I relate Maggie's embarrassment, how upset she was."She saw us in the library,"
"We never touched on that, anyway I'm not going to apologize for making love to my girlfriend in a closed room."
I explain Maggie's reaction to Christopher's face, seeing how she'd been used.
" It's hard to see yourself being used that way, especially by someone who's supposed to care for you." I mutter.
I know what that feels like, that had been my main motive in showing Maggie the video.
"And how are you going to deal with it? "
"What can I do? I've tried everything with Christopher, money, being nice, cajoling and even threatening him. Nothing works; all I can do is damage limitation. And keep you away from him."
"Well I'll be helping you out with that from now on." Eva pipes up.
"Good."
All this talk between us, food, phones, Cary, Maggie and Christopher, yet the main issue we have both been avoiding. I decide to bite the bullet.
"You haven't asked me about my appointment with Dr. Peterson."
She looks down," It's none of my business unless you want to share." Meeting my gaze, practically pleading with me to open up. "I'll be here when you need me, but I'm not going to pry. That being said, did you like him?"
"So far, he talks you round and makes you see it from a different angle, not many people can do that to me."
"Yes," she laughs," why didn't I see it that way?"
"Eva. He's prescribed something for me to take before I go to bed. I filled it before I came over. "
"How do you feel about that?"
"Necessary, I have to be with you, make you safe from me. Whatever it takes."
Explaining to Eva what the good doctor has told me about a combination of therapy and medication having been successful for other atypical sexual parasomniacs.
"Thank you," she softly whispers placing her hand on mine.
I told her about the sleep studies, how one couple had gone twelve years before seeking help apparently the guy had been a better lay when he was asleep!
"Jesus... "She mutters.
My wry smile faded." I don't want you to feel pressured to share a bed with me Eva. On saying that I would like to stay. I'll sleep on the sofa rather that than go home. My whole day is better after getting ready for work with you "
"For me too." She whispers.
Moving round the table lifting her into my arms.
"I never imagined I could meet someone like you. Someone I can come home to, who knows what you do about me. Talk over all my fuck ups because they accept me for who I am… I'm grateful to you, Eva."
Clasping me tighter to her"I feel the same way about you, Ace."
Eva buries her face in my neck, her love and acceptance of who I am, leaves me wondering if there's anything I wouldn't do for this girl.
…
Later we settle down to watch TV. Well, Eva does, I work on my laptop. I'm not really a TV person. I love the normality of just spending time in each others company, feeling so relaxed and at ease. Getting to know one another. The programme Eva is watching can't be very entertaining, I can feel her eyes on me.
"You're staring?" I murmur, without lifting my eyes from the screen. I've become pretty good at reading Eva's reactions to me, I know she will be making a face.
"Is that a sexual suggestion, Miss Tramell?" Instantly getting a hard on.
"How do you see me whilst looking at whatever you're working on?" She pouts.I look at her thinking about the first time I had seen her in the Crossfire lobby, from that instance she has never totally been out of my mind.
Looking at her with the same scorching gaze I'd had when I first saw her.
"I've always seen you, angel. From the moment you found me, I've seen nothing but you."
…
I slept with Eva, making love slowly and softly, before falling into a dream free sleep.
I awoke feeling refreshed and enthused that the drugs had helped, maybe there is a way for us.
The drugs certainly have no side effects where my libido is concerned, I'm rock hard… my front wrapped around Eva's back. I decide to give her a wakeup call and push my cock into her from behind.
"Well then, "she cries hoarsely." You're frisky this morning. "
"You better bet it, baby, you're gorgeous and sexy and I love waking up with you."
She soon woke up properly as I am far more vigorous this morning than I was last night. I feel back to my normal domineering self again.
Life is good…we have a future together.
Chapter 36.
The day sped by, enthused by the possibility that Eva and I could overcome all the baggage that threatens to break us, we are both in high spirits by the end of the day.
After work, we go to the gym. The place is jam packed as we make our way to the machines, Eva cheekily waves at Daniel the trainer who had come on to her on our last visit, the guy didn't know what to do, he sort of nodded then made his escape quickly from the room, probably to avoid the glare that I shot in his direction.
As for Eva I give her a quick tap on the ass for winding me up.
"Hey! " She protests."Cut it out." Swatting my hand out of the way.
In retaliation I tug her ponytail and gently urge her head back, sealing my mouth over hers and giving her a deep lush kiss.
"Hmm, if this is your idea of a deterrent, I have to say it's more of an incentive." She whispers, brushing her lips across mine.
"I'm quite willing to take it up a notch," nipping her lower lip.
"But I wouldn't suggest testing my limits that way, Eva."
"Don't worry. I have other ways to do it." She purrs.
We hit the treadmills first then move from station to station. I find myself every few minutes watching Eva, on one occasion I catch Eva literally undressing me with her eyes, she shoots me a suggestive glance running her tongue along her lower lip.
Lord have mercy, what have I created?
I lift my eyebrow giving her a wicked smile, she's literally burning up with pent up lust…I'm looking forward to tonight.
…By the time we get back to the Bentley Eva's squirming in her seat, giving me provocative glances in silent appeal.
Linking my hand with hers " You'll wait for it." I pronounce, enjoying teasing her a little. Anyhow, if we start once we're home we'll never make the gala.
"What?" She gasps.
"You heard me. Delayed gratification, angel." Giving her another wicked smile.
"Why would we do that? "
She's horrified at the thought of having to wait a few hours.
"Think how crazed we'll be for each other after dinner." I whisper.
Intent on not giving up "That's a given. Waiting or not. I say we go with not." She exclaims.
"Nope…" I am adamant, in fact I'm gonna tease her that much she'll be begging for it by the end of the evening.
True to form we shower together slowly undressing one another, touching and caressing the curves and hollows of each others bodies … it is torture.
The gala is a black tie event, I decide to skip the tie, for Eva I lay out the Vera Wang silk dress I'd purchased for her the previous week. It's a strapless, an open back Champagne coloured silk dress with a tiered skirt ending just a few inches above her knees.
Collecting my cell for a last minute check on any messages Eva enters the hall.
"My god, Eva. "Phone forgotten. " I've changed my mind you shouldn't wear that dress in public."
"We don't have time for you to change your mind." She replies laughing.
Laughing?
Jeez… I'm not laughing.I'm having to adjust myself in my pants. Every guy at this gala is going to be staring at Eva's tits!
"I thought there was more material than this." I mutter, running my fingers along the edge of the seemingly small amount of material.Eva shrugs and grins, "What can I say, you bought it."
"I'm having second thoughts, how long will it take to remove?"
Sliding her tongue over her lips, "I don't know. Why don't you find out?" She purrs enjoying teasing me back.
Hmm, she's toying with me again.
"No Eva, we'll never get out of here."
"I'm not complaining." She murmurs.
"You're waiting, angel…Isn't there something you can put on over this. A Parker … Or a trench coat? "I hopefully inquire.
Eva just laughs grabs her clutch from the dresser and wraps her arms around me.
"Don't worry, everyone will be to busy checking you out to bother with me."
I seriously doubt that.
I scowl because the dress really is very revealing, her tits are spilling over the top of the dress. Beautiful tits yes, but for my eyes, not the whole of New York. There's not a lot I can say, I chose and bought the damn rag.
We take the private elevator, the moment the doors close I step forward and tug Eva's dress up.
"If you're not careful you'll expose my crotch. We could have fun with this. You play yourself a billionaire playboy, and I'll play a blonde bimbo after your money. Just look bored and indulgent while I rub up against you, cooing how brilliant you are."
"Not funny!" Trying again to pull her bodice slightly higher.
"Damn it! " Shaking my head in exasperation, then brightening, "How about a scarf? "
…
We hit the press gauntlet the moment we step from the car, pulling Eva to my side I lead the way. Eva is tense, she isn't use to this much attention and it unnerves her.
Assuming my usual calm and distant façade incorporating Eva under this assumed umbrella, to ensure no one will approach her until we reach the ballroom away from the press.
Once inside I'm engulfed by the directors and their wives from the governing body of the charity the gala is in aid of.
As one of the principal supporters contributing huge amounts of money into their coffers, I feel obliged to socialize for a few moments, I am after all their principal guest. I play my part, though I'm slightly annoyed, Eva has disappeared, slinking off the moment we are surrounded by other guests.
Her doing this really is bad manners, I expect her to stay by my side, not just drop me at the first sign of boredom.
It takes me some time to deal with all the formalities.
The majority of these people are genuine in their bid to raise the monies needed to improve conditions, others waiting in line just want a piece of me. No that's not correct, they want a piece of my money, a connection to a billionaire. Then of course there's a few of the women who just want in my pants. I'm pretty experienced at sorting the chaf from the wheat. Spending time with those who are genuine and blowing off the others.
Finally, I make my apologies and move on.
The hall is packed, I can't find Eva anywhere near the bar… surveying the dance floor.
Ah, there she is … And who the hell is she dancing with?Taking a deep breath to swallow my jealousy and annoyance I make my way over.
Whoever the guy is she knows him well, they're talking rapidly, smiling with the ease of familiarity. To make things worse he's a good looking guy, if you like that pretty boy look. Worse still, he can't take his eyes off her tits! Fuck …Why did I let her wear it?
It's obvious he likes her... really likes her.
Which makes me hate him...totally irrational... I know, however, I don't have rational thoughts where Eva's concerned.
I knew I was right, as I stop to stand behind Eva, he's trying to make arrangements to meet her for lunch. The prick. Even worst Eva looks delighted. "That would be great. " She trills.
The music finishes and Eva steps back into me, I catch her waist to maintain her balance, the guys eyes shoot up to mine. He looks slightly amused, he certainly recognizes who I am.
Eva glances back.
"Hello, "I purr keeping a cold gaze on the guy." Introduce us."
"Gideon, this is Martin Stanton we've known each other a few years now. He's my stepfathers nephew. "She turns her head towards Stanton.
"Martin, this is the significant man in my life, Gideon Cross."
I like that, the way she's openly acknowledges our relationship, but I want no misunderstandings here, so when the guy offers his hand smiling I keep a cool, unsmiling façade.
"Cross, I know who you are, of course. It's a pleasure to meet you. If things work out maybe I'll see you at some of the families gatherings."
Hmm, if things work out indeed, I not sure if he's being genuine or remarking on my playboy image. Just to make sure he has no misconceptions I slide my arm around Eva pulling her close.
"Count on it." Staking my prior claim on her.
Someone hails him, leaning over he kisses Eva on the cheek.
"I'll call you about lunch, next week, maybe?" He asks.
I feel like punching him, but he avoids my glare. If I have any say in it, they'll be no lunch date.
"Great, " Eva smiles.
Yeah, just great!
Pulling Eva into the next dance, "I'm not sure I like him. " I mutter.
"Martin's a very nice guy," her voice open and honest.
Pressing my cheek to hers and placing my hand on the bare skin from the cut out piece from her dress," just as long as he knows you're mine."
Eva smiles, relaxing into my body.
"I like this," she murmurs.
Softly kissing her jaw, "that's the idea," I whisper.
Back feeling cherished and loved by Eva the night is back on track.
As we make our way from the dance floor Eva glances over to her right, following her line of sight...blue eyes clash with mine. Faltering in my footsteps…My evening comes crashing down.
Corinne…
Chapter 37.
My heart lurches in panic… For a moment I am at a loss at what to do. In Corinne's face it is apparent she still has very strong feelings towards me. Her blue eyes search my face keenly trying to gauge my reaction to her presence.
Damn, Eva is going to be upset by this. I should have told her about Corinne. Eva is under the misconception that I have never been in a committed relationship before. Discovering that I was once engaged to Corinne, albeit years ago, is going to be a nasty shock to her system.
I don't want Eva finding out second hand. She needs to hear this from me. The truth not some loved up romantic version, otherwise, she'll think I've been yearning for Corinne, the way I segregated the women I had sex with from my female friends.
Whereas in reality, I had been infatuated by Corinne, she's a beautiful woman. However, she never managed to see past the walls I'd erected in my mind to protect myself from further emotional damage.
The man Corinne is in love with doesn't exist, never has.
I have to speak to Corinne alone before she drops this bombshell otherwise, there is a strong possibility all hell will be let loose.
"I need to introduce you to someone," I utter quietly.
Eva looks up assessing my serious tone, then directs her gaze to Maggie and Corinne.
We make our way towards them,
"Corinne," releasing Eva's hand to take Corinne's." You didn't tell me you were back. I would have picked you up."
"I left a few messages on your voicemail at home. " Her words come out in the honey sweet tones redolent of impeccable breeding and a good education.
Eva is silent by my side, in my initial panic I've almost forgotten she's here.
Releasing Corinne to draw Eva closer.
"Ah, I haven't been there much lately. " I mutter looking at Eva.
"Corinne, this is Eva Trammel, Eva, Corinne Giroux. An old friend."
"Any friend of Gideon's is a friend of mine," Corinne smiles.
Eva extends her hand, " I hope that applies to girlfriends as well?"
Hmm, Eva feels threatened. Why else would she say that?
Corinne gives Eva an annoyingly knowing smile and says,
"especially girlfriends." Then asks Eva if she could spare me a moment, she'd been hoping to introduce me to someone.
It's a total fallacy, she just wishes to speak to me without Eva there. Under normal circumstances I would have vetoed this suggestion in flavour of keeping Eva sweet. However, I need a private word with Corinne and when Eva replies, "Of course,"
I grab this opportunity. Kissing Eva quickly on the temple, and then extending my arm to Corinne.
I study Corinne as we walk away, every inch of her ensemble is expensive and simple, emphasizing her gorgeous figure. Other males eyes follow her, struck by her surreal beauty. Corinne had been my ideal vision. Had…being the operative word. The thought of Corinne replacing Eva leaves me feeling cold.
"I looked at the guest list earlier, your name wasn't on it." I began.
"No, "she laughs." Magdalene pulled a few strings at the last moment."
"Corinne, I've a favour to ask."
"No. Me first," she smiles. "I want to apologize for surprising you this way."
"It's no matter. If you need any help settling let me know. "
"Thank you, Gideon. I appreciate that. Now, what is this favour you need?"
"Eva. She doesn't know about us, I'd prefer to be the one to tell her."
"But we were so long ago, why should it concern her? "
"Eva's very special to me Corinne, she can be vulnerable at times. My past conduct where women are concerned isn't in my favour."
"I see," Corinne looks away avoiding my gaze. She turns to face me again.
"I've followed your affairs through the papers gossip columns, is Eva different from the others?"
"Yes. She's very special to me, I can relax with her and be myself, tell her things that normally I keep to myself. I don't want her finding out we were engaged before I've had chance to speak to her. And here isn't the time or place."
I know my words won't sit well with Corrine, but she needs to know, I can't have her messing about with my relationship with Eva.
"Very well, Gideon." Her voice high and light, betraying her true feelings.
She laughs then takes a small step away almost knocking into a waiter carrying a tray of champagne flutes. Instinctively I steady her, placing my hand in the small of her back as she leans out of his way.
"Eva has surprised me, all your past girlfriends have looked a little like me. Eva's the opposite." She purrs.
"Corinne …"I reply uncomfortable with the direction of her thoughts, I can see where she is going with this. Damn has my former preference for brunettes kept Corinne's hopes alive? Is this why she's not given up on me?
"It's nothing, I'm not really in the best frame of mind at the moment, I feel a bit lost. Leaving my husband was difficult. "She replies breezily.
"If you require help...you know where I am. "
"Mr. Cross?"
The charities chairman steps forward.
"I'll be back in a moment." I reply, spending too long with Corinne, will annoy Eva. Taking Corinne's arm and heading back to Eva.
Eva and Maggie are sitting together, neither speaking. Eva is looking away into space, biting her bottom lip.
"Here you are," I rasp, tenderly brushing my fingers across Eva's cheeks in a silent apology for having to leave her whilst I spoke to Corinne.
"I have to speak to someone, would you like me to bring you back anything?" I ask Eva.
"Stoli and cranberry. Make it a double." She says pointedly.
There is an edge to her voice, she sounds uptight, tense.
Perhaps I've made a mistake walking off with Corinne. I could do with speaking to this guy, then totally devoting the rest of the evening to Eva.
"All right," frowning at her request for a double.
….I quickly deal with the chairman and go to fetch the drinks, turning from the bar drinks in hand Eva approaches taking her drink from my hand, she gulps it down in one.
"Eva … "I admonish.
Looking at me her eyes are stormy and dark, hurt emanating from every pore in her body. Shit …she's found out.
"I'm leaving," she states flatly, stepping around me to set her glass on the bar.
"I don't consider that running, because I'm telling you in advance and giving you the option of coming with me."
Christ, she irritates me sometimes. Why can't she just ask me about Corinne instead, thinking the worst and RUNNING again!
I exhale harshly running quickly through my options, I know I can't leave until after the dinner, I have to make a small presentation, no speeches thank god just a few handshakes.
"I can't leave. "
Eva narrows her eyes and turns away, my heart throbs she's going.
Catching her arm to restrain her movement. "You know I can't stay if you go. You're upset over nothing, Eva."
"Nothing! " She whispers fiercely.
Eva stares at where my hand rests on her arm holding her still. "I warned you I get upset and jealous. This time, you've given me good reason."
I have a myriad of mixed emotions powering through me, anger at her lack of trust and habit of bolting when the going gets tough. Desire... I would like to pull her into my arms and kiss her senseless, anything to remove the hurt from her eyes.
Anger prevails…
We're in the middle of a ballroom full of people so I try to keep my face and body loose and relaxed, the press would just love a showdown between us, so would Corinne I assume.
"Warning me is supposed to excuse you when you get ridiculous about it? " I bit out.
"Who's ridiculous? What about Daniel, the personal trainer? Or Martin, a member of my stepfamily?" She leans in closer. "I've never fucked either of them, let alone agreed to a marriage! I sure as hell don't talk to them every damn day."
Fuck, Corinne. What the hell has she told Eva to have her panicking like this? This is just the scenario I tried to avoid.
Catching Eva by the waist and hauling her up tight against me, to hell with the press! "You need to be fucked, now." I hiss in her ear."I shouldn't have made us wait."
"Maybe you were planning ahead." She angrily retorts. " Saving it up for when an old flame popped back into your life,one you'd prefer to screw instead."
Tossing back my drink and placing it on the bar, I secure Eva to my side and make my way to the door. Pulling out my cell and ordering for the car to be bought around. We have forty minutes before the meal is served and my blood is on fire for her, and as mad as she is with me right now, me fucking her is what she needs.
Angus holds the door open as I literally push Eva in.
"Drive around the block until I say otherwise."
I'm mad at her, we've had to leave the gala, albeit temporarily, all because of Eva being unable to trust me where Corinne's concerned. Eva needs to know Corinne is meaningless to me. The only way to do that is to show her that it's her I desire and lust after, not Corinne.
I've bent and adjusted my lifestyle and rules in life to make Eva happy, but I won't be dominated.
I slide in directly behind her as she scrambles across the seat trying to avoid me. Now we're on our own my temper snaps.
"Stop, "I order.
Eva sinks to the carpeted floor kneeling in-between my legs breathing harshly, her eyes wild.
Restraining her by twisting one of my hands through her loose hair and tightening my legs to lock her in place. I tighten the grip on her hair pulling her head back onto my shoulder.
"I'm going to give you what we both need, Eva. We're going to fuck as long as it takes to dull the edge enough to get through dinner. And you're not going to worry about Corinne, because while she's inside the ballroom, I'll be deep inside of you."
"Yes," She whispers.
"You forget who submits, Eva. I've given up control for you. I've bent and adjusted for you. I'll do anything to keep you happy. But I won't be tamed or topped. Don't mistake indulgence for weakness." I growl in her ear.
"Gideon…. "She pants.
I interrupt her taking back control.
"Reach up with both hands and hold onto the grab handle above the window. Don't let go until I tell you, understand?"
She does as I order. Seeing her on her knees, suspended there has my cock nearly bursting out of my pants. I want to pound into her, shouting out her name with each thrust, but I must see to Eva first, she has been horny all night, perhaps a few orgasms will calm her down.
Maintaining a grip on her hair I shove my other hand into the bodice of her dress squeezing her full breasts rolling and tugging at her nipples. Eva sags into me, the earlier tension dissipating as sexual fervour takes over.
I too, feel the tension leaving my body in a rush, to be replaced with a warm sexual tingle throughout, and a dick ready to explode.
Nuzzling my mouth against her temple, absorbing the comfort and sexual buzz from being with Eva.
"God, It's so perfect when you give yourself over to me like this …all at once as if it's a huge relief." Eva's still hanging onto the grab handle her eyes closed," fuck me, " She begs." Please."
Releasing her hair I take off my jacket, then lift her skirt above her waist before slowly peeling her pants off. I'd have torn through them if she'd been wearing a long skirt, but she isn't so she'll need to put them back on.
Using my feet to nudge her legs apart, I place my hand to cup her between her legs.
"AHH… "Growling, she's wet through. " You were made for me, Eva. You can't go long without me inside you. "
I run my fingers in between her soft folds spreading the moisture about before pushing in two fingers scissoring them to finger fuck her hard, meanwhile moving my other hand to her front to nip and massage her clit.
Eva's moaning and writhing about eyes closed, with tears streaming down her face. All the while I press my groin into whichever part of her body is closest, as she writhes about while I'm seated and she's knelt. My dick is desperate to have some contact with her.
"Do you want me, Gideon? " She cries hoarsely, whilst trying to ride my fingers.
A warmth spreads through me," more than my next breath." I breathe moving my lips over her neck and shoulders. "I can't go long without you either, Eva. You're an addition…My obsession…" I bite down gently on Eva's shoulder unable to contain a loud groan. Eva climaxes.The intensity of Eva's orgasm from the simultaneous stimulation is ferocious, she comes over and over, whimpering…and mewing.
"Gideon! " She gasps her hands slipping on the grab handle.
Removing my hands from between her legs and lowering my zipper releasing my dick, which is so hard and thick by now it's pulsating with need.
"Let go and lie back on your back and spread your legs." I order.
Eva moves to the seat laying back and spreading her legs wide, her soft folds are bright pink, swollen and glistening from my relentless finger fucking. I want to go down on her, taste her juices, but we don't have the time, I'll save that for later when we get home.
Meeting her gaze for a moment, checking she's okay before I align my body over hers. She looks slightly hesitant.
"Don't be afraid." I murmur as I carefully settle on her body.
"I'm too horny to be scared," pulling herself up to me." I want you."
My cock nudges at the entrance to her body, with a quick jerk I'm fully inside her balls deep. I gasp out loud at the connection, revelling in the tightness of her little cunt.
"I love you," Eva whispers."And I need you."
" You have me," I whisper my cock sliding in and out. "I couldn't be more yours."
Eva quivers and cries out, detonating into another orgasm, squeezing my cock and milking me until I can take no more and start powering into her, using the side of the car for extra leverage.
We are wild for each other Eva's trying to meet each of my ferocious lunges.
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