Taesung's left fists were clamped tightly.....as my tears soaked his hands... I realized how much the surgery hurt him......
"chung taesung... you traitor.. you promised to have a drink with me after the surgery.... A guy has to keep his promise doesn't he? Why.. why'd you leave without keeping your promise...?!"
haewon croaked out in a low voice... his head hung low.... Then....
"you b!tch. how can you say that promise sh!t to taesung????"
one of taesung's friend cried out, his voice full of pain and agony...
"lets not fight.."
haewon replied, his voice shaking madly..
"sshi...!@*(&#*(!@ why are you suddenly nice to taesung?!!"
taesung's friend grabbed haewon's collar and shouted into his face...
"I'm asking you.... Lets not fight here... "
at haewon's plea.... Taesung's friend let him go.... And leaning on the bed... he began laughing hysterically which soon turned into great wails of sobs...
I know... how stupid... and dumb this may sound like.... And I know how foolish I am for thinking this... I know how much taesung would hate for me to think this.. yet.... Yet I want to find a way to go to heaven where taesung is.... and remain there with him....
I slowly stood up and tiredly walked to the door.... I grabbed the cold door knob lifelessly..
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"UNNI!!! Wake up already!!! Unni!!!!!!"
dareum's voice....... and......
"nuna... wake up........ nuna........"
jooho's voice.....
............. did he.. just say nuna........? when I opened my eyes slowly.... the high white ceiling came into my view....
.......... as well as dareum..... who was crying while laughing... and jooho... next to him... was haewon... who just silently stared at me....
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"..........dareum........ I don't.... I don't think I can live.... I don't think I'll have the courage to............ dareum.... Haewon..... jooho...... it's... it's hard enough breathing..... how... how............ am I suppose to live another day.............. I think I realized.... How.... How much losing another hurts more than death... "
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"what are you talking about?!?!?unni!! taesung's surgery was a success!!!!!!!"
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dareum cried out looking more than jubilent.....
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".........what are you... saying....."
I immediately sat up and grabbed dareum's hands......
"....dummy... while you were out cold... taesung had his surgery... and.. it was a success unni............. Taesung... taesung's alive....................."
.........
............then.... I must've been dreaming.. is.. is that it.....???.......i just had a horrible nightmare......?..........
.................thank you..... words cannot express how grateful I am.... whoever you are.... Whoever protected taesung.. thank you...?0? dareum was soon sobbing on my shoulders......
...........
while jooho muttered a few words... and burst into tears as well.......
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haewon........... pretended there was dust in his eyes while rubbing them furiously...
..............wiping away those tears.....
everything... Is okay then..... everything.........................
....................
"where... where's taesung......!!"
"....^ ^.....in room 502..^ ^....."
...
I can go back to where taesung is.... I won't have to cry anymore....... I jumped down from my bed.... and ran to room 502 like a mad woman........ not even bothering to put on my shoes........
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when the door opened with a slam.. taesung's friends were surrounding taesung's bed.. and noticing my presence...... they all shined me a bright smile.....
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in the middle.... Was taesung with his eyes closed shut..... when I reached out and grabbed his hands... and even when I bring my hands up to his face...... I was once again... forever grateful of the warmth of his skin.................. the picture that had stopped me from tearing up once again..... was taesung's left fist...... it was clenched tightly like how I saw it in my nightmare......
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that's freaky........
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how dejavu.......
he's laying down in the same position and posture like the taesung I saw in my dreams, too...
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I grabbed the nearest person and shaking him madly, I fired my question.
"before!! Didn't taesung... ask you guys to tell me this?!...........that he'll be in heaven waiting for me.... And that I have to recognize him right away this time..?.............right..??!?!?... he did, didn't he!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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taesung's friend gave me a surprised look..
".......nuna....... how.. did you know........................?"
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"heuk.............. just.......?_?..just a girl's instinct I guess....?_?........"
it's you isn't it dad...... you.... You protected taesung during his surgery didn't you...? right....? That... that dream I had before.... It wasn't... really a dream was it.......? you.... Saved taesung... yeah......?...
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clenching onto both of taesung's hands.......
......... I sobbed hysterically in joy..... for 4 hours, nonstop.....- 0 -.......... and.. the person who waited for me until the late hour...
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haewon........
hearing that taesung had to be in the hospital for at least 3 more days.. I left him with his friends.............. refusing my words to go home by myself... haewon insisted on walking me back home..... and watching the stars above... i walked along the road going back to my house with haewon......
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I was especially thankful to the stars that shined upon us from above....... not just the stars......... the moon... haewon... dareum.... jooho.. taesung's friends.......... The doctor... dad.......
....and taesung.... For surviving through the painful surgery.. and coming out alive....
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".....haewon..... thanks..... thank you so much......."
".......no problem.... No need to thank me..... how will you come to school tomorrow.... Your eyes are really puffy, you know that........."
"....haha.-0-......taesung ah... I mean... haewon...........thanks for waiting..............."
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haewon grinned as if embarassed.....
"it's nothing... I didn't even wanna go back home........."
"no... I don't mean it that way..... I meant.. thanks for.... Waiting for me these past couple of weeks............"
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haewon silently swung his arms around my shoulders... It's been awhile since haewon and I walked like this.....
without a word of complaint.. haewon carried me all the way to my house.. While I laughed continuously....
(the strength in my legs gave up cuz I cried so much-_-)
\infront of my house...
without uttering a sound, haewon zipped up my jacket.. while I stared at haewon dumbfounded..... Our eyes met awkwardly...
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haewon slowly brought his face closer to mine....
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............ and took a step back....
?.?
"......sshi.... if I were to kiss you right now... then chung taesung would curse me huh...?"
"^?^ (too happy to say anything-_-)
"...don't laugh......... to think how stressful I was cuz of you.... Ahhhhh sshi....."
- _ -.......
"heh..^?^.........haewon... imma go into taesung's house and live with him ^?^~"
"..........? hold up.. what did you say....."
"...taesung lives alone..^?^ so when he gets out of the hospital~ imma move in... heh-0-"
"- _ -......again........"
".....im... gonna live with him..-0-........."
"- _ -^.....you know I'm not allowing you to, right..?"
"WHY-0-?!?"
"you can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-0-!!"
haewon shouted, his cheeks reddening under the bright stars.............. I wonder if he still doesn't believe that I'm related to taesung - _ -... I'm worried for haewon and me.....- _ -...
well.. whatever with the past and the future... right now......
......
taesung ahh~ I love you....>?<
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Later on that night when I softly tapped on the locked door.. dareum opened the door soundlessly... smiling through her sparkling eyes....and... asks me in a whisper....
"unni.. what about taesung...?..."
"ah.. he's sleeping^ ^ "
"..ooh.. okay then lets go to the hospital tomorrow, together..."
"alright!!!!!^?^!!!!"
dareum slaps my back at my joyful shout and pushes me into her room...- 0 -
"unni... I think it's best for you to go to school before mom wakes up-_-"
- _ -........i knew something wasn't right......... thinking I shouldn't sleep throughout the night...
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I thought about what dareum said a couple of hours ago.......
Taesung's birthday.......and until the rosy round sun slowly crept up throughout the horizon...........i pondered on what I should get for taesung..
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..........when the clock indicated 6:10...... I bolted out of the house simultaneously when mom's bedroom door opened - 0 -
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everything has a beautiful glow around them, now - 0 - lalala~d
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the empty gates of our school welcomed me... ahhh I got here too early..........- _ - feeling up for a little work, I decided to clean up around the classroom..empty the trash can... wipe away the dust on the book shelves..- 0 -
"huh!? Hankyung, you're here mighty early^?^!!"
my kekekaka friends greeted me with a wave... it's been a long time I last saw them>?<
"AHA!! MINSOON!-0-!!"
for the first time since I attended this school.... I smiled wide at the teachers throughout my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period classes....... and chasing after the confused teacher after the break bell happily greeted me.....
room 2-3... I quickly ran to haewon and dareum's classroom.
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through the small crack of the door..... I caught a glimpse of haewon's back... practically glued next to haewon was haejung, laughing happily.... and I even saw dareum giving haejung a death glare from the back...... = _ =... wun was rocking his head while a silver headphone was set on his ears.........
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and..... my eyes darted across to haewon's chair... the couple backpack haewon had bought hung limply over the wooden surface.... haewon wore it today~^?^ haewon haewon~^?^
......i burst into a fit of giggles when.....
"huh!? YAH! Bahn haewon!! my unni's here!! Get out!! Quick quick!!!!!!-0-!!!!!!"
dareum shouts, shaking haewon's shoulders... and haewon spins around almost immediately............ah.......... uh oh....-0-.....
"..haewon....! hi....- _ -..!.."
haewon stood up and walked over to where I stood, dumbfounded..
"......... you came?"
"^?^ yeah ~"
"your eyes are still puffy... - _ -"
"..hehe-_-... since it was taesung's birthday last night, you should come to the hospital with us, haewon.^?^ lets go buy his gift together^?^"
"- _ -^........"
"..^?^ you're going with us!!?!"
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right then.... A couple of sophomores approach us with wide eyes=_=
......
they're here to see haewon, again-_- yet from the next sentence from their lips were totally unexpected..
- 0 -
"......sorry... but can you call wun oppa for us^?^?"
"..........yoo wun..?"
when haewon asks back in disbelief..the girls nodded while yelling out in glee >_<
"......gigantic head, yoo wun......?"
">_<don't make fun of wun oppa>_<!"
the girls shouted out in unison - _ - forcing me to hang my mouth low in surprise - 0 haewon slams open the back door and shouts.
"HEY!!! GI-KING!!!!!!(gigantic head king - _ -) get out here for a sec!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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wun comes out yawning, and closes his mouth almost immediately when his eyes land on me..
.......
"oppa>_< please, can you take this>_<"
"what....... me..?"
"yeah wun oppa..>_<"
".......you're giving this to... me? And not haewon>_<?"
"....yes>_<"
- _ - one of the sophomores threw out a loveletter, shyly..
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and wun stares at the letter in awe - _ -
"thanks girls.....?0?......................you... and the letter.... It's wonderful... "
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haewon talks to wun in a laughing manner-_-
"wonderful-_-^? They're singing the abc song in unison-_-^"
.......- 0 -.....
I quickly pinched haewon's arms hard.......
"Ayyy - 0 - Beeeee - 0 - Ceeeeeeee - 0 -!!!!!!!!"
.............haewon sings in a loud voice... at the same time, the sophomores disappeared around the corner - 0 - for another second, wun stares at the letter, dumbly...... and glares at haewon, scarily-_-
"-., - you........ @ss hole....... Abcd in unison?!??! To those cute sophomores?!??!-0-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"-_-.....am I lying...? abc-_-^.."
"you dirty....!!-0-!!!!!!"
wun shouts angrily and attacks haewon, trying to pull his hair out..- _-.... I'm not even doing and I'm the one who's getting embarassed..?.,?
"eyy-0-!!!!!!get off!!!!!! What the heck's wrong with you!!!!1-0-!!!!!!!!!!!"
"wun ah..... please let go of haewon...?_?......"
right then, dareum suddenly pops out of the classroom and snatching wun's letter... she quickly moved across the hallway-_-
"HAN DAREUUMM!?0?!!!!!!!"
wun immediately chases after her... all of a sudden.. I'm getting a huge migraine..........?.?
"aish..........."
with his fingers, haewon tries to fix his poofy hair...
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"are you okay.....?0?.....?"
"-_-^......i thought I'd get a letter, too........"
".....?0?...what?"
"I thought those kids would give me a letter!-_-^!!!"
".......want me... to write you a letter.......?.?....?"
"..........i know how to reply......................"
haewon mumbles while ignoring my gaze, as if embarassed-_-..
"okay, I'll write one~^?^"
=_= if only I can take back my words....
5th period......
while the PE teacher was busy telling us the rules of dodge ball.... I chewed on my eraser, wondering what I should write about..
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and................ Soon the sound of scratching of the pencil was heared over the white paper...
hey haewon.. this is hankyung.
I'm having PE right now... the same PE teacher you hate so much...
......you don't know how thankful I am to know you^?^
don't forget going to taesung's hospital after school^?^
we never really had a date, huh^?^we should all go somewhere fun^^
and.... Thanks.... For everything.
oh yeah.. don't smoke at school....
I heard about how you left to go smoke after 3rd period... it's not healthy, you should stop....
if you're sick then I'm the one who's
"chung hankyung... bring that to me.................."
"- 0 -.....excuse me......?"
"the letter!! Bring it up to the front!!!!!"
"..........? ^?............"
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the PE teacher blushed into a darker shade of red as he skimmed down the letter -_ -.....
"BAHN HAEWON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-0-!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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and after 6th period..... I had to stand against the office walls with my arms high in the air..... haewon, complaining next to me..........
\infront of the office book shelves - _ -
"you got caught on purpose to get me in trouble, huh............."
"noooo....?0?......."
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"I'm too old to be raising my hands-0-!!!!!!"
haewon punched my head lightly but hardly.
"- 0 -....that hurts haewon....."
"why were you born a girl... I can't even beat you up....- 0 -!!!!!!"
.....- _ -....
and for the next hour... I was busy listening to haewon's complaints and whines...- _ -.. while massaging my sore arms-_-
\ after school.
after getting a phone call from dareum saying she'll come by later with the cake.......I walked toward the hospital holding hands with haewon... while clutching ont taesung's present in the other......
......jooho's coming, too >?<
- _-
haewon seemed to be unhappy about something as he continued to provoke me- _-..
"confused one-_-^ if you move into chung taesung's house............"
- _-...it's the same thing over and over again......... telling me not to go into taesung's house.......
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".....i have to go in haewon.... taesung lives alone.."
"do you think that makes sense!?!?"
"why doesn't it! Taesung's a brother!!! Do you still not believe me?0?!?!?"
"I believe you!!!!! Okay, I do........... I'll move in, too then... "
"WHAT-0-?!"
"I'm moving in, too........."
"you know its not possible, right-_ -....?'
"nope, I dunno anything- _-.........."
"haewon, will you stop with this?0?!?!?!"
"okay then, I'll just continue with that>?<"
- 0 -..........
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throughout the whole journey to taesung's hospital... haewon and I continued with the same argument..
- _ -
and not arriving any sort of a compromise.. haewon and I entered taesung's room... both of us with a different expression..- _ -
^?^ my facial expression^?^
.....- _- were haewon's expressions.. -_ -......
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"Taesunggg!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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slowly turning his head........taesung stared at haewon and me, surprised.....
"you woke up taesung!!!!!!!!"
screaming out in joy, I ran into taesung's arms..... while taesung stared at my face blankly for a moment.... before hugging me tight....
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this better not be a dream......?0?........
taesung's aliveee!!!?^?
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"WAAH~~!? Yah! Chung taesung!! Take your hands off!!!!!!! What the heck you think you're touching!!!!!"
...........- _ -.........- _ -.....
haewon's shout broke the tearful get together of taesung and mine... taesung grinned at haewon.
"you came^?^ meanie head^?^"
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.................taesung jokingly talks to haewon, brightly.....
.......i wiped away a tear, behind taesung's back...
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"-_-.....yah... don't start it.... You do realize that you'll be out cold after one hit, right...?"
"then my nuna might strangle you.- 0 -..is that okay...?....."
"......yah....... don't you know chung hankyung likes me more than you??"
"nuna lied to you..?.?.."
"= _=...yah chung hankyung... who do you like more?! Me or him.....!!"
I think haewon and taesung are dropping down a grade everyday..- _-.. taesung sat up, despite his painful condition- _ - I quickly held out my gift infront of taesung.......
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"..what.. is it nuna....?
"it was your birthday last night^?^"
"how do you......... know that.............?"
"dareum told me...^ ^!!"
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.........taesung cast me a bright smile.... he seemed truly happy.......
"....unna... before... I went into surgery..........."
"yeah^?^"
"I acted like I was on my death bed infront of you!! And now... that I'm all alive and stuff... it's embarassing - 0 -!!!!"
"then die-_-"
- _ -..........at haewon's scary words.... my heart stopped beating for several seconds.. - 0 -
"oh yeah taesung... that night when you ran off to fight cuz of me??? Haewon chased after you!!-0-! Know why? He wanted to save you!!!!"
whew.... Well at least taesung won't be hurt anymore......
"....don't talk nonsense!!!"
- _ -....AGAIN!! there he goes with the stubborness... I don't even have a witness this time - _ -
"you DID run after him?0?!!!!!"
"yahh... when did I ever!!"
"you did, you did!?0?! You left jaehee and me to go save taesung!!!!!!"
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"I know nuna........"
taesung's whisper.
"you know.?.?taesung??!"
"yeah... he.. got hurt a lot that night... you got hit in the back with a brick didn't you haewonnnn-0- you thought I didn't see anything after I fainted, huh-0-!!i saw everything!!!!"
haewon looked uneasy yet changed his expression rather quickly..
"you were dreaming! Man, you two seem and show that you're related to each other!!!"
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"nuna....... You... told haewon......?"
"...........yeah........"
"that was....... Smart of you.............^ ^...........i have... no reason to hold you back anymore........."
"................."
the person who had broke the awkward atmosphere that had fallen over us was...dareum who had appeared with a bang while holding a cake in one hand. taesung stared at dareum in disbelief....
"b!tch! what are you staring at!!!!!!"
dareum shouted out those scary words and pried open the cake box...
........ to match the cuss word she just uttered out, dareum looked too awkward and nervous - _ -
it shows how much you're trying, dareum ah - _ -....
"I can't eat cherries with chocolate cake.. take it off for mee..?.?"
taesung poked dareum's back and whines like a child - _-......
"are you a baby-0-!?!? Just eat it like I give you!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"..........?.?.....i won't..?.?"
"= 0 = WHAT!?!?!?!? Shows how much you're grateful for someone's efforts!!! the punk ness never goes away huh-0-!!!!!!!"
"when are you gonna leave- 0 -....??"
......there they go with the fighting again! ahhhhhh - _-...... for the time being... it seems like taesung's winning-_-
hot flames-_-!
dareum glared at taesung, deadly.......
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it shows......
how much... haewon.. dareum... and taesung... pretend.... That they hate each other and won't leave each other alone.... Yet.... We're all cherishing this moment as the other........
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at last...... taesung blowed on the candles with a hooo.. though he didn't eat a bite of the cake.......- _ -..... and that was how......................taesung's late birthday party......... started.....................................
Cheering and yelling................................ As one of the happiest memory I hold in my heart...........and as a fun birthday party... >?<
that night..
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dareum stayed behind, telling me she had something to talk about with taesung.. and haewon and I got on the bus by ourselves....
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I totally forgot.?.?!! I have to call my first aunt and find out where grandma is! leaning on haewon's shoulders, comfortably.....my fingers pressed on the familiar digits of my first aunts home number..
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pleeeeeeease.. I beg you... aunty, pick up this time........?_?....
not that scary gangster oppa... anyone but the scary gangster oppa..?-?.......
"hello??
over the cell phone... a high toned voice talked back..
".......he.......llo..?"
"yes... who's calling...?"
".....th... this is hankyung.."
".who do you wanna speak to...?... sung hoon?... eunsung...?"
".......i'm calling for my aunty................"
"............."
".....do you know a guy name.... chung taehoon...?"
"..............are you..................han....kyung..?"
"AUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"oh hello hankyung dear!!!!!!!!"
"aunty!!! It's me... hankyung!!"
"....goodness.. how long has it been....."
haewon looked me up and down with a frown - _ -.....
"aunty.. where do you live..?_?..??"
"me...? I'm living in Gwachun right now... do you know where that is.?"
"of course..?0?.....well.... I heard of it..?0?......."
"................where......... are you.....?.."
"at mom's house~ in ahnyang?^?!!!!!!!"
"yeah..?.?..?! that's pretty close^?^...aren't you gonna visit your aunt, hankyung!"
"yes..?_?.!. aunty.... Do you know where grandma is......"
"grandma.......?..... ah..... my mom^?^..she's at our house right now....She's not here right now though... she left to go meet a friend......"
".........aunty............. I have to go now........?0?...but it was nice talking to you......."
"yes it was... I couldn't hear a word about you for all these years and finally... I get your call! Do you think you can come here by yourself?"
"of course!!!!!!!!!"
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after a long conversation and explanation of their house directions...... I finally hung up the call....... haewon taps my arms.
"yah.... Who was that.....?"
"my first aunty.....?_?............"
"....you're going to gwachun...?"
"yeah..?0?...."
"......with who....?"
"taesung...?_?.....heuk..heuk... that was the first time I talked with her in 4 years..?_?.."
".....imma go too..."
"whaat.....?"
"I'm going, too... I'll drive since I know where gwachun is... ok? Now shh...."
"why are you going........?"
"imma go no matter what you tell me...................."
"....theres.. a really scary oppa there.....- _ -......."
"the only person who's scary to me is you chung hankyung....."
"I have to go with taesung?0?!!"
"wanna go tomorrow? Or the day after that.?"
stubborn haewon......- _ -.........
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I bet taesung'll be really happi when I tell him..
......the only problem is that ganster oppa....
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well.... Tch I just have to meet aunty and grandma without him finding out..?_?..!! I have no need to worry...?_?
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