just the Patronus."

"That’s all I’ve got, too." He sighed. "I’ll tell you, it’s tearing the life out of Mad-Eye and the others, performing that spell twenty-five times a day."

"I believe it. It’s exhausting." Remus paused, knowing what the answer to his next question would be. "Do you want me up there?"

"No." Arthur finally smiled, and this time it reached his eyes, as he looked back at Remus. "You absolutely cannot come up here. I want you both to stay right where you are. Give my children a hug for me, when they get there, would you?"

Remus nodded, smiling back at him. "I will if they let me."

"Harry and Hermione are included in that." Arthur grinned and raised his eyebrows ruefully. "You’re both insane, you know. They’ll run your house down. Can’t believe you’re taking on four teenagers for a summer."

Sirius laughed – sharply, but a laugh, all the same – and seemed to come out of his preoccupation for a moment. "You’re one to talk! You took on seven of them for a lifetime."

Arthur flinched, Remus flinched, and Sirius immediately went pale. He opened his mouth to speak, as if there was anything to say.

But it was only a moment before Arthur recovered. "I did, at that," he murmured, to no one in particular. And then he blinked and continued, the urgency coming back into his face as he muttered on about Azkaban. "We need to think in new ways. Replace the Dementors. Penelope’s been working on that Imprisonment Charm for a long time, now – that might be the ticket, if we could harness something like that."

"How near is the spell to being ready?" Remus asked at once.

"Nowhere near. If there were only anything else..." Arthur looked as if he were nearing the end of his rope. "Just think on what I’ve said, would you both? And get back to me if you come up with anything you think might work. Even if it’s a long shot, I want to hear about it."

Sirius was still unable to speak, so Remus nodded briefly. "We’ll get right on it."

"Thank you." Arthur’s head turned slightly and he seemed to be looking at something. "Bloody hell," he muttered momentarily, "Not again. Damned reporters – just here yesterday, wanted a statement about what we plan to do about Azkaban. What do they think has changed in twenty-four hours? I’m tempted to tell them we’re shutting it down and turning it into a tourist attraction for Muggles."

Remus grinned. "Do you think the Muggles would go for that?"

"Maybe not, but the Prophet would. I’m telling you, it’s a mad world. The Ministry falls apart, Gringotts is down, Hogwarts has to shut – but not the Daily Prophet. No, the media just keeps on running." He chortled slightly. "I guess there’s hope somewhere in that, eh? Well." He turned serious again. "Get back to me when you can, all right?"

"Of course we will. Goodbye, Arthur – hello to Molly for us."

With a smile, a nod, and a ‘pop’, Arthur Weasley disappeared.

Sirius wasted no time. He turned on the wall and kicked it, so fiercely that it must have injured his foot, though he didn’t seem to notice it. He was in a rage.

"Stupid. Careless. How could I have brought up his children?"

"You didn’t mean –"

"Hardly matters what I meant. There’s Arthur, asking for our help, his hands full trying to put that Ministry back together – and I go on callously bringing that up."

"You were hardly callous."

But Sirius wasn’t listening. "I was busy thinking about Azkaban. One word about Dementors and it’s all over for me – nice and selfish – didn’t even think about what he’s still going through – he lost a son –"

"Sirius. Stop it. Now."

Sirius did stop. He dropped into a chair and put his face in his hands. "Why?" he asked through his fingers. "Why? Why does it feel like there’s still a war on? What am I supposed to tell Harry about everything that’s happened? I’m still losing it – James shouldn’t have left him to me – how can I help him get through all of this when I’m..."

Remus was crouched in front of him in an instant; he took Sirius’s hands down from his face and kept them in his own. "What? When you’re what? Sirius, you’re alive. And you want him here. That’s what counts to Harry, I promise you – that’s all he needs. You don’t have to worry about explaining everything. He was there for it, he was part of it – he knows."

He waited. And momentarily, Sirius looked up at him. It was painful to look in his eyes, but Remus kept steady contact.

"I just want to know him, Remus."

"I know."

"I don’t want either of us to lose any more time."

"I know."

Sirius also obviously didn’t want to cry. His face was a struggle of emotion. Abruptly, he pulled his hands away, shot out of the chair and strode into the hallway with sudden, manic energy.

"Where are you going?" Remus called after him.

"To get groceries."

The door slammed, shaking the cottage walls slightly. Remus sighed, got to his feet, and went upstairs to see that the bedrooms were ready. Things were so much better than they had been, he told himself, shaking pillows into their pillowcases. And they would only continue to improve. But that didn’t mean that this summer was going to be easy. Not at all.

~*~

"Where in hell are they?"

"Calm down."

"They said noon. It’s twelve-oh-two. Do you think something’s happened to them?"

"No, I don’t."

"Well, how am I supposed to know that?" Sirius was irate, excited, practically hitting the walls. "Twelve-oh-three."

"You tell time extremely well, have I ever told you that?"

"Oh, shut it, Moony."

"No, actually this gives me a moment to discuss something with you – I suppose it could wait another two weeks, but –"

"No, tell me now."

Remus smiled. It was so easy to distract Sirius, when he was like this. "I just wanted to make sure we were clear on what I’ll be doing every month," he said calmly. "I’ll Apparate to Badenoch every morning leading up to the full moon, for the Wolfsbane. I’ll stay the night at the apothecary’s habitat there for the actual transformation, and I’ll be back the following morning."

Sirius had stopped pacing and his face had fallen. "I wish you didn’t have to do that. If I felt comfortable making that potion..."

"Then you'd do it. I know." They had been over and over this. It was an incredibly complex recipe that neither of them felt perfectly at ease with. So Remus simply preferred to go elsewhere for a proper Wolfsbane Potion if he could, and do his transforming quietly, without any risk of violence to himself, or others. But Sirius still felt guilty that he wasn’t more an expert at the process.

Remus, however, ignored the guilt completely. "I just don’t want the transformation to be an issue. Not with us, and not with our houseguests." He smiled slightly. "So if they ask, we’ll just tell them that I’ll be gone for twenty-four hours, once a month. It's quite simple. And if they don’t ask, then Sirius, I’d just rather we didn’t bring it up."

Sirius looked at him intently for a moment, and then nodded. "Fair enough." And then, as if they hadn’t even had the conversation, he checked his watch, glanced at the flue and yelled, "Twelve-oh-bloody-six! Do they not know how to use Floo powder?! Should I go on over to Hogwarts and see if–"

He got no further. There was a flash of green flame, a blast of air and the thud of a large trunk.

"Ow, Crookshanks!" Hermione Granger stood in the large fireplace, clasping a large, ginger cat close to her body with both arms. Crookshanks had obviously taken very badly to traveling by Floo powder – Hermione was struggling to pull her robes free from the cat’s sharp claws. When Crookshanks finally leapt from her arms, she looked up, beamed, and walked straight toward Remus and Sirius, who were standing in the center of the room, beaming back.

"I don’t know whom to hug first," she laughed, looking from one to the other and clapping her hands together happily. She didn’t have to choose. Sirius was so overexcited by that time that he grabbed her up and squeezed her tightly, making her gasp over his shoulder at Remus. He grinned at her.

"Hello, Hermione."

"Hermione, it’s wonderful to see you," Sirius bellowed, letting her loose. "What on earth took you so long?"

Hermione looked immediately chastised as she moved to embrace Remus. "Long?" she inquired anxiously. "Are we very late? Oh, I’m sorry to worry you, I told Harry... but we didn’t want him to feel hurried."

Sirius stepped back and frowned. "No, no, good, of course not. So tell me, how is Harry? How have you all been?"

Remus shook his head. "Sirius, he’s going to be here any second – Hermione, could you step aside for a moment, please?" He raised his wand. "We’ll want to get your trunk out of the fireplace before –"

It was too late. There was another swirl of green flame, a great crash and a deep voice yelling, "BLIMEY!"

Ron Weasley was wedged behind Hermione’s trunk – his own had fallen sideways on top of hers, blocking him from view. All that was visible was a shock of red hair and a long arm, groping out from the side, holding an owl cage. Within it, Pigwidgeon was swinging from side to side and hooting happily.

Quickly, Remus magicked both trunks out of the way, revealing Ron, cramped back against the bricks.

"Hermione," he gasped, dropping Pig’s cage to the floor unceremoniously and stepping forward, "could you take a little longer about your trunk next time, please? I wouldn’t want to rush you, or anything. Hey, Sirius. Hey, Professor Lupin."

"Remus, Ron."

"I know, I know, but I can’t help it. It still sounds funny to me." He shook Sirius’s hand firmly, and then Remus’s, grinning widely at them both. "Damn good to be here," he sighed, looking around the cozy living room with an air of deep satisfaction.

"Ron!"

He raised an eyebrow at Hermione. "What? You don’t like it here?" She glared at him, but not for long, as he hobbled gingerly to a chair and began to rub one of his ankles, rotating it gently and grimacing.

"Oh, did you hurt yourself on the trunk?"

"Just a bit."

"Well don’t do it that way – here, let me have a look at it."

Hermione dropped to her knees and busied herself for a moment, turning Ron’s foot from side to side in her hands, while Ron stared at the top of her head.

Remus looked at Sirius. They grinned.

"So," Sirius began, his tone highly mischievous, "whatever have you two done this week, while the rest of us were slaving away? Having fun were you?"

Remus cleared his throat and gave Sirius a subtle, sideways look. It wouldn’t do to tease them too obviously in adult company.

But Remus was forgetting that they were nearly adults themselves. They certainly didn’t seem terribly uncomfortable. Hermione gave Ron’s ankle a gentle little pat. "I think you’ll be fine," she muttered, before standing quickly and smoothing her robes. "Oh, we worked too," she answered Sirius airily, "We helped Professor McGonagall to clear things out for the rebuilding. And we talked a lot about what’s happened. About what we’re going to do now that..." she trailed off and sighed. "Honestly, this has been the oddest week of my life, and I don’t..."

"Mine too," Ron agreed, fixing his shoe on his foot once more. "I mean, what are you supposed to do with yourself after..."

They looked at each other, each having run out of words, and shrugged a little. Remus didn’t blame them. They’d spent the last few years of what should have been their adolescence fighting in a war. To live a normal life would take some getting used to.

But Sirius wasn’t having any of it. "Oh, I’ll tell you what you’re going to do," he said hotly, pacing through the room to them and banging his fist in his hand for emphasis. "You’re all going to have a damned good summer, for once –"

"Sirius!" Hermione looked scandalized.

"Ah," he said, with a sheepish glance at Remus. "Sorry."

Ron, however, laughed wickedly. "Finally, I’ve got help," he said, standing up and ruffling Hermione’s hair. "This is going to be a great summer. We’re going to drive you mad."

Hermione pursed her lips and tried to look angry. She failed.

"I wonder what’s keeping Ginny?" she mused after a moment. And then, "I hope Harry’s all right."

The room fell into a serious silence as each of them contemplated that statement. It was very unlikely that Harry was all right. He was alive, to be certain. But as for being all right... well, Remus reflected again, that was going to take a lot of time.

There was a small flicker, a whirl of green, and Ginny Weasley was in the fireplace.

"Oh good!" cried Hermione. "Come out of there, we need get your trunk cleared before Harry –"

But Ginny wasn’t moving and she looked a little shaken. She pushed her long hair out of her eyes and shook her head.

"What is it, Ginny?" Remus said, crossing the room quickly. "Are you all right?"

"It’s not me, I’m fine," she said quickly. "And hello, by the way." She smiled at Remus, and waved to Sirius behind him.

Sirius was at the fireplace in one long stride. "Is something wrong with Harry?" he demanded.

"No – here, let me out and I’ll tell you, we should move my trunk. He might come."

"He might come?"

"Sirius," said Remus gently, "could you move, please, and let Ginny out of the fireplace?"

Sirius reluctantly stepped back and Ginny moved into the room. Remus moved her trunk through the air toward Ron’s and Hermione’s.

"I don’t mean to scare you or anything, Sirius," Ginny said, finding a chair and dropping into it, as if exhausted. Remus noticed that her eyes were slightly bloodshot. "There’s nothing actually wrong with Harry – well, there’s nothing wrong with him physically – well." She stopped, her face faintly pink. "You know what I’m trying to say."

"Yes," said Remus kindly. "He’s not in any danger."

Ginny looked up at him gratefully. "Right. But he doesn’t want to get in the fireplace."

They all looked at each other, and then back at Ginny.

"What?" said Ron, getting up. "Why won’t he get in the fireplace?"

Ginny sighed and looked at Ron as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. "He doesn’t want to leave Hogwarts," she said patiently. "He just doesn’t want to let it go – it’s not that he doesn’t want to be here," she said quickly, turning to Sirius and smiling. "He can’t wait to see you. He’s been carrying that letter you sent him all around with him for a week."

Sirius looked touched.

"It’s just that," Ginny continued, looking to Hermione now for help, "he’s... he just..."

"He doesn’t want it all to be over," Hermione said softly. "Not school –" she paused. "And, in a way, not the war."

Ron turned on Hermione right away, his eyes flashing. "Doesn’t want the war to be over? Of course he does! It was terrible! We’ve wanted all that over with for – well – forever! Ever since we’ve known him! And now it’s done, and we’ve got a chance to have a life and he doesn’t want to get in the bloody fireplace? Well, that’s it. I’m going back there," he said determinedly, "and making him."

Ron moved to the fireplace, and Remus moved to stop him but Ginny was quicker. She cut him off in a flash. "No, don’t," she pleaded. "Can’t we let him have a minute? And then, if he doesn’t come in half an hour or so, somebody can go and get him?"

"I will." Sirius had a hand on Ron’s shoulder. For the first time at all that day, Sirius looked perfectly calm and rational, and Remus marveled at him. "Let him have a little while, Ron. This isn’t going to happen all at once. The letting go – well, it happens by degrees." Sirius sighed. "Trust me."

Clearly, Ron did trust him. He backed away from the fireplace and sat down again heavily. Hermione put a hand on his shoulder. Ginny stared into the fireplace. "He’ll come," she said quietly.

The living room was silent, except for the sound of Pigwidgeon, hooting every so often as Crookshanks prowled the perimeter of his cage.

"Hermione," Ron muttered warily, pointing to the scene.

"They’re just playing," she replied, in a tone that left no room for argument. Ron raised his eyebrows doubtfully, but said nothing.

Sirius crouched down next to the fireplace and began to distract Crookshanks. Remus watched them, smiling inwardly – he had forgotten that Padfoot and Crookshanks had once been quite good friends.

"Wonderful old beast," Sirius muttered, smiling as he stroked Crookshanks from head to tail. And then it was silent again, except for Crookshanks’s purring. When another quarter of an hour had passed, Sirius stood up and looked at Remus tensely.

"Do you think I should go and check on him?"

"It might be a good idea."

"Then I’m off. You all eat lunch and get settled – don’t bother waiting for me."

They all nodded, and Sirius pinched a bit of Floo powder from the box on the mantle. He was just about to throw it when a rush of air and light arrested him, and he dropped the powder into the carpet, forgotten.

Harry Potter stood in the fireplace, his glasses askew and his black hair sticking up in every direction.

"Hi, Sirius," he said smilingly, though his eyes were solemn. He stepped out of the fireplace and stood before his godfather, setting down Hedwig’s cage gently and putting his hand out. "Sorry to make you wait like that."

But Sirius didn’t care. He grasped Harry’s hand and pulled him without warning into a tight embrace.

"Welcome home," he said, barely managing to get the words out. "Welcome home, Harry."

Over Sirius’s shoulder, all of them could see Harry’s face. His eyes were shut and his face so tense that the muscles in his jaw were clenched. But he reached around Sirius and hugged him firmly back.

Remus couldn’t help the tears that were rising. It was so like seeing James. He saw that Hermione was looking rather misty as well, and that Ron, though smiling, was somewhat suspiciously red-eyed. Ginny wasn’t crying, but her eyes were fixed on Harry’s face.

"Thanks," Harry muttered after a long moment. He opened his eyes and pulled away. Sirius put hands on his shoulders and looked at him.

"God, you’re tall."

"You just saw me a week ago."

"I didn’t have a chance to notice."

Harry nodded, and so did Remus, watching him. There were plenty of things that had gone unnoticed in the past few years, and there was time to make up for. He turned and magicked his own trunk out of the fireplace, and sent it toward the others. "Hi, Remus," he said, stepping past Sirius to shake his old professor’s hand.

Remus hoped his tears were not still showing. He was fairly certain that Harry had had enough of them. "Hello, Harry. Good to have you here." He gestured around the room to all of them. "Now that you’re all together, shall I give you the tour?"

"Oh, yes, I’d love to see everyth–" but Hermione was not allowed to finish.

"What was that bit earlier, about the lunch?" Ron queried abruptly. "Couldn’t we do that first, and then settle?"

Remus laughed. "Absolutely. And while we’re eating –" he shot a look at Sirius and smiled – "perhaps you all can decide what the sleeping arrangements ought to be."

"Ah yes." Sirius grinned back at him. "Two to each room and the rest is up to you."

The mouths of all four teenagers dropped slightly open. Laughing, Remus and Sirius left them staring at each other, and walked away down the hall toward the kitchen to begin making lunch.

Chapter Two

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