"b!Tch!!"
dareum shrieked loudly, shaking the nurses office.. and with those words, she a handful of bojung's hair and spun her around the room with bojung shrieking and screaming... the teacher stared at them, wide eyed.. then... i took a deep breath and helped dareum out by chewing bojung's arms, sharply... dareum seemed unsatisfied with her hair and soon she grabbed a pan that was on the desk and begun to smack bojung's back with it..
AHHH AHHH!! those screams filled the room, nonstop... buttmuncher's cries.. dareum never ceased to torture her and now she was punching bojung's face, looking like a wrestler.. and on her right hand.. was a handful of hair.. -0- and... i charged at buttmuncher's other arms with my sharp teeth.. >____<
A Wolf's Attraction-106
"I've never seen such a disrespectful behavior!!!!!"
Dareum and i were on our knees, while the PE teacher was angrily scolding us.
"what were you THINKING? WHY in the world would you want to beat up an innocent girl like her??? and YOU! Han dareum!! you're a JUNIOR!!!!!"
The teacher smacked Dareum's head with his attendance folder..
"Teacher!! it's not her fault!! i made her do that for me!!! TOT"
"Oh hoo really now..!!"
A millisecond after those words left the teacher's lips, his folder now attacked my head... now's my chance to cry after what happened between me and haewon... i was sobbing hysterically when mom charged into the office, her eyes wide..-0-
"Chung Hankyung!"
"T_T.........."
On the way home..
Dareum and mom were in the front seat.. while i sat in the back, staring out the window, stupidly..
"Chung hankyung.. Go back to gongju."
"Mom!!!"
Dareum who was more surprised than me, shouted in surprise..
"My dareum.. you're having a really bad influence on our Dareum.."
mom....... my dareum...??? then what does that make me..
"mom! how could you say that? what about unni? isn't she your daughter?"
"han dareum! shush!! do you have ANY idea how much that girl's house is sueing us??? and chung hankyung.. go back to gongju.. or you could stay with your friend... whatever.. just.. just go back.."
"........"
"do you understand me? don't go to the same school as dareum."
"...mom.."
"...."
"mom."
"what? spit it out.."
"am..... am i not.. your daughter..?"
i've wanted to ask her that question ever since i was born... although the last word came out as a whisper, hidden by my tears..
"what do you mean..? why say such a random thing..?"
"mom... have you ever.. ever talked to me... or called out my name lovingly...? have you ever held my hand and told me you cared for me...? and... and have you ever smiled for me......????? is it because i'm the one who lived with dad? is that why you hate me.....???"
my mom was silent as she focused her attention to the road.. while dareum was sniffling beside her.
"she's right mom.. you have no idea how much unni tries to be a good daughter.. TOT"
"i'll go back.. don't worry... can you stop...?"
Mom stepped on the breaks and with a screech, the car came to a stop... dareum turned around to look at me surprised and i had already bolted out the door..
"unni!!!!"
i saw dareum trying to get out of the car but she was already speeding off with mom..... staggering.... and sniffling.... i walked toward SGG high where taesung went to...
in front of SGG..
while i leaned against the gates, stupidly, wearing another school's uniform, the other kids stole glances toward me... soon, the school bell rung and students poured out of the school...
"hankyung? hey aren't you hankyung?"
If i had seen him a month ago... i would have died of joy.. yet now... now daehan's face was.... meaningless.. he was just another person... jaehee was standing next to daehan, staring down at me... i shifted my gaze from her and saw daehan stepping toward me in surprise.. with jaehee staring after him with a cold expression..
"hankyung, what are you doing here? O_O"
"........"
"what's wrong..? did anything happen?"
"heuk....heuk...... daehan..."
at daehan's caring voice, the tears i held back rushed out causing many of the passer-biers to stare at us in wonder... daehan softly patted my back in comfort... while.. i saw jaehee talking into her cell phone..
"don't cry hankyung.. what's wrong.... it's been forever since i saw you and you end up crying!!"
"wahhh.. TOT heukheuk... wahhh TOT WAHHHHHHH"
"hey.. what's wrong..? tell me..?"
"lee bojung............. lee bojung...!!T^T"
"lee bojung... are you talking about jae-"
"nuna!"
before daehan could finish his sentence, my brother ran toward us shouting loudly... with... 5 or 6 of his friends at his heels..
"hah....hah.. nuna!! why are you crying..??? sh!t d'you make her cry???"
taesung's face looked annoyed as he frowned at daehan..-0-
"what? O_O"
"did YOU make her cry?!??!"
"taesung!! Daehan's my friend!! he's my friend from gongju!!! i'm not crying cuz of him!! TOT"
"your friend..? O_O then why are you crying?!?!? who did this to you?!"
"taesung....... taesung what do i do...TOT"
because i walked for more than 2 hours... i tiredly fell on taesung... and even though i heard girl's shouting and shrieking..-___- taesung had me on his back while running off somewhere..
"where are you going taesung..."
"hospital!!"
"no....nooo.. taesung.. lets talk.......... talk....T_T"
"talk..? but you're sick!"
"i'm okay!! i wanna ask you so many things taesung.. TOT"
when i opened my eyes slowly... a round, white light danced all around the room.. -__-
in the cafe.. taesung was staring at me worrily.. with his jaw placed in his hands..
"what's wrong nuna.. why'd you cry.... is it cuz of haewon..?"
"......."
"is that it? did that b!tch make you cry??"
"taesung.........do you........ know lee bojung...?"
"lee bojung...?"
taesung asked me back slowly... and when i nodded my head slowly... taesung's cell phone rang loudly.... taesung stared into his phone for a long time then..
"hello?........... oh.... can you wait a moment..?"
taesung glimpsed at me quickly and walked to the entrance of the cafe.. everything... everything's becoming so weird these days.... how he acts and everything.... i was stirring my cocoa when taesung came back to plop down in his seat a couple of minutes later..
"who.......... is it..?"
"huh? oh... just.. ^-^ nuna.. tell me.. why'd you cry?"
"i'll tell you.... but.. do you really not know lee bojung..?"
taesung shook his head as if asking me how he could know her..
"yeah... that girl you saw at the arcade last night... you don't know her?"
"ohhh that girl..? the girl who pretended to be all innocent..? the one glued onto haewon?"
"yep"
"nope dunno her. O_O why, nuna?"
"see.. today... with haewon...."
then... taesung's cell phone interrupted me once again..
"who is that? O_O"
when taesung opened his cell phone...
"TAESUNG!! IT'S ME, BOJUNG!!!"
the buttmuncher's obnoxious voice rang through his cell phone.. and was carried all the way to my ears..
"bojung? who are you!!! -0-"
"........"
i silently stared onto taesung's face..
"hey! how'd you know my number? dude, you a stalker or what?? how do you know me?? -0-"
"don't give me that nonsense again!!! taesung! oh my gosh!! haewon and hankyung FINALLY broke up!!! aren't you so proud of me??? you have to buy me a drink as promised, okay?!?! >__<"
"what the hell are you talking about? haewon and my nuna broke up?!?! and what promise?? who are you!!!"
"what do you mean, who am i?? you dummy~~ i'm bojung~~ -0- i'm at your house right now~ come quick!!! >_<"
the phone call ended with a click.. and taesung threw his cell phone onto the table in disblief..
"nuna.. you broke up with haewon..? what is she talking about..??? O_O"
".........chung taesung.."
"yeah?"
"are you.. are you really my brother, taesung...???"
"yep. my nuna's brother >_< my name's taesung.. why? O_O"
i slowly stood up from my seat.. and hardly able to say anything from all the betrayal i felt... i took a deep breath and opened my mouth..
"how could you...... how could you do that to nuna... when you know how much i care for you and love you........... and especially when you know how much i like haewon....... how could you.... how..."
"what are you talking about nuna.... i don't get what you're saying at all.... seriously.."
"i believed you to the end.... but.... but this isn't right taesung........ this isn't.."
"nuna........"
"even... even though you may like me.... a lot.... and even though you feel something beyond a brother and a sister's relationship..... this.. this is just wrong..."
"what are you talking about?!?!"
taesung replied with a hint of anger in his voice.. and soon, he, too, stood up brusquely from his seat and stared down at me.
"you think.......... you really think i broke you and haewon up?"
"......."
"nuna.."
"........"
"is that why you asked me about lee bojung? you actually think i would do that to you?!?!? no right??? that's not what you feel, right!??!"
"truth be told...... i don't think i could trust anyone right now.."
taesung's face hardened at my words..
"i'll... i'll talk to you later.. i think.. i need to think this through.. sorry..."
limping out of the cafe... i escaped to a nearby public restaurant.. and locking the door.. sobbed along with the gushing of the water...
A Wolf's Attraction-107
The only person i could think about talking to right now... was...
"hello?"
"^-^ Mung goo~~"
"hankyung!!"
"how are ya mung goo..?"
"are you crying? -0-"
"no..... i'm not.. T_T"
Mung goo's voice became almost urgent, now..
"you are!! what's wrong hankyung! what happened?"
"mung goo... imma go back to gongju.."
"WHAT?! -0-"
"imma go back.... i hate this place mung goo... i................. i hate it here...."
being unable to continue on, mung goo comforted me over the phone through my tears... bbi bbi..
"mung goo.. i don't have any more change.... so imma hang up... tell everyone else that i'm going back... dukhee's phone number changed, i think..? so-"
"wait!! hankyung! don't hang up yet!!"
"huh?"
"yesteraday!! taesung came by!!"
"what?"
"he was wearing a suit and visited your dad's grave!! -0-"
"taesung.. did that?"
so that was why he was in a suit.. O_O
"he was crying kneeling down infront of his dad's grave.. so when i called out his name he was grinning and-"
click.. bbi bbi bbi bbi... i lazily put the phone back into its holder and when i stepped outside of the payphone.... A bright bar located on the 2nd floor of the building across from me came into my view.. forgetting that i was in my uniform.. i bravely climbed up the stairs.. and when i opened the door, the waitress stared at me in surprise.
"hey.. why are you here?"
"i came by for a drink..."
"oh dear dear Dear!! you'll get me sued if they see you drinking in here!!! please, i'm sorry.. can you please go back out?"
"please.. miss.. just this once.."
"once or twice!! it's still a no!! get out, out out!!"
the waitress pushed me toward the door with great strength and just as i was turn back.. i saw bojung's bright smiley face... with another girl's back faced toward me.. she... looked familiar..? anyway.. whatever she's not important.. lee bojung, you buttmuncher!!!
"LEE BOJUNG!! crap, get out here!!!"
Lee bojung stared at where i stood with rabbit eyes.. the other girl dropped her head low..
"what are you doing?! get out!!!"
the waitress now seemed annoyed as she was now shouting... and pretty soon.. lee bojung walked toward me.
"what are you doing here?"
"you... YOU!! were the one that tricked my nice brother, taesung weren't you?!?!"
"^O^ nope. taesung was the one who asked me, first... ohhhh~ i heard about you and haewon!"
a purple bruise was on her eyes from the punch dareum threw at her before..
"you're lying again!! taesung would never do that to you.. how the hell did you trick him into your evil plan???"
"i'm waiting for taesung to come~~ he said he'll buy me a drink~ ^-^ i wonder why he's not coming.."
"you're lying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"^O^ does it seem that way?"
"i'll never forgive you... even when i die, i'll always hate you.."
"O_O did i ASK for forgiveness?? KEKE you're so self-centered~ >__<"
"whew.. so.. everything worked out like you wanted to didn't it.. haewon and i broke up like you wanted.. so leave taesung and haewon alone.."
"O_O uh oh.. i think i've become to LIKE haewon~ now what?"
lee bojung pouted as if in worry as she tilted her head sideways..
"........"
i silently... without any emotion.. slapped lee bojung's cheeks with all the strength i had left in me.. bojung immediately smiled sweetly back at me and when she lifted her hand..
"nuna."
i saw taesung standing in front of the stares.
Bojung who had stopped with her hand motion, said in a bright voice.
"taesung!! you're late~~ ^-^"
feeling... everything.. every hope.. and... trust i had left in me.. crumble down... i slowly walked over to taesung.. breathing heavily.
"i don't think i'll ever be able to forgive you either."
brushing past taesung who stood there, dumbfounded.. i ran down the stares crazily..
"NUNA!!!"
taesung anxiously called my name and i heard his footsteps pounding down the steps... and soon, he gripped my wrists tight while shouting as if he was angry..
"what are you talking about, nuna?!??! can you just.. TELL ME what i did wrong!??! are you still suspicious of me?? is that it??? you think I'D do that to you???? ME???"
i pushed taesung away with tears bathing my face once again..
"i want to stop being so weak and vulernable.. i don't want to continue on with always being the easy target.. i don't want to cry anymore.. and if you do this to me, then-"
"i told you that i didn't do it!! how many times i have to tell you that it's a misunderstanding??? but you won't explain WHY you're angry with me so i can't tell you anything else!!! just trust me!!!!!!"
"i would always say the exact words to haewon.. that it was a misunderstanding.. that i didn't do it... and.. haewon would always.. always believe me.. until he finally got so sick and tired of it that he just.. just turned away from me... and...and now.. i think i know how he must've felt.."
taesung gasped in disbelief... and with him staring at my back.... i ordered my feet to move away... when taesung yelled loudly..
"what if........... what if today was the last day.......? what if you and i could never meet each other again??? then......... then would you still leave me like this...??"
"i don't want to be stubborn... i think it'd be hard for me to smile and laugh along with you for a couple of... days.. can you just.. give me some time to think things through...? and until i call... take care.."
i finished with those words leaving my mouth and slowly departed again..
"when you think things through all the way, i won't be here anymore, nuna... i told you that it wasn't me... i told you that it was all a misunderstanding... how do i make you believe me... why.... why do you make me cry until the very end... why..."
by now a soft drizzle was wrapping around my body... and with those raindrops, whatever taesung had murmured washed away without me acknowledging him...
starting out soft.. then shouting and crying... i screamed out my dad's name in heaven... until i reached home drenched from head to toe..
A wolf's Attraction-108
"Unni!!"
Dareum shouts at me loudly.. Jooho followed me into my room as i walked in like a dead zombie..
"Hankyung nuna, what's up?"
"....Jooho... Nuna's going somewhere.. ^-^"
"Don't say stuff like that!! Are you insane? and change your clothes! -0-"
Dareum shouts again and forcefully peeled off the wet clothes that were on me and took out her clothes from her closet for me to wear.
"Hankyung nuna, where are you going? -0-"
"Where i used to live.."
"-0- really? for how long.."
"She'll be going over my dead body!! GET OUT!! why are you minding in our business??"
"-0- is this YOUR room?"
"GET OUTTTT!!! >__<"
"Tch so what if you could shout loud!! you whale monster!! -0- hope your neck starts bleeding!! >_<"
"You lil!!"
Jooho stared at Dareum's clenched fists round eyed.. then sticking his tongue out, he ran out of the room.
"Unni.. don't give me that crap anymore okay? Mom's sorry for what she said, too.. and you're NOT leaving me.."
"I hate it here Dareum.. It's like... how a stubborn fish wanted to be on shore even when it was suffocating and drying up, you see? so.. so now it has to go back into the water to survive.. ^-^"
"....eh? what does a fish have anything to do with this?"
"^-^ nothing Dareum.. I just wanna go back... Plus, dukhee and Mung-goo will be there and-"
"Unni!!"
A fat tear fell out of Dareum's eyes as she stared at me in anger..
"You'll just go back cuz of a stupid guy?? what about ME then?? what am i, to you unni???"
"...."
"Is it cuz of mom? if it is, don't take her words to heart! i'll protect you!!"
"It's hard Dareum.. really.. I don't know how i'll face Haewon at school tomorrow... and talking to mom everyday will be difficult, too.. Taesung... Bojung... and... and my teachers.."
"Chung taesung? what does he have anything to do.. with you going back..?"
"Can.... i sleep now Dareum..?"
Dareum's lips were a thin line as she observed my face intently..
"sleep tight unni.. and.. don't forget that i'll always be on your side even with a knife to my neck.."
"thanks.."
Dareum gave me a wide smile and silently left the room.. the rest of the night.. Taesung's pleading face and haewon's cold expression lingered on my mind that i had to get up several times to sob...
Next day at school.
Hearing about how Dareum and I created a rackus in the Nurses office the day before.. my kekekaka friends had me surrounded while saying insults nonstop. -__-
"Good job!! i never knew you had it in you!! that b!tch!! i just saw her before and she was smiling like nothing happened!! arghh she gets on my nerves... you should've listened to me sooner!"
Jooin was as red as a tomato while shouting and yelling..
"are you okay hankyung? you didn't get much sleep last night huh..."
Minsoon patted my back... One of the kekekaka guys.. the tallest guy named MyungGwan walked up to my desk and asked me in a deep voice. -___-
"then.. are you and haewon over?"
"......."
Jooin and Minsoon looked flabbergasted as i hung my head low silently..
"Hey!! dude are you insane?"
"what!"
"do you THINK its the right thing to say????"
"then what do you want me to say. -.,-"
"you never talked to her before so go back to your seat!! -0-"
MyungGwan was dragged away by my friends.. -__- the bell rung for break after 3rd period.. and being unable to stand jooin and Minsoon's cuss words any longer.. i staggered out the room... slightly speed walking at Jooin's call for my name..
Passing by Bojung's class i secretly stole a glance to look for Bojung yet she was nowhere in sight.. -__- soon, the bell for 4th period rang and i was walking back to my class from the backfield when i saw a guy slowly walking out of the school..
Haewon had his backpack over his shoulders looking tired.. his hair was slightly messed up and his head was also hung low.. he passed me by without recognizing me and when i dumbly stared after him, he raised his head to meet my gaze.. -0- i forced myself to smile at him awkwardly while waving my hands yet he just turned around again, blankly..
ahhhh.. -.,- then... miraculously a couple of sophmores appeared out of nowhere and held onto haewon's shirt.. haewon's annoyed voice was soon ringing in my ears.
"what."
"oppa! oppa! oppa!"
"....."
"i heard about you and your girlfriend!! you guys broke up, right?!!?! yeah?!?!? is it true?!?!? >__<"
"......"
haewon glimped at me then heaved a deep sigh.. biting my lips, i turned around and started walking back toward the school.. -__- i was still within the ear-shot area and their conversation continued..
"so...."
"see.. >__< i just like you sooo much.. >_< i mean... US!~ we like you sooo mu-"
"don't get on my nerves"
"huh?"
"Don't think about me, look at me, or talk to me"
"......okay... i'm sorry.."
the sophmore girls' voice cracked. my heart started thumping for it seemed like haewon's last words were for me... why.. why are you getting all excited for..... you're such a dummy.. haewon's totally over me and i'm sulking over him like a dummy...
A Wolf's Attraction- 109
Throughout 3rd and 4th period, i buried my head in my arms and didn't say a word to anyone...also to Jooin's and Minsoon's LOUD whispers, i kept quiet.
"Hey.. what if Hankyung commits suicide??"
"Shut up -___-"
"i heard about those crazy obsessive girls who kill themselves!! like one day, they stop coming to school and-"
"dude shush, she could hear you, you know!"
"hey how about we go and beat bojung's face in?"
"-__-^ she's probably not in her class.. it IS lunch time you know."
"you never knowww.. huh? huh? lets go!"
Jooin grabbed minsoon's wrists and dragged her out of the room.. a bit worried about what they'll do to bojung, i slowly stood up..
"hey.. can i talk to you?"
a deep voice rang in my ears and surprised, i saw MyungGwan scratching the back of his head, shyly..
"why? O_O"
"Just.. i'll wait in the backfield."
MyungGwan didn't allow me to answer him and quickly left the room.. i stood frozen in my spot pondering as to why he wanted to see me and slowly left the classroom to go to the backfield..
and... i heard a familiar bright voice from the garbage disposers..
"eat haewon. it's reaaaally good!! i started making it last >_< i mean this morning cuz i wanted you to try some!! -0-"
"i told you not to follow me"
"i'm sorry.. but smoking is REALLy bad you shouldn't~"
A gigantic spark begun to rouse up from the corner of my mind and when i sprinted to where i heard the voices i saw haewon crouched down while smoking a cigarette with the buttmuncher holding a rabbit shaped lunch box!!... it was also the spot where haewon and i first started going out..-0-
i was about to shout out something to get bojung away but stopped myself at noticing the pink hamster was nowhere to be seen on haewon's pockets... i guess he ripped it out...
i smiled in relief or... gratitude... i dunno how i could be such a dummy at times like this...
"huh? hankyung! ^O^"
crap.. -__- bojung smiled wide at me and at her words, haewon quickly looked up at me.. a bit embarassed, i was biting my lips when thankfully, MyungGwan came to my rescue..
"Chung hankyung.. over here.."
"huh? oh okay! >_<"
MyungGwan was not even a meter away from me waving his hands toward me.. thinking this is my chance to escape the embarassing situation, i quickly ran toward him............... with bojung's soft but loud enough whisper itching my ears..
"ohhh.. i HEARD that hankyung had a new boyfriend~ didn't know it was MyungGwan!!! ^O^"
i strained myself from going back and yelling at her..
"......MyungGwan.. why'd you want to see me? ^-^"
MyungGwan stole a glance at Haewon and Bojung..
"is it okay to say this with them, there?"
"say.. what? O_O"
MyungGwan hesitated and Haewon brushed past his shoulders and entered back into the school..
"haewon! wait for me! ^O^"
Bojung skipped toward haewon.. what's this disappointment i feel.. MyungGwan continued to stare intensely at me.. and about 3.. 4 minutes later.. -___- i carefully asked him unable to hide my curiousity anymore..
"what.. is it? O_O what's up?"
"wanna go out with me?"
"-__- what?"
"lets go-"
A cactus along with dirt fell ontop of MyungGwan's head as he was about to ask me again.. -___- i.. think someone threw that from the 2nd floor... i quickly looked in shock and flinched at the loud slam of the door.. MyungGwan and i stared at the 2nd floor window in shock.. -___- then..
"what the fcuk!!"
MyungGwan roared in anger then charged toward the building past my surprised self..
A wolf's Attraction-110
i speeded up the stairs, worrying... and saw MyungGwan shouting in the empty halls.
"What b!tch just did that?! -0- huh?!?! come out like a man!"
Incase i were to be spotted by Dareum, i slowly walked back to my classroom and tried to hide from MyungGwan through 5th and 6th period.. after class i was about to bolt out of the classroom when..
"chung hankyung.. wait.."
Looking over my shoulders, i saw MyungGwan standing behind me with a bandage on his forehead.. Minsoon and Jooin were whispering happily nearby... well it was a 'whisper' that even MyungGwan probably heard -.,-
"isn't that so great for them?"
"i know!!! they make SUCH a great couple, don't they?"
"kakakka.. they're both a bit confused all the time!! >_<"
whew.. -__-
"imma... go... bye MyungGwan"
"Wait!!!! -0-"
MyungGwan shouted loudly and incase i were to be held back by MyungGwan i quickly speeded down the stairs.. -__- soon i heard pounding against the stairs as well... i think.. that's MyungGwan.. ahhhhh but i wanna stay alone though!!! T_T
I was putting my shoes on infront of the gates when i saw Haewon surrounded by several girls... wow... news pass... by... really fast huh...
"Chung Hankyung.. huk.... huk... why didn't you wait for me?"
T___T you're like.. a gluey.... paper!! T___T MyungGwan caught up to me almost instanly and gripped my shoulders.. T___T
"i told you i needed to talk to you.."
"um.. yeah.."
"lets go out.."
"........"
"you don't have a boyfriend anymore... right?"
"^-^ thanks"
"for what?"
"for liking a girl like me.. and sorry..."
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