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"We're going to start with two pills per day for two months," the doctor keeps talking, and Frank notices that Dr. Yarn is starting to gaze in his direction. "If this eradicates most of the anomalies you're going through right now, we'll move on to a pill a day for another two months. Meanwhile, you must come to my office every month to check on how the problem is evolving. If these appointments do not reveal any progress, you might have to be kept under a constant treatment. We might even need to reevaluate the diagnosis, but we'll consider that option after the first four months, alright?"

Frank looks at Gerard because he has understood everything and he wants to be hopeful about this, wants to believe in a successful treatment. Gerard is smiling while nodding, so there isn't much Frank has to worry about. The foot tapping has stopped and Gerard's hand no longer shakes, and Frank has high hopes about this. He's going to support Gerard through it all and make sure that everything goes alright during and after the treatment.

Gerard interrupts Frank's chain of thought by saying, "I have a question. How come the doctor I went to before didn't tell me about any of this?"

The doctor hesitates. "I honestly have no idea. I agree that different doctors have different opinions, but these hormonal deficiencies in your bloodstream are hard to miss. I don't understand what happened there. What kind of tests did you do? Were you on any medication?"

"They just took some blood and examined my genitalia, I'm not sure about having anything else done. When the results were out, they just put me on Cialis, stating that it should fix whatever they found, but it didn't work," Gerard replies, shrugging.

"Are you still on this treatment?" Gerard shakes his head in response, telling Dr. Yarn that he hasn't taken any pills since late April. The doctor hums and adds, "Well, tadalafil or any other PDE5 inhibitor is nowhere near enough for your problem, which justifies the lack of results after that treatment. Your condition did not get better and you delayed a proper treatment for a long time, but I'm confident about this treatment. I hope you feel the same."

Half an hour later, Frank and Gerard leave the hospital with the original copy of the results of every test Gerard had done, for future use if necessary, and with a prescription for pills for a month. By then, Gerard will have an appointment and Dr. Yarn will give him the next prescription. Frank takes Gerard to his car and, after a witty goodbye peck on the lips, he walks towards his own vehicle. He was the one in charge of getting the pills from the pharmacy and, when he's paying for the big carton box, he feels highly confident about their situation.

Frank gets home and finds Gerard sitting at the kitchen table, waiting for him. Frank offers to cook dinner when Gerard says that he wants to take a shower and, afterwards, they watch a movie together, sitting on the couch. Later that night, Frank is the last to come to bed and he slides under the bedding with a hopeful smile. He lies on his side and cuddles against Gerard's left side, listening to him as he says, "You were right. Talking about this made everything better. Thanks for making me talk to you. You pissed me off, I pissed you off and I'm so sorry I disappointed you, but in the end what I feared the most didn't happen. You didn't leave."

"I'm too stubborn to give up on you, Gerard," Frank says, only half as a joke. He loves Gerard too much to leave him, even after one year of useless fights. Frank shakes his head at the memory and concludes, "You're stuck with me, okay?"

Gerard laughs lightly, a chuckle that Frank has indeed grown very fond of. Then, Gerard says, "I know, but I don't mind. I have become very addicted to you as well, Frankie. "

Gerard never calls Frank 'Frankie' unless he wants to piss him off, but once Frank protests it's always the same. Gerard tickles him until Frank can't stop laughing. In the end, after their laughter dies down, Gerard holds him close and leaves a kiss on Frank's hair.

October.

The first month of Gerard's treatment ends with an appointment at Dr. Yarn's office. He has new medical tests done and, of course, Frank is there waiting for Gerard when he comes back out into the waiting room. The results reveal no changes just yet, which make Gerard look disappointed, but both Frank and the doctor tell him that it's still too soon.

Back at home, Gerard laughs contentedly at Frank when he comes out of his late shower and refuses to put any clothes on. This has kind of become a habit at least once a week and Frank's primary goal is to let Gerard know that there is nothing wrong with his body or with their relationship. Gerard always joins Frank in this naked madness, except today.

Frank argues several times that it's in the name of his cause and that they're supposed to live comfortably with their ugly limp dicks, making Gerard laugh again, open-mouthed. It's a beautiful laugh and Frank grabs Gerard's head with both hands and presses a noisy smooch on his cheek, unbuttoning his shirt next. "Your turn!"

Gerard insists on cooking before Frank undresses him, though. He doesn't want to order take out again and risk having Frank answering the door naked again and ending up infatuating the delivery guy. It's Frank's turn to laugh, but he lets Gerard have his way today. And after dinner, they create art together in Gerard's office in the nude. It turns out to be a wonderful evening.

December.

While last month Gerard started having morning erections, this month they notice a bigger change. They spent the weekend at Frank's parents' house to go Christmas shopping all together on both days and when they go back home, Gerard just pulls Frank into their bedroom. He pulls on Frank's arm either playfully or eagerly, but soon Frank understands what Gerard really wants from him. It doesn't take much brain to figure it out when Gerard wraps himself around Frank's body and kisses his mouth fiercely, or when Gerard pulls away to undress Frank and pushes him onto the bed. It's even more obvious when Gerard climbs over Frank, supporting his weight with his elbows on both sides of Frank's head.

Frank grins at Gerard because he looks so beautiful right now, hair falling over his face, smiling back like he wants Frank all to himself. Frank lets Gerard kiss him and they stay there for a long time, Frank feeling warm inside and out, and Gerard even starts rubbing himself against Frank's crotch. It's something Frank is used to, but tonight there's something different about it. Gerard is moaning and rubbing harder, and Frank breaks the kiss and rolls them around to look down at Gerard's middle and see what's going on.

Gerard is hard.

The appointment last week showed that things were progressing nicely for Gerard and here he is sporting a nice erection. It's not up to full size yet, but Frank grins at the sight and then at Gerard, climbing over his body and kissing him hard on the mouth. He grabs Gerard's cock to celebrate this night that will most likely start a new phase in their life.

Pulling away from the kiss, Frank lies next to Gerard, still touching his dick as Gerard closes his eyes and delights Frank with a few moans. It's beautiful. Frank wraps himself around Gerard, kissing his neck and fondling his slight hard-on and then his balls, and then using a finger around Gerard's hole. He alternates his actions until Gerard bucks his hips up and moans into Frank's new bruising kiss.

Nothing really happens, except Gerard's clear peak of pleasure and the quick deflating of his cock, but Frank is rather pleased with this moment. When Gerard slides an arm around Frank and hugs him tight, using his legs too afterwards, Frank is smiling and releases a giggle that affects Gerard as well, but soon it dies down.

Gerard sighs. "What just happened?"

"I think I jerked you off, but you were only half hard. But… you're back. That means the treatment is working really well. A month from now you won't be needing any more pills, you'll see."

Gerard smiles. "I love your enthusiasm, Frank. Thank you for being with me through this. It's been very difficult to deal with this, but taking up the courage to tell you as soon as it began would have saved us months of fighting. Still, you never gave up on me. You have never abandoned me during these years and I don't think I can ever thank you enough for staying beside me, but I want you to know that I feel very fortunate. You're an amazing person, but you have no idea how lucky I feel to have been the one to keep you. I love you."

Frank smiles, caressing Gerard's face. "I love you, Gerard. I love you so much."

February.

Frank kisses Gerard straight on the mouth, sliding his tongue inside and moaning as Gerard stretches his ass with a finger, then with two and scissoring. He's preparing Frank really well for what's next. Frank is hard and circles a hand around his cock, feeling the pre-come drenching the head and he pushes Gerard away to tell him, "Let's do this."

Gerard grins down at him and Frank asks, "Could you sit up against the bed?" Gerard nods and obeys, sitting on the mattress with his back to the headboard. Frank sees that Gerard's cock is looking thick and big again, and Frank is drooling just thinking of it. They've been struggling with Gerard's hormones and a pill every day, and the results have been satisfying. Gerard got his erections back and along with that came his stamina, and Frank is more than glad to see his boyfriend so happy and confident all over again. At this point in their relationship, after this uncomfortable year, they're finally together again.

Tonight is going to be very special because it's the first time they're going to try penetration after Gerard lost his ability to get hard. Frank is very excited and climbs over Gerard's lap with a grin on his face. He loves this position, Frank straddling Gerard's hips as Gerard sits down on the bed with his legs stretched out in front of him. Pressing a warm kiss on Gerard's lips, Frank tilts his head to the side and asks, "Are you ready?"

"I'm ready." Gerard has one hand on Frank's ass, the other on his dick lining it up and that look of anticipation is so strong now. Frank angles his hips and moves down slowly, focused on doing this right and he can see that it's working by Gerard's delightful look. Frank stops when he's full and he can feel Gerard's thighs trembling beneath him.

It feels so tight as he stares at Gerard, holding his face with two hands and leaning closer. He kisses Gerard hotly, moving his arms to embrace his shoulders and pulling their chests together. He slides a hand over Gerard's chest to feel his heartbeat and it's beating fast under his palm, as Frank's mouth opens under the pry of Gerard's tongue.

Frank moves up for the first time and sinks down fast, Gerard's chest inflating with air and Frank moaning, muffled by the other's mouth as Gerard squeezes his ass. Frank's moving slowly and lovingly, paying attention to every second, taking advantage of another beautiful moment in their sex life because tonight is going to be special and long.

Frank looks at Gerard and moves faster, never taking his eyes away as they share this pleasure. He grabs Gerard's hair and feels Gerard's hands trekking up his back, and it's comfortable in this sweet embrace among the slap of skin on skin and the moans and expletives in low voices. It's an intense moment and Frank's starting to sweat, lost in this bliss and in Gerard's expression with clouded eyes, mouth agape, and big hands pushing Frank close against him.

"I love you so much," Frank says, mouthing around Gerard's ear and moaning lowly. He closes his eyes and murmurs, "This is my favorite position. I can see you, I can touch you everywhere. I look into your eyes and know what you're feeling. It's so amazing to see this pleasure in your eyes. It makes me so happy."

"And you make me feel so good. Don't ever stop."

They both moan and kiss fervently, with lips and tongues and teeth, and Frank moves faster over Gerard's cock, bending his back as his inner satisfaction peaks. Gerard grasps him more firmly and bites hard on his tongue as they tremble together. Frank pauses the kiss and takes a deep breath, holding Gerard's head against his neck, feeling Gerard shaking as he comes. Frank moves a hand to his own cock, his ass so filled with Gerard as they share a new bruising kiss. Gerard helps him and soon Frank comes hard, not controlling his spasms and letting go of everything with a loud shout.

Later, they collapse on their backs, all sweaty and smelling like sex. The air is thick around them and Frank is panting deeply, struggling to keep his breath after almost an hour of loving Gerard. It was a great night and he still feels the flashes of pleasure beneath his closed eyelids and the aftershocks in his ass. Gerard was awesome tonight, giving Frank one of the most surprising nights of their life. Frank's grinning when he gets up on one elbow and turns to look at Gerard, who is lying there watching Frank with an affectionate gaze.

After one year of fighting in the dark, Frank is once more close to Gerard and, after three months of actually trying to solve the problem, the results are astounding. Gerard revealed a great energy tonight and a comfortable feeling about the difficult ordeal he went through. Frank is proud of Gerard and happy that they got over this issue.

He smiles and kisses the hollow between Gerard's collarbones, before laying his head over Gerard's chest. He can feel Gerard's rushed heartbeat and sighs contentedly, not thinking of all the things they've gone through. He can only think about and anticipate what's lying ahead of them.

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