"wahh..?^?..nuna.... evil nuna.."
saddened... i watched the two without interrupting..
middle of the night.
Hankyung's family was all asleep quietly.......
"eumm..- _ -......"
scratching my head... i realized my throat begging for water...... and staggered out to the living room.... tight then... i faintly heard......... mom's voice from her room...
"yes i know... i suppose he's in Ahnyang.. from what i heard, he's living alone... his grandmother died a couple of months ago......."
"hm.. yeah...? who told you that....?"
"...just.. i mean i just found myself asking around.. him being my ex husband's son and all.... i was so surprised.... that he was in Ahnyang........ whew.. just thinking about running into him gets me creeped out.."
"....yeah. i know how hard it must've been on you... especially since that kid was from someone who cheated on you............ what was his name.....? which school does he go to..."
"..um... i'm not so sure about the school.. but i think.. i think his name was...
Chung Taesung......"
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it seemed as if.... time had stopped. what.. what did mom just say... ex husband.. isn't.. isn't that. my dad......... but my dad's son...... he didn't... he didn't have anyone except for me and Dareum........ cheat on...? what does... what does that suppose to mean....
.................Taesung....?........Chung Taesung...?
hah........... i'm just tired thats all....... i'm hearing things........through out the rest of the night.... i couldn't force myself to fall asleep...
..and next morning..
i walked into the gates of our school...... looking dead... even through all of my classes... the only thing that was interpreted by my head... was what mom said in the morning.... of course not... how can it be......... my dad cheated on my mom....?? hahah....... that makes no sense.. whatsoever...^ ^.. it doesn't make any sense at all.....
she's lying............
but... my fingers believed otherwise. as i found myself dialing Taesung's cell phone number..
brunch time...
hiding in one of the bathroom stalls...... i breathed heavily into the cell phone... waiting for Taesung's voice to be at the other end..
"Hello...."
"ah.... Taesung.........."
"...Nuna...?"
"Taesung. Taesung ah... you see.. um.. see.. i mean......."
"yeah......."
ahhh.. i can't bring myself to ask him..?0?.. do you know my dad....? heh yeah that wouldn't sound weird.. right..?0?..what if it's not true. he'll think i'm a freak..?0?..!
"ah.... um... Taesung... do you... know anyone named.. Chung Taehoon...? (Hankyung's dad's name) or... heard.. of anyone........... by that name.....?"
".....no................"
"ah...... whew....... thanks...?0?..everything is okay then... heh i must be going deaf...?0?..."
"....why....... what's up....?"
"nothing... it's nothing really.^0^ i just.. Misunderstood.. sorry..^?^"
"...you didn't misunderstand anything......."
"...?_???"
"it's not that you misunderstood....... you just don't want to believe.............."
"..huh?? what? what don't i wanna believe..?_??"
".......my existence... and..... my mo........"
"what are you talking about... Taesung...."
"it's nothing Nuna......^ ^ are you.. at school?"
"yeah. we're having brunch......."
"..my friend... he saw you and Bahn Haewon....^-^..."
"ah.... i think he saw us last night... we were downtown...^-^..."
"you guys were wearing the same backpack...^ ^"
"......ah.......we.. were....."
".......i'll talk to you later... nuna..."
"...??Taesung ah.. ooh i almost forgot. you guys go to everland next week, too right^ ^? want me to make you kimbab!!?"
doo.. dooo...........doo..........doo......................?_?..........he just hung up......he didn't sound... very good..
....the words Taesung said.. swarmed around in my head..
'it's not that you misunderstood.. you just don't want to believe..'
....but.... my head and mind...... who kept on insisting to forget and deny the conversation my mom and step dad had in the morning.. pushed back the memory of TAesung all the way to the back of my head........
Haewon and i walked home together....
called Mung Goo after dinner to inform him of everything that had happened ever since i left....
..made clay dolls for Jooho....
washed all the laundry i forgot to do all this time.......
washed Dareum's uniform........
and that how my day was....
>?< ah... that just feels so nice>?< and the couple of days following... were similar to the previous one... laundry. making dolls for Jooho. calling Mung Goo. Hanging out with Haewon, and giving Dareum a cucumber skin treatment...
and. night before the field trip...i finally fell asleep after thinking about the field trip excitedly...
"UNNI!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!! aren't you going to the field trip?! EVERLAND!"
Dareum slapped my butt shouting loudly
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the field trip!! ASSAH!!!!!!!!!>?<!!!!!!!!!!!
Getting up instantly... i picked up the bag packed with kimbab. and headed out to the school humming along with Dareum..
the field was full of the entire school body......shouts and cheers here and there. and..... i saw.................... Haewon smiling wearing the same backpack as me across the field... with the cute girl holding the water guns.......
i laughed in unknown happiness that Haewon wore the same backpack as me.....- _ -.. i climbed onto the bus......... MY FIRST EVERLAND>?<!! asking questions excitedly to my kekekaka friends. i began munching on crackers -_-
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.. 11 o'clock.
we arrived at the entrance of Everland. and stood in rows by our classes.. i looked around in fascination..-0- there really are a lot of other schools beside ours>?<
but...i don't see any SGG uniforms... didn't they arrive yet...?
"we meet BACK H E R E by 7 o'clock. Understand!!"
one of the teacher shouted loudly.
"WHAAAAT!! that's barely 8 hours!!!! that's hecka too short!!"
there were shouts in complain. the teacher frowned in annoyance.
"Do you think we don't know how you guys don't go straight home after this!?!! if i meet any of you in the streets..... you're insulting our school!!!!"
"WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!"
soon.... the kids pushed and shoved trying to enter. and staring at the bracelet (used as a pass) the pretty unni gave me....i headed to the rides along with my kekekaka friends ^ ^
"oh HO!! look over there!!!! DAMNNNN!!! theres gotta be 2+ guys-only-schools here!!! ASSAH!!!"
Minsoon shouted. looking for Dareum, HAewon, and Wun.. my eyes skimmed around the crowd.. i couldn't see Dareum anywhere......
but i saw......
Haewon and Wun walking to another ride with a crowd. beside Haewon and Wun... there were 9 other scary friends in the crowd..... all who were shouting out in happiness. Haewon.. who were hitting Wun's head... looked my way.. and staring at each other... Haewon grinned.. where as to i gave him an awkward smile in return.....
everyone around us were in uniforms...Haewon and i..... the same backpack......
"hankyung ah! what do ya wanna go on? ooh!!! how about hurricane?!! you never tried that have you?!?! AHHH COME ON!!! ASSAH!!"
The kekekaka friends began walking away in a fast pace while dragging me by the arm..-?- staring at Haewon in sorrow.. i walked away..... there was... a really really REALLY long line..and......
"A H H H H HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!>?<!!!!!! OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>?<!!!!!!!! MUNG GOO YAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?0?!!!!!!!!!"
hurricane... if i EVER go on that ride, i am NOT chung hankyung...
my kekekaka friends seemed to be enjoying themselves..
"kakaka>?<!! COLUMBUS HERE WE COME!>_<!!!"
i was dragged... once again..?0?.. and getting onto a gigantic boat called Columbus...
"heukheuk...?0?........?0?.....guys.... i dont wanna go on scary ones.. heukheukheuk..?0?..."
my friends pried my fingers off of the pole..... and pulled me on a hideously horrible ride called.. Shakra..
..-0-..where... am i........ (fainted on the bench-_-^)
"Hankyung-0-!!?are you okay?!!?"
"..-0-.....ah.. Minsoon ah...."
"..YAH! you should've told us sooner!! that you couldn't go on scary rides!!!!!!!"
"but... i did... before..?0?.where are all the other guys....?"
"on another ride... are you okay? can you get up?"
"yeah...?_?...."
Minsoon handed me a ice cream cone..
"thanks..??..."
calming my dizzy head... i was licking the strawberry flavored ice cream.... until my cell phone began ringing..
"hello...?"
"YAH! come here quick!!!!!"
"ooh.. Haewon...? where are you..?"
"we're about to sing!! come quick!!!!!"
"yeah so... where ARE you.-0-..."
"don't freeze up after watching us~~! yah... don't.. don't touch anything yet..."
my ears stung from the background noise.. i heard the sounds of an electric guitar.. and Haewon laughed as if enjoying whatever he was doing..
"Hae..Haewon ah.. where are you....."
the call ended...........
"..who is it!? Haewon!?"
Minsoon asked me while stopping to eat her ice cream.. - _ -
"yeah.... it is....."
"what'd he say!?"
"he.. said he was singing... but. i dunno where he is..... he kept on saying to come quick..?0?"
"AH! i heard something about a couple of schools performing!! i think i know where it is!! lets go!!!!! please please please!!!!! Hankyung lets go!!!!!!"
Minsoon grabbed my hand. and sprinted southward not allowing me to finish my ice cream... T^T.
"Minsoon ah!! what about the others!"
"dunno! they'll give up after looking for us for like 30 minutes!!!! Come on lets hurry!!"
"..they'll be mad....?_?..."
"then we'll run!! make use of our legs!!!"
MInsoon continued running like the wind.....and shortly after....... the place where we stopped at last........
...hueh..... heuhhhh... uhooo..... hoooo..... hoooo...
many styles and colors of different uniforms came into my eyes......a large number of students were around a pretty big stage........and.. looking really excited.. was HAewon spinning his drum sticks on the stage. Wun sat next to him holding a microphone.. the tallest friend of Haewons.. were jumping around holding a guitar.........
and... the cute girl... with the water gun...- 0 - was also holding the microphone looking happy..
Minsoon screamed out
"OH MY GOSH!!!! Haewon's playing the drum?!!! he was AWESOME last year during the festival!>_<!!"
she grabbed my hand again and walked closer to the stage..
TTINnng!!!!!!!!!
the guy holding the guitar made a loud noise... causing the students all around the cheer.. and... as if she was waiting.. the watergun girl started singing in a babyish voice..
Wun was rapping.....
and...
slowly..... Haewon started drumming....... the cheers were getting louder.....and........... Haewon started pounding on the drum faster.......
......it was cool.........
..........no, it was awesome.....
is... the Haewon on the drums.... really my boyfriend Haewon.........?_?....
this and that of thoughts swarmed in my head..... as i continued staring at the stage..... with my mouth wide open dumbfoundedly....
the music gradually became louder and louder.. while the students... watched them breathlessly......
Haewon looked up from his drums and searched the crowd....
and..
finding myself looking like a stunned blowfish... he smiled wide....... and... i gave him a bright smile in return..
right then.. the watergun girl threw her microphone on the floor...and started moving her body to the fast beat of the music...... and she walked over to where Haewon was....
thanks to her.. Haewon was blocked from my sight by the girl's body.... sitting next to Haewon.. she continued moving and shaking her body while naturally placing her hand on Haewon's shoulders..
- 0 -...
the cheers from the crowd became louder.. as more and more students were gathering to watch the performance....... Haewon gave her a look of disgust at first.
then looked at the kids watching...........and stood up after setting his sticks down!!- 0 -!!!!!!
the cheers were positively a scream now.... the sound of the guitar got much louder now that the drums stopped.. while Wun's rapping continued on breathlessly.
and-_-
accepting the water gun girl's dance..
(i heard it is called the grinding......)
anyways... Haewon began grindingly with the water gun girl sexily....- 0 -!!!! for some reason... i felt something boiling from a corner of my mind......
"WHAT THE HECK!! WHAT ARE THOSE TWO DOING!!"
Minsoon shouted out in anger.. and the crowd hooted and whistled..
Haewon glanced at me as if he was uneasy in the midst of his dance.... while i just stared back at him dumbfoundedly...
then....
i heard a familar voice not far away..
"..what a show huh^ ^ that guy dancing right there is my friend Hankyung's boyfriend^^"
"whoa... ahhh... man all the girls from our school'll die from watching them... aww... we'll be left attention-less for awhile."
when i turned my gaze in surprise.. i saw Daehan... and his friend.... they exited out the crowd before i could say anything..... and leaving behind the angry Minsoon.. i hurriedly ran after Daehan........
...........then.... i heard Haewon's loud shout from behind.......
"CHUNG HANKYUNG!!!!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
........all the cheering immediately stopped.... but i didn't stop force my legs to stop......as i continued running after the disappearing figure of Daehan.
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>?< >?< >?< >?< >?< >?<
my feet pounded against the floor in an attempt not to lose him.....
but.. where d'you go Daehan.............?_?..................?
..........?_?...........?
i looked around cluelessly at the unfamiliar surroundings. even my cell phone let me down and shut down after the battery had ran out.....
....what kind of a place is this...?0?..!!!
calming down my frantic mind... i decided to return to where the stage was.. and... very descriptively......the scene where HAewon and the girl was dancing played vividly in my mind..
i think i now.. know... a bit about how Haewon felt.. when i told him i was going to go meet Taesung......... i changed my mind in returning back to the stage......... and started walking toward where i last saw Daehan.. Minsoon's gonna kill me when i get back..- _ -
not only Minsoon...... Haewon'll scold me forever, too...-., -.....when i glanced at my watch.. it was a little bit past 4........ and the sky was becoming more of a tan color...
hooo... hoooo..- 0 - my hands are cold.......
while i stared at the sky....
a gigantic monkey came into my view........
whoa... a monkey.........................
i... kneeled infront of the cage and stared at the monkeys who were too busy scratching its butt to notice of my presence..
"hey~ what school are you from?"
"excuse me...? uh...me....?"
a guy who had a scary looking scar on his cheek... asked me while scratching his head..........SGG high...................
"did you come alone? wanna hang out with us???"
the guy pointed elsewhere.. and when i followed his direction........ i saw a couple of guys all smoking by the grass area..
"..uhh... no.. it's okay... i.. have a boyfriend....."
"..ah... then does.. all of your.. friends have a boyfriend.. too..?"
"my friends..?? um lets see.. Minsoon doesn't.. Taejah.. yeah she does... and.. Hayoung.. does she? no i don't think she does.......... and.. um........."
"..ah... never.. never mind........where are all your friends.??"
"um.. one's over by the stage.. and.. and......"
then.......... one of the guys who were sitting around smoking by the grassy area...stood up abruptly..... and walked over to us..........
"tae.. taesung ah!?!?"
"Kim Minsung... she's someone i know......"
when Taesung told the guy with the scar in a low voice...
"ah.. Taesung... you know her..? sorry.. didn't know..."
"...yeah........."
"..th...then.. i'll just go over to hunt some other girls........"
"yeah........"
the scarred guy slowly disappeared......
"it has been awhile hasn't it Taesung^ ^? i thought you weren't gonna come...^ ^"
"...why wouldn't i... we're here to have fun aren't we..^ ^"
".....^ ^ heh.. i haven't seen you smile in a long time......."
"you too nuna.. why are you alone... i thought you had friends................."
"..huh? i do!!!!"
"^?^tch really now......."
"i DO!>?<!!?!"
"^?^ uh huh"
"no!!! nuna has a lot of friends!^ ^!! "
just incase Taesung would pity me.. i waved my hand frantically and denied that i don't have any friends.
right then...
jjoojjoo jjijji.. the monkeys began making weird sounds while scrunching up their faces..
Taesung took out a lollipop from his pockets.......and started licking the lollipop with the happiest expression in the world
- _ -.....
"aww are you mad???!!!!!!>_<!!!!!! you big monkey!>_<!!!! oooh.. this lollipop is sOOOO good>_<!!"
i stared dumbfounded at Taesung.. he began crunching at the lollipop..
- _ -
"- _ -..man. its good... tch how do you like that!! you red butted monkeys.."
"..- _ -... Taesung ah.... um you know........."
"huh? yeah.^ ^"
"..that time....... what you said.... over the phone........."
"........."
"can't you tell me..... what you meant... by it....?"
".......can't Nuna figure it out before i tell you..?"
"....figure out.. what....?"
".....before i seek........... can't.. can't nuna look first..? it'll.. be the best thing in the world...^-^...."
the sky had darkened....... a few couples passed by chatting loudly...... we fell into silence for a few moments.....
"what.. do you want me to find Taesung... who.....?"
".....me..."
"but you're right here..^ ^........."
Taesung grabbed my shoulders.. and with great force.. spun me around....... Taesung and my eyes locked into each others.........
"Nuna. you know don't you..? you know.... but you just.. you're just pretending not to.............. aren't you...? you know everything already don't you.......?.........you just... don't wanna believe it.. and... because you don't like it... you're just pretending as if you dunno a single thing.....isn't that right..."
"...?_?......what do you mean Taesung......YOu tell me...........then i'll know.. and we'll both be happy!!"
".............you already know............"
"i don't...>_<....i really don't know anything......?_?..
about.. 4 years ago..and how i know you... i don't remember anything taesung.... nothing at all....?_?.............."
"..........yeah........ i guess....... you had no one to tell you... about me huh.......sorry............ nuna.... sorry............."
"..yes... um.. but Taesung.. it hurts..?_?..."
finally Taesung let go of my shoulders.......
"Tae..........Taesung ah..........................."
he hugged me... Taesung... hugged me......
when Haewon hugged me........ my heart... it started beating crazily like there was tomorrow.... but when right now..... i just feel really comfortable...........as if my dad hugged me......
".....if i tell you... if i tell you who i am...Nuna.. you won't leave me right..........?............"
"...of course Taesung!! what kind of a nuna would i be..?? you dunno how much of a great dongseng you are......"
".....you promise....."
"yeah!!... of course... why would i leave you Taesung....."
"....but..."
"yeah......"
"ive always wanted... you to find out in better conditions than this.. i mean.. it's great if you find out and all....... but to tell you infront of monkeys.. it's a bit weird.. "
"..yeah..?? hehe... you're right"
"yes......- _ -...."
Taesung slowly let go of me and.....
"...then where should i tell you...? viking...? nah... the train...? heck no.. aish.. i can't.... argh....."
"..- _ -..can't you... just tell me right here Taesung..?.."
"i don't wanna!! those monkeys will listen!!!!"
i noticed that Taesung can be very stubborn at times... i wanna know how i know him so badly though..?_?
"..then... where do you wanna tell me.....?_?.?"
"...somewhere nice... the sea!!!!! i'll tell you at the sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"..sea....?"
"atlantic... no.. pacific.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"..pacific..????.........."
"......saturaday.. the pacific ocean...."
"...what...?..?_?..i can't.......my mom comes home early that day.."
"..how about tomorrow?"
"tomorrow?_??!"
".....yeah......"
".........tomorrow..?....?_?.....lets seeeee...."
"..tomorrow...................tomorrow... okay nuna..?? you have to meet me tomorrow"
".....i.......ahhh.... okay...."
"..^-^...NUna my friends are waiting.. i'll tell them imma be with you. let's go ride the viking together!!"
".ah!! NO!!!-0-!! Taesung ah!!! i don't wanna go on that thing!-0-!?0?!!"
"thennn... how about the peterpan adventures...!!"
"nah.. Taesung.?_?..Nuna's friends will be waiting for me over there ^ ^ nuna has to go play with her friends...^ ^ "
"why... we can just-"
right then!!!!! that scarred guy from before ran toward us, panicked...
"YAH!! TAESUNG!!! oh Damn!! our guys and the Soowun kids are fighting!!!!"
"..what....?"
"you havta go!! our guys are getting beat up hella bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"..................Nuna... i'll call you tomorrow... we're meeting tomorrow no matter what alright...?"
"Taesung!! don't fight.?0?.........!!"
but Taesung had already ran off at an incredibly fast speed......
i waved to Taesung until he disappeared... pacific ocean.......... huh..... Pacific... i was slowly becoming afraid of my friends who would probably be looking for me..
Haewon... Haewon's probably mad too.... with this thought........ i thought of a way to go back to the other side fast...!! THE LIFT!!!!!!!!!!!
every other seat was full with 2 people...... yet i got on the large seat by myself. scared of heights, i closed my eyes... but almost cried because it was more scary with my eyes closed..?0?..
i opened my eyes again........and stared off into space..... why does it take forever to start..?^?.. impatiently... i was frowning at the lift.......
3..4 minutes passed..........
my lift was the one going northbound..... and.. the other lift coming southband......
Wun... and a girl in a red uniform skirt was the on the lift coming southband.. - 0 -..
a rather awkward moment... Wun caught my gaze.. and lowered his head after staring at me surprised.. the girl in the red skirt uniform poked his sides..
.....and........... the next lift.....
contained Wun's friend/Haewon's friend... a guy. and.. another red skirt uniformed girl.........
Haewon's friend stared at me aghast as if he had done something wrong.. that lift......... had also passed me by.........
and the lift after that....... was the guy who had been playing the guitar..and next to him... was another girl in a red skirt...
he, too, stared at me aghast..... like the ones before... that lift passed me by slowly as well....
they all hunted for the same school, eh...- _ -.... caught in my thinking.. i stared uninterested at the next lift..........
and when i saw who had finally came within looking distance............... my eyes couldn't help but become round...
it was.. Haewon........ and another.... long haired girl in a red skirt.. she was far more prettier than any of the other girls that had passed my lift......
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Haewon stared at me surprised.. while with wide eyes, i stared back and forth between the girl in the uniform and Haewon.......and dumbfoundedly set my gaze on Haewon.......
"Yah............. yah... it's not what you think Chung Hankyung!!!! don't.. don't think its something serious alright!?!! yah!!!!!!!!!!! get off right there and wait for me okay?!! i'll be right there!!!!!!!!"
HAewon shouted loudly... as our lifts slowly passed each other.. Haewon shouted from behind.
"wait right there!! don't go anywhere aight?!!!! i'll be there in 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!"
turning my head, i gave him a smile in reassurance....
it's weird.... this feeling inside........... why was Haewon.............this is what Dareum means by... hunting...... well.... it's not like he commited a sin right....
........it could happen....i shouldn't be mad.....................
i got off the lift..... and waited for Haewon to come.. but... even an hour later....... i didn't see Haewon anywhere.
...... MInsoon happened to be passing by.....and walked over to where i was and began talking in a loud voice....
"Hankyung!!!!! you were here this whole time!?!?"
"Minsoon...?0?.........."
"aigoo!! yah!! do you know how much we were looking for you!??!! lets go~ everyone's waiting!!!!!!!!!!"
we both got on the fake train restaurant. and ate our late lunch......
?0?.....
heukheuk.... you have no idea how hungry i was......?_?...... my throat swallowed the kimbab without chewing it properly..?0?..
"yah.. where were you... right after you left.. Haewon jumped down the stage and ran after you!! man, the whole performance was such a mess...."
"..munch munch..?0?..mm...mm... i see.. yeah..? munch munch..- _ -.."
"yeah... everyone was like what's wrong and crap...... but... heh it was still cool.. you know the performance before it got all weird..^ ^ well.... that slut who kept on rubbing herself over Haewon got on my nerves though... keke..>_<"
"...^ ^..guys.. she's just a friend... ooh i saw Taesung a few hours ago..^ ^ "
"Taesung!?! really!??!!?!?!?"
the kekekaka friends stared at me intensely.. so i had to tell them everything that had happened between me and TAesung while i was sitting in the fake train........they didn't even give me time to eat my kimbab....?.,?.....
after i got off the train............... we visited the haunted house..... bought butter fried squids.............. and went on the marry go around twice...... and instantly... the time was already 7 o'clock........
we have to go............. the teacher told us to come back by 7....?0?...
my kekekaka friends....?0?...... were talking with guys from other schools on the bench nearby..?0?.. afraid that our school would leave without us...i crouched down nearby... while sorrowfully eating dip n' dots......
I have a boyfriend ^ ^ so i shouldn't be talking with other guys...
kekeke>?< now that i think about it. having a boyfriend makes you feel really special >?<
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