"where are they!! -0-"
"just GO! -0- go play... a game or something!"
"what d'you say?!??! -0-"
"if you mind my business then everything'll be messed up again!! you wanna follow 2nd hyung to jail or what!"
"@zzzs!! =0="
"dare you to hit me. 1st hyung would never let you live -_ -"
"you...!!!!!!!!!! =0="
even though their physical traits are totally different.... everything else is really similar.... well.. anyway.... T_T i'm so glad haewon's all right... T^T when i heaved a big sigh in relief, haewon placed his hands on my shoulders.
"hey.. lee bojung? is that her name? she acts like you. kek"
"yeah. ^O^ i think so too~ ^O^"
"but she has a cute and feminine side to her."
"yeah? O.O"
"while you dont? - _-"
"O_O.. yes........ so?"
haewon blew at his hair while i stared at him, confused.
"guys~ wait for me.. -0-"
our nice friend bojung walked in between us while haewon and i returned back to our classrooms slowly.. leaving behind the angry 3rd brother who was practically sweeping the fields, now.. - _-
A Wolf's Attraction-94
Back in the classroom.. everyone was quiet.. - _- thanking study hall, i plopped down in my seat.. T^T no detention~
lunch time.. i took out my lunch and was about to open it when 2 sandwiches were placed infront of me. O_O when i slightly looked up, i saw bojung smiling sweetly at me.
"-0- hey, how was class?
"^O^ good~ hankyung, i made this for you!"
"wuh... O_O really? you're giving this to me?"
"yep~ eat up! ^O^"
"-0- wow.. thanks!"
"no prob!! ^O^"
when bojung and i were happily munching on our sandwiches with the same expression, a familiar hand was placed on my shoulders. -_ - Jooin stared down at me icily and says..
"chung hankyunG! -0- why aren't you eating with us!"
"TOT bojung gave me this sandwich though.."
"YOU! lee bojung! stop with the acting and f*ck off to your class!"
the classroom 3-3 had quieted down instantly as all of their attention were focused upon us. bojung was trying hard not to cry as she forced on a smile.
"i'll.. be going hankyung ^-^"
"wa..wait bojung! -0-"
bojung speed walking to the rear door and casting a look of 'what's wrong with you' at jooin, i ran after her when haewon appeared at the back door shouting.. his cheeks were red from a hand imprint...
"hey chung hankyung! -0- what the heck did you tell dareum?!"
haewon collapsed with bojung who was just about to go out and i had to look at bojung apologetically as she was splattered upon the floor.
"....what's wrong with her. - _-"
"bojung, are you okay? TOT"
bojung immediately got up - _-
"yeah T_T hankyung, don't worry about me."
"hey did she cry or something? why are her eyes all puffy?"
haewon slightly bent down to gaze at bojung's face and..
"-0- i didn't cry haewon!"
"liar.. O_O did hankyung hit you? kek"
"TOT"
bojung pour out tears instead of answering his question, making it seem like i made her cry...
"hey.. chung hankyung.."
haewon called out my name seriously..
"yeah? -0-"
"how dare you make my life savior cry??? -_ -"
haewon punched my head lightly -0-
"bojung!! i didn't hit you, did i? T_T"
"no.. haewon, hankyung didn't do anything wrong.. T^T heuk.. really.. heukheuk.. wahhhhh TOT"
haewon cast me a scarier look...- _-
"i really didn't do anything to her.. T_T"
as haewon opened his mouth to reply back when my cell phone begun ringing loudly.
"hello?"
"nuna!"
"ah.. taesung!! where are you!"
"nuna, why aren't you coming to our house? i already cleaned up and everything..."
see taesung... mom's totally ignoring me after that conversation last night..T_T taesung's voice sounded solemn..
"imma go soon T_T just wait for me okay?"
"you're not gonna come.."
-_ - taesung's voice had a hint of twistiness in them..
"taesung.. were you drinking? -_ -"
"i think imma follow grandma to america, nuna.."
"taesung! -0- you DID drink!! bad boy!"
"i think it'd be best for us.."
"T_T where are you!"
"........."
"where are you!! TOT"
"my house.."
"whew..... wait okay? i'll be right there.."
doo doo... taesung had hung up on me and haewon snatched my phone away.
"wait for what!! class didn't even end yet!"
"-0- is that hand imprint from those seniors who hit you?"
"tch.. no matter how much they hit me, their scratches won't last! ever heard of han dareum???? what the heck did you tell her to make her slap me??"
"nothing..... big T^T"
"yeah yeah... where are you going?"
"taesung's house!"
"you're insane huh..? -_ -"
"nope! -0- totally sane!"
"chung hankyung, you're climbing up now. =_="
haewon shook his fists down at me. T_T
"haewon.. don't be so mean to hankyung."
bojung shook the edge of haewon's shirt and when haewon shifted his gaze toward her..
"eh..? you were still here?"
"yep -0-"
"kek hey chung hankyung.. your friend, bojung.. she speaks like a baby doesn't she?"
"yeah ^O^ she's adorable.. baby and haewon~ byebye ^O^ imma go to taesung's house~ >O<"
i shouted out those words as i sprinted down the hall way and soon i heard haewon's loud voice ringing throughout the halls..
"chung hankyung!! i won't kiss you ever again if you go to his house! -0-"
i had to stop dead in my tracks and taking a deep breath i took up sprinting again across the fields.. i wonder if haewon ever think things through and say stuff like that.. TOT he seriously... amuses me.. T^T
i have decided.. to.... run away from our house.. -_ -... i know that i probably can't get into a fair college seeing how our family's doing... so no point studying for anything, right? -0- i wasn't like this in gongju... ehh...
i visted by a nearby supermarket from taesung's house and bought side dishes, snacks, and drinks..... on my way to taesung's house i received 34 calls from haewon... and returned his call............. 0 times.. -_ -.. i saw taesung crouching down infront of the apartments as well as the security ahjusshi was happily jump roping.. -_ -... i staggered slowly to the security ahjusshi and bowed..
"hello"
the ahjusshi glanced at me from the side of his eyes and went back to his jump roping again.
"hello~ ^O^"
"what's that in your hands? -0-"
"-_ - want some? ^O^"
the ahjusshi continued jumping up and down while giving me a mysterious smile as an answer -_ -
"here, have some.."
i took out a bag of chips along with orange juice and handed it to the ahjusshi.. then.. finally stopping with what he was doing, he snatched the food from my hands and ran to his office.
"taesung.. what are you doing there? O_O"
when i walked over to taesung who had his back toward me, i saw him poking a worm with a treebranch..
"taesung!! -0- what are you doing!"
"hey wormmy. it's been awhile.. -0- oppa's here.."
rosy cheeked, he lifted his hed from his knees and smiled brightly at me. ahhhh.. what a cutie.. -0- straining myself from the urge to bite his cheeks, i turned my gaze toward the worm.
"it's.. a worm.."
"yep.. wormmy.. we used to be close before.. and now she doesn't even look my way.."
"-_ - maybe its a different worm..?"
"noo... it's not... it's wormmy.."
"maybe.. wormmy's sick taesung.. lets go in, yeah? i bought a lot of snacks for us to eat!"
"nuna........... nuna when are you gonna come..."
"m...me?"
"yeah..."
"as soon as i can! ^O^"
"nuna............ just.... stay where you are.."
"huh? -0- why!"
"i think... i think imma do something really bad when i'm in the same house as you.."
"i doubt that our taesung'll hit me cuz you're drunk!"
"no.... if.. if i happen to get drunk.......... i might... say stuff i'm not.... suppose to say..."
a faint smell of alchohol escaped from taesung's lips..
"taesung ahh... lets gooo.. TOT"
"nuna.. just.. stay where you are... i'll just go.. okay?"
taesung stabbed my forehead with his index finger...
"where.. are you going taesung?"
"america..."
"taesung!"
taesung sat me back down when i quickly stood up, appalled..
"no nuna.. ^-^ i was just kidding... wormmy.. sleep tight i'll see you tomorrow.. ^O^"
"you better be joking! don't say stuff like leaving me taesung.. T_T"
"what if i do.. ^-^"
"T_T imma go die!"
"haha i never knew you said stuff like that~"
"tch.. TOT"
taesung gave me a sweet smile.. yet his eyes were shaking.... he dragged me by his cold hands, while singing a unfamiliar song.. haewon looks colder than anyone yet his hands are so warm..... taesung.................. he looks warmer... than anybody else i know.. but his hands are icy cold... -_ - i wonder what kind of insults haewon's throwing at me... -0-
A wolf's attraction-95
the house looked brighter than usual thanks to the cleaning i did a couple of days ago... although there was beer bottles sprawling around the floor... ahhhh TAESUNG..!!.
"chung taesung! -0- youuuu!!"
">_< don't shout!!"
taesung covered his ears with his hands -_ -
"what'd you do, not going to school?? why was your phone off anyway?? -0-"
"imma sleep nuna... don't shout anymore.."
"if i do, will you hit me? -0-"
"no.... well..ahhh... i dunno....."
taesung plopped down on the sofa.
"are you sleepy?"
"yeah.."
"why are you sleeping here....go sleep in your room! -0-"
"i don't wanna."
"why!"
"i don't wanna"
"-_ -.. YOUUU!! then at least sleep with a blanket!"
i stomped to taesung's room and..
"nuna! don't go in there!"
when i opened the door, i was forced to take a step backward in surprise.. taesung's room was covered in pink everywhere... pink set for the bed.. pink and white desk with a make up table.. along with a satin like pink curtain........ and... on taesung's desk.. there was a large banner...
Congratz!! Hankyung Nuna's Room!
taesung........!!..touched greatly.... i returned to where taesung lay on the couch sniffling, and saw him pretending to sleep with his eyes closed shut.. -_ -.. sniffling in gratitude and touched, i covered him with a blanket.. T_T i can't stall anymore.. T_T i'm an adult next year, i shouldn't be chickening out like this.. (a/n* korean people are adults when they're 20.) T^T i softly caressed taesung's sleeping face while i came to a conclusion. suddenly taesung opened his black eyes wide and gazed back.
"you surprised me. TOT"
"nuna.."
"yeah?"
"........nothing.."
"what? ahh you're getting me all curious!! what is it?"
"i..... don't..... want to hide in the back crying anymore nuna.........i get so sick of it............ i don't want this.. this pain....."
taesung said in a low voice.
"yeah taesung.. i know.... don't... cry anymore.."
"nuna.......?"
"yeah.. ^-^"
"crying without being able to tell..... is sadder than crying after you tell... right..?
what... are you talking about taesung........ taesung opened his mouth again as if to tell me of what he had been through..
"nuna... not... being able to tell someone that you love them... and crying because you can't tell.......... is that good... or bad..?"
"its.. bad.."
"then nuna.. i'm horrible... kek.."
"taesung... do you like someone?"
taesung smiled then shook his head..
"no... i love someone.."
"really...? why didn't you tell me sooner?? who is it? >_<"
"..........nuna.."
"what? O_O"
"........... chung hankyung."
"puhehehe >_< aiiii~~ >_< i love taesung thiiiiiiiis much too!! ^O^"
taesung looked a bit furious as he bit his lower lips..
"then... do you wanna hug me when you see me..?"
"yep ^O^"
"then.. nuna... when i'm crying... all you could do is stand back and watch... so all you do is cry until its hard to breathe because you're so sorry...?"
"yep ^O^"
"then.......... when i'm smiling happily with another girl........... does that image pop up in your head over.. and over again.. that you can't do anything but to cry...?"
-_ -... that's a nono..
"..do... do i? um.... sure ^O^"
"then do you.. despise the fact that........................ you and i are siblings.....?"
"no..."
"i do... more than a thousand times a day... i curse whoever let us meet in these circumstance..."
"why.............?"
i... hoped............ and wished that the words taesung said to me over the last couple of months weren't........ in the way i had thought it was.. i hoped and hoped.... but...
"because i love you................. because... i..... love.. chung hankyung.."
and at that moment.. those whispers that had come out of taesung's lips.. shattered my hopes into pieces..
A wolf's attraction-96
my head dropped without a word as taesung tried to force his voice to be bright...
"nothing.. nothing's gonna change nuna.. just think of it as i was high off.. whatever.. i'm sleepy.. i'll see you later.."
taesung turned his back toward me... i don't know what to do at a situation like this.. i don't want to hurt you taesung... but how am i suppose to tell you how i feel without.. without adding another scar to your heart..
"taesung.... i'm sorry..."
taesung's sleeping figure didn't flicker or anything so in a louder voice..
"i'm sorry taesung..... see, nuna's-"
"i know.. you don't have to explain what the sorry means."
"we're not going to drift apart because of this, right?"
"...yeah.."
taesung's voice was raspy as forcing his tears to go away...why didn't i notice it sooner... why.. why am i so daft... if only i had stated my feelings clearer, none of this would've happened...... i'm the one to blame for these peoples' scars and pain... chung hankyung.. grow up... i gazed at taesung's still back for a long time then slowly stood up..
"taesung..i'll be going now.."
taesung didn't silent..
"i'll.. come back......... to-tomorrow.."
why did i just stutter..
"sweet dreams.. and go to school tomorrow..
as soon as i shut the door, the little amount of strength gave up, causing me to collapse on my knees and lean on the door... sighing, i heard a sound of glass shattering and taesung's soft sobbing.... i reached for the door knob but tiredly let go as i walked out of the apartments.....
taesung's house is usually a 20 minute walk from mine.. yet today, not really paying attention to where i was going, i came back home after about an hour... when i walked into our apartments, i saw haewon smoking on the stairs, confidentally.. haewon caught my gaze and stomping on his cigarette, he walked over to where i was..
"where were you?"
"yeah"
"...where were you?"
"yeah"
"did something happen..? what's wrong with you."
".....yeah"
"chung hankyung"
"yeah"
haewon tipped my jaws, ordering my eyes to see that he was angry... after heaving a sigh..
"you were with chung taesung huh?"
"....yeah.."
"the truth?"
".....yeah"
"i don't like seeing you with him... i get frustrated for no reason.."
"what?"
i had been muttering things softly, dumbfounded, then snapped at haewon after what just told me.. haewon looked a bit surprised..
"what? why would you get frustrated?"
"i dunno............. i don't know why.. i just.. do, i guess"
"taesung's my brother! what's wrong with that!"
"don't... i'm sorry, my mistake.."
"what's wrong with taesung......... what are we... theres nothing wrong with taesung... what were you thinking!"
"stop.. i don't wanna argue with you."
"....."
haewon silently took my hand and walked up the stairs..
"your friend.. the baby one.."
"who?"
"the one that looks like you."
"ah.. bojung?"
"yeah.. she wants us to come to her house tomorrow"
"......."
"her uncle's supposedly a fortune teller.. he'll tell us our horoscope."
"don't you hate going to those things?"
"yeah.. -_ -"
"when i asked you to go to one before, you yelled at me. -_ -"
"yeah -_ -"
"then why now. - _-"
"i just got curious if i'd be wise in marrying you.. why have a problem with that? -_ -"
"marry? you and me? -0-"
"yeah - _ - why?"
"you wanna marry me? -0-"
"why, is that funny?"
haewon has a habit of ignoring your eyes and shouting whenever he's embarassed... -_ - there he goes with the shouting again! -_ -
"why are you shouting! -0-"
"when did i ever!"
"you and me, marry?"
"you think it's impossible?"
"^-^ i'm just playing around with you.. lets go tomorrow"
Haewon then smiled happily.. both of his dimples smiled happily toward me ^-^
"kek.. you look like taesung"
"what?"
"nothing"
"say that again and i'll.. - _-.. "
"........"
"go in.. i'll see you tomorrow."
"okay... you be careful, too.."
"alright"
haewon waved his hands and walked away, leaving be by our house door..
"haewon!"
"........"
Haewon spun around and looked at me questioningly..
"just... i love you.."
surprised, haewon stared at me with his eyebrow raised.... grinning at him, i quickly escaped into my room.. -_ - i'm sorry taesung.. but... i can't hide my feelings can i...?...you know that i love you more than anyone else... but... it's... it's a different love from what i feel toward haewon...it's.. the opposite.. i'm sorry taesung...
A wolf's attraction-97
Next morning..
I dialed taesung's number as if nothing had happened... After 6 or 7 signals.. I was about to hang up the phone, rejected, when..
"Hello."
"h..hey taesung! It's nuna!"
"ah.. hey nuna! ^-^"
"where are you?"
"on my way to school!"
"^o^ this early?"
"yep! ^-^"
then dareum who had been sitting next to me asked..
"unni.. is that chung taesung?"
"yeah"
"lemme talk to him!"
"oh okay.. O_O"
but... to hand over the phone to dareum was a big mistake..
"yeah! It's me! Han dareum!!...... what? Why can't I talk to you? What!! -0- why does it matter if my voice sounds pathetic? Oh really! Your voice sounds like a monkeys butt then! -0-"
dareum never passed up the opportunity to cease everyone's attention in the bus and today wasn't an exception as she continued to shout into the speaker.
"you b!tch!! you think you're so great huh! >O<"
TOT if I wasn't mistaken... I can hear the other end's signal as dooo.. doo doo... but dareum just continued to shout great cuss words into the speaker until we arrived at school... getting off, I asked dareum carefully..
"dareum.. why were you yelling into the phone when taesung already hung up? -_-"
then dareum whispered into my ears, looking around.
"-0- everyone was watching me! I can't just let them know chung taesung got the best of me~ so I just pretended I was still talking to him. -_-"
ah... that was the reason? Dang dareum, you're quick... as I was complimenting dareum on her cunningness, she ran to where wun was walking and clung onto his arm..
"aigoo! Our b-king! Why are you here so early?"
"go away!! -0- my babies might think you're my girlfriend!"
"babies? O_O? ah... those abc sophomores?"
"-0-! Han dareummm!!"
the two were running into the school in a wrestling pose. -_- walking by myself, I later saw that they had been caught by the PE teacher as they were on their knees and raising their hands. -_- the PE teacher stood infront of them, scolding them nonstop and after giving them a look a sympathy, I ran away from the spot before the teacher could accuse my gum for snot again. -_- bojung was waiting for me by my classroom and catching a glimpse of me, she gave me a bright smile.
"hey bojung! ^O^"
"hihi ^O^ I was waiting for you hankyung~"
"me? O_O why?"
"you see.. ^O^ you're coming to our house after school with haewon, right?"
"ahh... the fortune thing~ -0- yep.. I am ^O^"
"okay ^O^ heheh -0- I'll come by your class after school."
"okay ^O^"
right then, haewon approached me with two of his buttons missing from jacket.
"-_- what's wrong haewon?"
"my button fell off! -0- can you sew it back?"
"-_-... how'd your button fall off?"
"aish.. I was fighting with yoo haejung.. -_- sew it for me."
Kek. First time I saw a babyish side of haewon. =_=
"I don't have a needle with me thohugh.. -_-"
"I have one.."
Bojung squeaked from next to me.
"really? You have one?"
"yep ^O^ heh I have the thread, too."
Haewon stared at me then at bojung and back at me.
"chung hankyung, sew it for me."
"O_O bojung has the thread though.. ask her to sew the buttons back for you. ^O^"
"I could if you want me to.. I can't sew very well but I know how to work with the threads.. ^O^"
haewon bit his lower lips as he took off his jackets.. bojung smiled sweetly as she accepted his jacket..
"I'll visit your class after first period! ^O^"
with those words, she sprinted back to her classroom..
"why don't you carry around needles?!"
"-_- sorry.."
"that girl.. your friend."
"yeah. O_O"
"she looked daft but I guess she's not.. O_O"
"yeah ^O^ I never thought she'd carry around needles and a thread~ she's cool isn't she? ^O^"
"learn from her.. -_-"
haewon lightly punched my head again.. haewon and I talked for about 10 minutes and afterward, I sat in my first period class, smiling brightly at the teacher... at the end of school, bojung was waiting for me infront of our classroom and together we set out for room 2-3... when we got there, we saw haewon complaining about a hamster imprinted on top of his left pockets...
"haewon.. what's that thing in your pockets? -_-"
"I don't know! Ask your friend there!"
haewon pointed at bojung accusingly.. bojung answered with tears in her eyes..
"T_T I just... thought hamsters were cute... T_T"
"yeah haewon! -0- why are you so mean."
I patted bojung on the shoulders for comfort and scolded haewon..
"how am I suppose to cope with a hamster??? The guys are already making fun of me! -0-"
"TOT I just thought a hamster would look nice.. T_T I'm sorry.."
"-0- you're crying again?! Arghh you're driving me insane..okay okay.. thanks for the hamster.. it looks cute okay? Hella cute!"
then bojung sniffled as she stopped her tears.
"really? You think it's cute? T_T"
"yeah! I wanna take it out and hug it, happy?"
"hehe my nickname's a hamster! ^O^ that's why I put it there.. I'm glad you like it though! ^O^ I got so scared when you were glaring at me before.. T_T"
"-_- why pink of all colors, though.."
"you don't like the color pink? T_T"
"-_-^ I'm just playing.. lets go to your house now and get that fortune thing over with."
"o k~! ^O^"
haewon slung his backpack over his shoulders and walked ahead of us with bojung at his tails.. that looks so familiar.. -0- ahhh -0- they remind me of haewon and me! Hehe!
"guys wait for me!"
A wolf's attraction-98
we walked in the direction where taesung lived... bojung suddenly halted then coming back to where we were, she whispered.
"ooh.. you guys have the same backpack! -0-"
"hehe we bought it together ^O^"
"wowwy... I have the same backpack at home! -0-"
when I opened my mouth to reply, haewon interrupted in a slightly annoyed voice.
"hey.. where the heck do you live.."
"we're almost here -0- hehe right there!"
Bojung pointed at a small apartment in our view and grabbing my hands, haewon marched to the stairs when..
"ooh.. haewon! there's a loose thread.. here.."
bojung snapped the loose thread off of haewon's backpack.
"oh. Thanks."
"hehe -0- no prob!"
bojung shook the compliment off as she twirled her hair, her cheeks reddening deeply..
"Do you have younger siblings?"
"nope -0- I'm an only child.. why?"
"you just seem like the comforting type... hey chung hankyung, aren't you the first?"
"hehe -0- yep yep.. dareum, jooho, and taesung are all younger than me~ -0-"
"then act like your age.. you're always so confused -_-^ your shoe laces are loose again!! -0-"
"-_- oh.."
I crouched down on the stairs and tied my shoelaces while bojung silently observed me..
"I'm so envious of you guys! -0-"
"O_O"
"you look like a brother and a sister.. -0- I've always wanted an older brother..... I guess that's more of a reason why I'm so envious? Heh -0-"
"my third brother always wanted a younger sister.. want me to introduce you to him?"
haewon asked bojung then she slowly shook her head.
"I like younger guys better. ^O^"
With those words, bojung disappeared through the doors... confused, I followed bojung with haewon... for some reason, my heart was thumping really loudly.. -_- when we entered a room, I saw a guy in his twenties screaming in the livingriim..
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! -0-"
Haewon's face hardened at the sight of the guy and was about to leave when bojung quickly grabbed his wrists.
"don't leave yet! He's my uncle.. he's just powering up for you guys."
"...........-_-^"
haewon silently entered the room, looking grave while I hid behind him, scared... wait.. why does.. he look so familiar? -_- gongju? -_- but how could that be.. I continued to stare at the guy weirdly then the guy suddenly shouted, opening his eyes wide.
Дата добавления: 2015-10-21; просмотров: 24 | Нарушение авторских прав
| <== предыдущая лекция | | | следующая лекция ==> |