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you don't have to hurry...^?^...you havta bring me cream flavored bread when you come though!^?^
taesung... where... where are you going though......
Taesung was slowly distancing himself from me......
"TAESUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
...........- 0 - - 0 -.........
when I opened my eyes.... I saw the PE teacher running toward me with glaring eyes..
....and felt everyone else in the room staring at me.. I couldn't bring myself to glance at Haewon's way..
"AIGOO!! CHUNg HANKYUNG!!!!!!!"
The PE teacher's loud,.... LOUD voice shook the floor.. I'm not deaf... you don't have to say my name that loudly...?_?....
"you're so much like your sister!!!! Look at that drool on your test!!!!! Ewww!!!"
the teacher raised up the test high up in the air.- 0 -
"not ONE problem is right!!! Tie your hair, this instant!! aigoo!! you look like a ghost!!!!!!!!!"
whimpering, I tied my hair back....?_?..... and after making eye contact with haewon.. who was staring at me blanky..I quickly stared down at my lap.. the PE teacher repeatedly told the class how dirty my test was.......?_?... and setting down the test onto my desk as if it consisted of AIDs....he stormed out of the class as soon as the bell rang for break..?_?.....
..........as soon as our tests were collected. everyone in the classroom burst into laughter..
juniors... And seniors......?_?... Haejung's voice was exceptionally loud..?0?..... when I slowly glanced back at HAewon..?_?.... he was glaring at me..?_?.. heukheuk..?^?..
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"how... was the test.. - 0 -...?"
haewon had his arms crossed.. - _ - while he stared at me, eyebrows furrowing..
haejung... who was sitting behind haewon was also staring at me in the same pose as Haewon..- _ -
"..hey haejung^ ^.."
after I said an awkward greeting... I rustled on the paper..
".. you didn't study at all, huh......?.."
haewon said to me......
- _ -..
"..i didn't........ have time... this couple of weeks... so its more like.. I couldn't do it.. instead of I didn't do it..."
"...seeing how you look for Chung TAesung even in your dreams.... He must be in a bad condition... huh.....?"
I have to ask him to go to the hospital with me..?_?. BUT...................... Haejung's here... I'll ask him later.?_? the first thing that came into my sight when I made eye contact with haewon....was his backpack..........
a black backpack...... it's different........well... I can't... I can't blame him for that....right......I quickly cast my eyes elsewhere and gave a wide smile at haewon...
"seeing you at a place like this~ heh... ^ ^ good luck on your tests!! Haejung, you too.. ^ ^ "
haejung grinned and turned around to talk to someone else... I pried my attention off of haewon and forced myself to look down on my desk.... looking from the side of my eyes.. I saw haejung poking haewon, as he was studying..
"hey... heyy......"
"..what....."
"lets go to the karaoke room after class.. huh...? please..?"
".. why a karaoke room......"
"lets go... huh?..>?<... let out all that stress!! And don't pretend you're so good at studying>_< I wonder who'll be last place this year.. wun or you....>?<"
"when did I ever????!!!!!!-0-!!!!!!!!"
haewon shouted out loud, turning around to face haejung. thanks to him... I dropped the pencil I was holding, in surprise..?.?
"ahhh.... You wanna give me a heart attack or something>?<.. no need to make me deaf...- _ -..."
".....alrigt alright.... I'll... I'll go........"
....n... NOOO, you can't go haewon!-0-!!!!! i... I have to tell himm......... that taesung wants to see him...?0?.. I have to tell him.........?0?........
"hae..haewon ah....."
huk - 0 -......i can't believe I just called his name..>?< haewon and haejung both stared at me.. this... wasn't suppose to happen - _ -..
"....what.........."
"..um.... you see..."
ahhhhhhh if only haejung would stop staring at me.?0?
"....what.......... just spit it out..........."
"......um........... can't you.... Please... go... hospital...... taesung.............? With me....."
haewon silently spun his pencil around.....
"why should I go there......"
"unni. Haewun doesn't like chung taesung much ^ ^ plus, imma borrow him for today ^?^"
......haejung smiled brightly.
"am I a thing?!! What do you mean borrow!!!"
"ah....... I forgot^?^..you guys aern't... TOGETHER anymore... so I shouldn't even borrow>_<"
"please.... Haewon......... taesung wants to see you..........."
"..............."
"....haewon... are you gonna go...?^?....?"
haejung poked haewon's sides....
"YAH!! Yoo haejung stop poking me!! My friggin brother kept on hitting me last night so I have a bruise there!!!!!-0-!!!"
"..ok ok..?^?...scary.... sshi...."
".........sorry....... nuna... I don't think I could go......"
haewon turned around again... nuna..??.?.....?me?? I'm a nuna..- 0 -!??! did he just call me nuna-0-!?!? why!? What the heck was that for?!?-0-!?!? as if to sense my confusion.. haewon softly said over his shoulders....
"I don't... really have a reason to call you by your name, now, do i..^-^..."
that..........'s right........we broke up after dating for 9 days...........?0?..........sshi.... but... but.....?0?..... taesung wanted you to come... I can't just ignore his plea.......?_?... at that moment... the bell to the 2nd final rang..... and the teacher entered with a stackful of test papers...the horrible and boring 50 minutes finally passed........
and our last final for today...
PE......
thankfully... I was aware of many of the questions on the test.... And was able to finish it without a sweat.....
for 2 hours..... haewon didn't turn around.. not even once... at every break time... haejung continued poking his back. but haewon just ignored her.. because he was fast asleep- _ -....... the last bell finally rung......and haewon stood up to pack his things slowly... I slung my backpack over my shoulders.. and watched haewon intensely....
"hey! Haewon~ we're going to the karaoke room! Aight?! You and me alone..?? yeah?!?!"
at haejung's loud pleas haewon smiled faintly.....
"ASSAH!!!! Operation haewon starts today!!!!!!!"
- 0 -.....operation....?!??! what operation?!?!?!?
haejung?0?!?!?!?
haejung glanced at me from the corner of her eyes. and seeing me with my mouth wide open, she grinned.
she... is pretty..?0?....
they both walked to the backdoor.......noooooooo...................... you can't leave haewon........
"HAEWON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
everyone's focus in the room was set upon me.!-0-! haewon looked at me over his shoulders, blankly...
"....taesung......... he's having a surgery a week from now on............... he wants to see you.........."
"unni. Haewon doesn't LIKE chung taesung..^-^..just forfeit, yeah^-^..??"
".......taesung's.............. sicker than what you think haewon..............he wants to see you... please haewon.........."
"why... why do i! have to go cuz of you!!! I mean....... nuna....! Why do I have to go to the hospital to see that ass!-_-^!!"
\ on the way to the hospital ^?^
"..?0?.. thanks haewon...... I'm forever in your debt..?0?....."
"....hah... going to visit a boyfriend of a girl who dumped me..... first time in history....!!"
"........dump you...??.... boyfriend..?- 0 -..? when did I ever dump you-0-!? And how many times do I have to tell you?!??! taesung's not my boyfriend!!! he's just a brother! - 0 -!!"
"...YOU!!! okay... NUNA.... Asshi.... Why's it so hard to say nuna.....nuna... nuna..... fck.......i'm just gonna call you by your name, aight...."
"?0?...whatever...!!!!!"
"YOU!! Be truthful at least once, yeah??? You SAY with your lips that you like kim daehan...
but your mind really.. truly likes chung taesung!! You think I'm some idiot!?!?"
"NOOOO!!!!!!?0?!!! Taesung's a BROTHER!!!!!!!!!"
"uh............. Huh....... You call out your brother's name in your dreams huh!?"
aww... your such a cutie.... You took it to heart...?.?...
- _ -
when I stared at haewon proudly, he looked aghast..?0?
"yah!! I only remembered what you said cuz your test paper was so filthy!! Drooling all over the place! It was such a shock...."
"........okay......."
"..we fought again........ ok ok... however you feel... it's not my business so....... Imma start meeting the girls who like me.. aight..?"
haewon pushed my head away..........
"........."
"....man, I'm the dummy for liking you for more than a month....i've changed now... okay?!"
"okay........"
"aight.. lets go then."
haewon started to walk infront of me once again..........
\ infront of room 502..
"....chung hankyung....."
"yeah..?"
"the reason I let you go.... Was so that you could go to chung taesung.... You know that right......"
".....yeah......."
"...so.. if you say anything like.... How you suddenly like kim daehan and stuff....."
".yeah........"
"........it's considered an insult to me... okay......?....."
"okay........."
......haewon firmly grasped the door knob.....
"but still..............."
"....yes.....?"
"don't... don't be all lovey dovey with chung taesung when I'm here............"
as soon as those words left haewon's lips, he opened the door wide.
......
......-0-........
jooho was here...-0-
what........ happened.....? I told him!!!!! that I'll come home by 2 to pick him up..I wonder how he knew whre to go....-0-...... taesung and jooho was on the bed, laughing and joking around... jooho glanced at me and haewon, uninterested..-0-...
"jooho..-0-..how did you......... get here.."
"......kidnapper called home....- 0 -.hyung ah hyung ah. so if I really meet the wrong girl I'll be the same as being bankrupt-0-?!"
jooho asked taesung in a loud voice..
meet the wrong girl and you'll be the same as being bankrupt?!-0-!! taesung......... what have you been telling jooho?0???!!!
taesung nodded his head, seriously...
"....ooh.. haewon you're here...^ ^ "
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"....so your arm and legs are broken........... isn't like you to be so.. "hurt" taesung... heh you sure you're not just putting on a show so you don't have to go to school-_-^?"
- 0 -..........
I quickly poked haewon's sides..
"..how'd you know...^-^..racoon~ hey raccoon...-0-..that hyung right there looks mean, huh.."
taesung seemed like he was whispering to jooho... except his voice was loud enough for us to hear..
"yeah... that hyung comes to our house a lot... I don't like him though..-0-."
"-_-^....chung hankyung. Didn't I tell you I didn't wanna come........"
I forced haewon into a chair near taesung's bed..
"nuna... what about han dareum...?.?..?"
"..ah... dareum.......... She'll... be here.. soon...^-^...."
"..you called han dareum, too...? You on your death bed or something chung taesung...? You're crazy...."
- 0 -....haewon ahhh....?0?....
"........^-^.....nuna... why'd you bring him..-0-..."
"taesung... you told me to bring him along..?0?....."
"..........does.. it hurt a lot......?....."
haewon silently... but seriously asked taesung..
"OUR CAPTAIN-0-... shall get better by MAGIC!!! You meanie head!-0-!"
haewon put his hand over jooho's shouting mouth..
"...it looks like I'm sick yeah...? Haha.. I'm just here cuz I don't wanna go to school..-0-.. it's really comfortable.. you should put on an act, too......"
".....it's.......... cuz of your heart again... huh..."
haewon... knows, too.......
"yeah.. my heart hurts..-0-..aiii yah..-0-...cuz of our nuna-0- I think I'm in love!! Maybe that's why my heart hurts so much..-0-....."
taesung said to haewon as he grabbed my hands-_-..
".......taesung ahhh...-0-..did you eat yet....?'
"yeah~^?^ the nurse nuna gave it to me^-^"
"yeah.... What about you, jooho...^-^...."
"-0- you're no different than that meanie head over there!! Let go of the captain's hand immediately!!"
I quickly stuffed jooho's mouth with a piece of lollipop.
"oooOOOOP-0-!!!!"
"...that kid... seems like your son.. and you guys are husband and wife... kek.."
haewon stared intensely at me and taesung's hand.......feeling a bit uncomfortable.. I let go of taesung's hand lightly.
"..nah.. you don't have to.... It's not the first time this happened to me... keep on holding on.."
haewon grabbed my hand and linked it with taesung's.....
"..........bahn haewon........."
taesung quietly called haewon's name.....
".....what............"
"..........i order you.. to... protect our nuna... when I'm not... here.. okay-0-?!!!!"
......taesung shouted loudly as if it was nothing.....
".....you really do sound like you're on your death bed... if you die, consider me your son.. tch... and I don't need this dummy anymore-_-^....aight..."
".....consider it as my wish..^-^..haewon..^-^......"
"...uh huh.... Her heart's out in the fields.. what am I suppose to do with a only the cover.. this dummy doesn't even have curves..=_=...and.. don't sound like you're gonna die anytime soon. it doesn't sound right............"
among..... haewon's complain... I could see how much haewon cares for taesung...
".........yeah taesung.... Stop saying you're gonna die... next week... you an I will go to dad's grave.. and you promised to go to the beach with me!!"
"why would this kid go to your dad's grave..........."
haewon asked us... I forgot.. he doesn't know I'm related to taesung......
"huh...?........... it's just............. yeah....."
"you guys are that close........? didn't know.^-^..."
the room had hushed... taesung didn't say anything........
....taesung doesn't want to tell haewon that him and I are related...
Why...? I don't know the reason........
haewon wiped his hands on his jeans and stood up.
"..imma go now... chung taesung.. there isn't anything else you wanna tell me, right...?"
"bahn haewon......"
"....what...."
"...don't leave our nuna....^-^..dummy.... but innocent.... she keeps on crying stupidly...... and gives out money when she doesn't even have any.... she's always so easily deceived... she might not have the best curves... but... don't leave out nuna..... I just wanted you to know that............. ^ ^...next week..... I'm having a surgery... and... so... I'll just borrow our nuna for a week.... From then on.. you can... you can protect her........"
I didn't let go of the lollipop I shoved into jooho's mouth..
.........as I silent hung my head low..
right then
haewon stopped in his tracks....
......... his hands on the door knob...
".....surgery next week...? Then... the day after you have your surgery... let's go out and drink....... Chung taesung.... It has been awhile since we last went out to drink huh......... I'll wait.... If you don't come... I'll consider you as a traitor......"
haewon ah............... thanks haewon....................... you're the best.....?0?.... haewon opened the door... and silently exited out.... jooho pushed my energyless off of him and started yelling while jumping and running around the room
"-0-I was suffocating!!!!!!!! You wanna kill me or something?!??! You ahjuma!!-0-!!"
I held onto jooho's hands... stopping him from jumping around and yelling... I sniffled.. holding back my tears.... I don't want jooho to see me crying.......
"....racoon!! stop jumping around!! I won't let you hear my cell phone ring if you continue running around!!!!!!!!!"
at taesung's words, jooho stopped jumping around.... and satisfied, taesung took out his cell phone and handed it jooho.... jooho happily rubbed the cell phone against his cheeks as he listened to the ring..- _ -....
boong gee boong gee chachacha boong gee boong gee chachacha ~d
the small ring vibrated through out the room.....
"haha........... that dumb @ss..... I won't be able to go..............i won't even be.. here.. yet he says he'll wait.. nuna.. d'you hear him..? >_< haha... next week... he'll wait for me......... dumb @ss......................i wont be here........... I won't even be here.............."
taesung tried his best not to cry as he shook his head side to side.......... jooho seemed drunk to the ring of taesung's phone........
......and not wanting taesung to see my tears.... I, too... hid behind the anime books I borrowed for taesung........
wanting to cry... but being unable to........ is much harder than it seems...............
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That night
2 hours later I made Joo Hoo go home in a taxi even though he didn't want to.. I sat on the bed with Taesung reading a couple of comic books..
"Nuna!! Is he more handsome? Or am I more handsome???"
"Ahh how can you even ask that?? Of course you're more handsome"
"^^ oh?nuna"
"Yeah?"
"What did you do to the hospital bill?"
To pay off for Taesungs bills I used all the money I saved up from middle school...
"Why are you asking me that??"
"nuna... you don't have any money.."
"who said I don't have money?? I have a lot of money!! Oh by the way why isn't Dareum
coming???=____+"
"nuna.."
"Yeah??"
"where's dads grave??"
"dads grave?? Why???"
"just.. im curious"
"its in GongJoo.."
"lets go tomorrow ^-^"
"what??"
"Lets go tomorrow! Its Sunday tomorrow~ Lets go >.< Lets go >.<"
"Where are you going to go in that body condition???"
"nuna..lets go.. lets go.."
".."
"nuna... show me your friend too.. what's name?? Mung Mung [ in korean it means Ruff Ruff ^^]?? Was it Mung Mung???Mung Goo?Mung Mung!!! Mung Mung!! =___+"
"Tae sung its Mung Goo T^T"
"okay ^-^"
Slowly Taesung put his head on my shoulder and started laughing while reading his comic book... My brother is so handsome... my brother Taesung is so pretty... Playing with taesung's hair.. I slowly fell asleep..
Next Day
"nuna!!! Wake up!! We have to go to Goog Joo!!!"
"Uhhh..okay.."
As I opened my eyes..I saw Taesung all ready wearing his coat and scarf.. when did he get all ready??
"You want to go to Goog Joo right now??"
"lets go!!!" says Taesung...
"But its only 7..fine lets go?lets go?T^T"
"Lets go!!!!"
While we were walking on the road.. girls started to look at Tae sung..
When im walking on the road with Haewon, Haewon would start to yell at them...
Haewon would say "What are you looking at???"
Hahaha
"nuna whats wrong??" asked Taesung
"huh?? Oh nothing.. I'm just happy, that's all.."
Inside the Bus....
Taesung was all happy looking outside the window...
"Taesung why are you laughing?? Aren't you tired?? Take a nap"
"not at all"
"what time did you sleep yesterday??"
"at 3 am"
"What!!! Why???"
"because I wasnt tired? Why, did I do something wrong???"
"of course, You did something wrong!!"
"oh hehe I did??"
"why arent u sleeping?? Hurry up and sleep!!?"
With my strength I put Taesungs head on my shoulder
"I dont want to sleep nuna... "
"Why???"
"I like being awake.. If I die im going to be asleep forever...."
"If you talk about you dying one more time, your going to die from me!!"
"psh.. im not scared of you ^-^"
"wHAT??"
"your eyebrows are sagging.. so you dont look scary.. you look sad.."
".......T^T"
Sleep.. no.. sleep.. no.. sleep..no..That was how the bus ride to there was Taesung didnt sleep for even one minute during the ride...
"Taesung do you want to meet my friends first?"
"no..I want to go visit dad first.."
"okay then... ^ ^"
I walked with Taesung, holding hands as we walked to the grave... How long has it been dad?? I even bought taesung with me, today!! Aren't you proud of me ^^?? Taesung looks so much like you... very handsome ^^.. Hes very popular too ^^.. hes healthy and hes tall.... just like you!!
"Dad im here.." I heard taesung say..
"Its been a while hasnt it dad?? How long has it been?? About 5 years?? Dad.. dad.. im
here.." said Taesung
"dad, you remember my face right...?? Didn't I get handsome..?? Im the Jjang at our school
^^"
"T^T I broke my arm and leg.. But it doesnt hurt ^^... I met nuna so I can hold it in.."
"Dad isnt Taesung handsome?? If you had such a handsome son... you should have told us
before!! Ill go bring some stuff to eat..Tomorrow.... ill really bring things you like to eat... "
"nuna..dad likes squid right??" Asked Taesung
"yup your right!!"
"Dad I didnt know that you passed away... so for 5 years.. t thought... that you didnt come
visit because you didnt like me....since you didnt come... I admit.. I didnt like you for awhile..
did you know that???"
"Dad my grandmas in heaven, too right?? You must be with mom and grandma.......... tchh.. just leaving me alone like that... "
For 2 hours we were at dads grave...
"Taesung lets go now..its cold... okay?"
"the weeds arent all pulled out.There are so many.."
For another hour... we stood infront of dad's grave... while Taesung pulled out the weeds..
Taesungs lips were slightly turning blue.... so we went to Mung Goos house...
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"look who we have here!! hankyung???? oh dear, it really IS you!!"
mung goo's mother ran out to greet us joyfully, barefooted... looking around the area... i noticed that everything was still the same.... TOT
"ahjuma! TOT"
"aigoo!! you should've called before you came!! house a mess, really.... it has been forever since i last saw you hasn't it dear?!!"
mung goo's mother stared at taesung fascinated while hugging me tightly..
"who's this guy?"
"^O^ hello ^O^"
"why are you limping, dear? hankyung who is this?"
"ah...... he's my cousin.. isn't he handsome? ^^"
"aigoo... just look at him... resembles your father from head to toe.. must make a lot of girls cry.."
"ahjuma lets go in. ^o^ where's mung goo? ^o^"
in the room..
two gigantic bowls of rice were set infront of taesung and me... taesung looked a bit perplexed as he began poking at the rice..
"aigoo!! you shouldn't poke at the rice like that! -0-"
surprised at ahjuma's shout, taesung looked at me with one eyebrow raised..-0-
"taesung... she's right, don't poke at the rice -0- just give me some of your rice if you can't finish it all."
"okay ToT"
taesung immediately transferred half of rice into my bowl.. well at least he's eating it without a complaint... the country rice IS different from the citys'...
the ahjuma had her albows on the table, as she stared at taesung with her chin in her hands..
"aigoo... hankyung just look at his eyes... sparkling like you sprayed some glitter over it... i wonder how in the world he could look so much like your father... and his lips!! red like a tomato...!"
=_= a bit embarassed, i began shoving the rice into my mouth before taesung spoke up
"ahjuma.. O.O when does your son, mung mung come home? O.O"
"huh.? -0-"
......
"ah.. ahjuma!! he must've mistaken mung goo with someone else!! ^o^ i have a friend named, mung mung...TOT"
not a second after those words left my mouth, the door opened wide and.....
"hankyung?!??! HANKYUNG!!!"
"Mung goo yah!! TOT"
leaving behind the surprised ahjuma and taesung... mung goo and i sniffled and cried, hugging each other...
my friend mung goo.. ToT somewhat resembling wun, my mung goo.. ToT.. the person who won first place at catching cows, barehand.. my mung goo.. ToT after a moment of more crying and thinking... i noticed duk hee standing before mung goo, her eyes glistening with tears.
"duk hee yahh!!! -0-"
"hankyung ToT"
and about... 30 minutes more of crying and hugging......
"hankyung, do you know him?"
mung goo asked, pointing at taesung
"yeah ToT mung goo, he's my cousin.. isn't he adorable? ToT"
"O_O yeah he is... hey hey duk hee.. isn't hankyung's cousin more cuter than joon suk?"
duk hee was silent while she stared at taesung, her cheeks reddening -0-............ wait... theres something weird, here.. -0-
that night.. duk hee, mung goo, and i were out in the lake... swimming.. catching frogs.. splashing each other... and chatting excitedly as if time had stopped for us.. while taesung and duk pahl (duk hee's 7 year old brother) were fighting on a big rock..
"how's your nuna pretty?! -0- my nuna's muct prettier!! -0-"
"no!! my nuna is prettier!!! ToT you just dunno anything!!! -0-"
"seriously, your nuna's not that pretty! O.O a red potato... -0- potato -0- potato~~"
"nooo.. ToT my nuna's not a potato!! ToT"
"she is too a potato!! -0- want me to call her pepper, then? -0-"
"wah hahhhhh!! TOT wahhh ahhhhhhhh TOT"
duk hee, mung goo, and i stopped playing with the marbles and ran to where taesung and duk pahl was hurriedly.. when we got there, we saw taesung shaking duk pahl's arms to stop making him from crying.
"yahh... i'll let you hear my cell phone ring! don't cryy.."
"wah ahhhh ToT"
"i won't let you hear the ring if you continue crying! -0-"
"wahh.. ahhhh ToT nuna... this hyung called you a red potato!!! ToT"
duk hee stared at taesung silently, her eyes glistening with tears.. taesung you have a lonng way to go before realizing how fragile a girl's mind can be..
at the city terminal...
ahhhh... why do we have school on mondays.. ToT i'd sleep over if we didn't... taesung and i were on the bus while duk hee, mung goo, and duk pahl waved their arms at us, from outside....both of my arms were full with things to eat, that i got from mung goo's mother.. duk hee was crying softly.. mung goo was forcing a smile... and duk pahl stuck his tongue out at taesung.. -0-
"mung goo.. i'll visit again, don't worry... sorry for not calling you often.. duk hee, i won't forget to write! duk pahl... i'll see you later"
leaving a person behind.... and being the person who has to let the person go... i'm sure that both of them are as sad as the other... all of us, forcing ourselves not to cry with the barrier of a window between us... as soon as the bus engine started...
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