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My first attempt, please be kind ? having read bared to you I have been intrigued by Gideon Cross and have often reflected on what was going through his mind throughout the book . So, here is my 4 страница



There was a pause " Fine, I'll come up."

I released a breath I hadn't even realised I'd been holding.

"Thank you. I can't wait to see you."

It was just before noon, the food had arrived, Eva hadn't.

Out of patience,I made my way to her office. She sat at her desk absorbed in work. I studied her closely. God, she looked beautiful. All my pent up emotion and desire rose to the surface.

I was on fire for her, needed her, her not wanting me frightened the hell out of me.

" Eva."

" Gid.. Mr. Cross. You didn't have to come down here.. "

" Ready? " That was about as much as I could manage to say, while others were watching.

We made our excuses to everyone, then I guided her to the bank of elevators, placing my hand at the small of her back.

Turning to her as we waited for the car,I had to touch her, running my fingers down her sleeve. " Every time I close my eyes, I see you in that red dress. I hear the sounds you make when you're turned on. I feel you sliding over my cock, squeezing me, till I come so hard it hurts. "

" Don't." She whispered,turning away.

" I can't help it. " My eyes were full of passion and love for this beautiful girl beside me.

The car arrived I pulled her inside, tugged her closer. " I going to kiss you Eva. "

" I don't … "

I sealed my lips over hers, kissing her like my life depended upon it, her initial reluctance melted away as I sucked, licked and tasted her mouth.

Once in the office, taking off my jacket and taking her purse to hang up, Eva was staring at me longingly..

" Eva? "

" Your beautiful Gideon.. "

The words were music to my ears, I needed her to desire me.

Looking softly back at her " I glad you like what you see."

Moving away and crossing her arms in a defensive stance …..She uttered " Let's just get this over with. I don't want to see you any more."

WHAT …!

As usual all rights belong to Sylvia day. Just borrowing the characters..

CHAPTER 14

I was speechless..For a few moments Eva's words swirled around my mind, it was as if my brain was unable to comprehend their meaning, she might as well been have talking double dutch.

If I had been asked earlier how I would have reacted, I would have said.. despair or wretchedness … When my mind finally understood, my reaction took me by surprise. I was fucking livid … Losing my temper wasn't a usual reaction. Over the years,I 'd found, when displeased a few well placed cold, quiet words far more effective. I couldn't understand why some guys shouted and raved,you didn't need to shout to be a ball breaker. Yet Eva seemed to be able to break through all my normal behaviour patterns. Didn't she realise how much I had already bent my normal rules for her, allowed her to negotiate terms, take control sexually …..

" You don't mean that "

"I really do. You and me ….. It was a mistake." There's sadness in her voice.

"It wasn't." I replied vehemently, jaw tight, body tensed. "the way I handled it afterwards was the mistake."

She seemed startled by the fierceness of my reply.

" I wasn't talking about the sex, Gideon. I'm talking about my agreeing to this crazy strangers with benefits deal between us.I knew that was all wrong from the beginning. I should of listened to my instincts. "

Oh angel haven't you worked it out, I got past that part of the contract with in 24 hours of agreeing to it … I just haven't told you yet ….

" Do you want to be with me Eva? "

" No. That's what … "

" Not like we discussed at the bar. More than that. "

She looks confused. " What are you talking about? "

Stepping closer. " Everything." I breathed. " I want to be with you."

She tightened her crossed arms, her body language betraying her uncertainty.

" You didn't seem like you did Saturday. " She whispered fiercely.

" I was …. reeling. " Visions of my emotional reaction to Eva last saturday,flickered through my mind. I couldn't explain it to her, I didn't want to ….



" So? I was, too. " She persisted.

" Christ, Eva. " It was all I could manage.

" If that's all you've got, we're done. "

" The hell we are. " My thinly veiled temper rising to the surface.

" We've already hit a dead end if your going to take a head trip every time we have sex. "

Christ … won't she give up on that.. How do I explain? There's no way I'm gonna divulge every thing, she probably run a mile.

" I'm use to having control. I need it. And you blew it all to hell in the limousine. I didn't handle it well. " There, that sounds plausible …

" Ya think? "

" Eva, " I tried a different tact, softer, gentler. " I've never experienced any thing like that. I didn't think it was possible for me to. Now that I have …. I've got to have it …. I've got to have you … "

" It's just sex, Gideon. Super awesome sex, but that can seriously screw with your head when the two people doing it aren't good for each other. "

I'd tried to keep my patience and failed spectacularly. Exasperated by her, my temper finally surfaced.

" Bullshit. I've admitted I fucked up.I can't change what happened,but I can as sure as shit get pissed off that you want to cut me off because of it. You laid out your rules and I adjusted to accommodate them, but you won't make even a tiny adjustment for me.You have to meet me half way. At least give me a damn inch! "

Her stance altered, became less defensive her features softening,

" What do you want, Gideon? " She asked softly.

Seizing my chance, stepping forward, I cupped her soft cheek in one hand. " I want to keep feeling the way I feel when I'm with you. Just tell me what to do. And give me some room to screw up. I've never done this before. There's a learning curve. " My voice was impassioned, full of longing,I was so anxious, waiting for her reply.

Placing her hand over my heart. " Done what before? " She breathed.

" What ever it takes to spend as much time with you in or out of bed."

I felt an odd sensation rise from the ground up and through my body. She was going to say yes, give me another chance. The sensation could only be described as euphoric.

Eva went on to explain quickly what a relationship with her would entail, her job, her crazy mother, then added almost as an after thought, but your worth it, and I want you bad enough.So I guess I don't have a choice. do I?

" Eva. Damn you. " lifting her beneath her rear so she could wrap her legs around me, I kissed her long and hard.

Carrying her over to the bar,I sat her down, pulled the dome off the food and prepared to eat. She loved the food, moaning as she got the full hit of the flavours.

After some witty banter between us, she paused for a moment and said " how resistant are you to exclusivity? "

Had she not been listening to what I'd been saying? Did she think I was willing to share? Standing stock still, the lightness of the last few moments disappearing from my tone, " I assumed that was implied in our arrangement. But to avoid any doubts, I'll be clear and say there won't be any other men for you, Eva. "

" But women are okay?" She teased trying to lighten the mood.Or at least that's what I hoped she was trying to do, better check...

" I know your roommate is bi sexual. Are you? "

" Would that bother you? " She teased.

Yes, it would.. It would be bad enough keeping an eye out for all the men that wanted her ….. God forbid if I had to watch out for women as well!! Plus, Eva said she had a jealous nature, if she thought she was bad she'd yet to see how possessive and jealous I could be. No, she'd soon learn her jealous nature was nothing compared to mine. I was off the charts …..

" Sharing you would bother me. It's not an option.Your body belongs to me, Eva."

There, I'd warned her. Somehow I got the impression that rather than be alarmed at my statement she seemed to take comfort from this. Good, I just hoped she'd remember, and didn't lose it at a later date when I was in one of my possessive rages.

" And yours belongs to me? Exclusively? "

Oh yes angel. Haven't you been listening. My body can't wait for you, only you.. I felt a stirring in my groin, Goddammit! not again..Am I gonna have to spend another afternoon with a hard on again! I tried to control myself..

Gaze hot. " Yes, and I expect you to take frequent and excessive advantage of it."

" But you've seen me naked. She teased. "You know what your getting. I don't. I love what I've seen of your body so far, but that hasn't been a whole lot."

Shit. Control fucked.. Apart from my hands and face,she'd only seen one other part of my anatomy. Limo 's, red dresses and her riding my cock flittered through my mind … If that's what she wanted …?

Jaw tight with restraint " We can rectify that now." I'd strip for her now if she needed, however, I wouldn't be responsible for the consequences … Her choice …

My offer had her squirming in her seat, a delicate shade of pink coursing across her beautiful features. Ha, I embarrassed her, she hadn't expected me to call her on it.Raising my eyebrows as an enquiry, I gave her a wickedly amused look.

" You'd better not.I was late back on Friday." Her voice was soft, low,husky. Jeez, How much longer was she going to make me wait?

"Tonight then. " I said calmly, unwilling to show how desperate I was for her.

She looked slightly alarmed. " Absolutely. "

I calmly carried on eating, yet I was anything but calm, I could hardly wait.. Yeah another afternoon taking lessons in self control, I'd have a degree in it soon. " I'll be sure to clear my schedule by 5 pm. " I wanted to be sure, no mixed signals, no mishaps.

"You don't have to." She smiled. " I have to hit the gym after work. "

Angel, I do have too. Now I had managed to regain a frisson of control in this relationship, there was no way I was going to let go of it, or her out of my sight tonight …My possessive tendencies? No, control.. May be a bit of both..Whatever.. Where ever she was going, so was I. " We'll go together. "

" Really. "

Eva was having problems with the ketch up,taking the bottle from her to assist, casually adding " It's probably best for me to work off some energy first, I'm sure you'd like to walk tomorrow."

She stared at me astonished, trying to gauge whether I was joking.

Giving her an amused rueful smile,saying nothing …. I didn't make statements I couldn't live up to.

She swallowed hard, then added, " Magdelene could be a problem for me."

Ah, the jealous nature she'd told me about.. Maggie was just an old friend, nothing else.

" She'd told me she'd spoken to you, and it didn't go very well."

" No, it didn't go very well. But then I don't appreciate being told you don't respect the women you fuck, and the moment you shoved your dick into me you were done with me."

I stilled, annoyance being the prevalent emotion, Maggie had stepped way over the line …. " She said that? "

" Word for word.She said you're keeping her on ice until you're ready to settle down. "

I didn't appreciate Maggies interference, we would be having words,and as for keeping her on ice, she must be delusional.

" Did she now. " My voice low chilling.

Eva went on to explain how much of a problem Maggie could be.

Stating her irrational jealous and self esteem problems as the cause. She didn't want to accept my assurances that she wasn't a problem. More over, she said it was going to drive her nuts watching women salivating over me, and having no right to say anything.

"You have the right now. " Any thing,if it gave her even a semblance of reassurance.

" Your not taking me seriously.. "

I am angel. I am ….. Maggie means nothing to me ….

" I've never been as serious about anything in my life,believe me Eva, your not the only one who can get possessive. I'm extremely proprietary about what's mine."

She considered this for a few moments, then her eyes hazed over, a sexy pout to her lips..

" Keep thinking thoughts like that and you'll be late back for work again. " I smirked.

" How did you know what I was thinking? "

" You get this look on your face when your turned on,I intend to put that look on your face as often as possible ….. Look, I feel kind of daft asking you this after all that's happened, but can I have your cell number? I want to be able to contact you at all times."

I passed her my card where I had written all my contact numbers, office,home and cell.

Apparently, she no longer had one, discarding the last cell cause her mother had been tracking her movements. A bit like I had been, probably not the best time to mention that …Thank god I'd called off the covet protection team.. If she'd cottoned on,well, her reaction wasn't even worth contemplating … The situation though still remained the same, if Eva and I remained in a relationship that issue would have to be revised and revisited, and I was use to getting my way. She needed a cell though, not only for her safety,but because I needed to be able to speak to her when ever I felt like it … And track her movements,of course …. Par for the course …

We finished off the meal, brushed our teeth in the bathroom, laughing at the normality of it all, then I retrieved my jacket so as to see Eva back to work. Well my little minx had other ideas.

She'd hopped onto my desk facing the chair, curling her fingers indicating she wanted me to sit.

" Is this where you play with your millions? She teased.

Once seated she pulled me closer, automatically I wrapped my arms around her waist. She was so naughty.. " One day Eva, I'm going to fuck you over this desk. "

" Just a kiss for now." She murmured..

The kiss was soft, teasing, loving, gently she slipped her tongue into my mouth. " Oh god … " I groaned, deepening the kiss till I felt my groin tightening in anticipation.

" One day Mr. Cross, I'm going to kneel beneath this desk, and suck you off, while you play with your millions, just like monopoly. You Mr Cross will pass go and collect $200. " "Your driving me crazy. "

" Are you complaining? "

"Angel, I'm salivating. "

" Angel? "

" Hmm … " My angel.. as I softly kiss her lips.

Time caught up with us,reluctantly we parted at the bank of elevators at Waters Feild and Leaman, where I caged her in for one final kiss, " you're late " She whispered.

" What's the point of being the boss baby, if you can't do what you want? "

I was a diferent man once back in the office, walking on air … My angel was a tease.. she was going to kill me, even in the elevator, knowing how aroused I was, she'd leaned back, her back to my front, then wriggled her butt against me.. it was torture! I'd hissed out loud telling her to behave. No doubt, one of my security team would be watching the cctv,pissing himself laughing.

Her parting words made me smile …. "See you later, dark and dangerous. "

" Five o'clock. " I'd rasped." And don't be late. "

We had agreed to hit the cell store first, then the gym.. Which gym though I pondered, retrieving Eva's file to ascertain which gym she frequented. Ah Equinox … I made arrangements for Angus to fetch my gym gear in case Eva wished for her own gym.

Where to go after? We could go to the hotel …? No, probably best to go to Eva's, I would be able to make my excuses then, to avoid spending the whole night there. This thought saddened me, I wanted to sleep with her in my arms, better not though, just spend all night fucking. This thought cheered me immensely.

The rest of the day whizzed by, my buoyant mood enabling me to plough through work, I mean, I had an incentive, to have all the days work wrapped up by 5 pm.!

I did better than that.. descending the Crossfire building at 4.55.

Collecting Eva at 5 pm. The lift was packed so neither of us spoke. Grasping her small hand once we'd cleared the turnstiles,steering Eva to the waiting Bentley.

" Which gym Eva? Equinox or mine, I go to Cross Trainer on thirty fifth."

"You wouldn't happen to own that gym,would you? "

" Of course, the chain. "

" Well let's go to yours then. "

Eva stared through the sedan windows fascinated with the Manhattan rush hour. As for me I stared at Eva fascinated by this women who had me literally burning with desire and need ….

All rights belong to Sylvia day …

 

All rights belong to Sylvia Day, just borrowing the characters and having some fun.

Strictly over 18..mature adult … If sex scenes offend then read no further …..

chapter 15

We acted like two kids who'd been let loose in a fun park they'd

been waiting an age to visit. Kissing and laughing whilst in the limo.

The cell store is our first port of call. The over enthusiastic female assistant showing a little too much interest in yours truly for Eva's liking. Eva kept trying to wriggle free, I kept a firm grip on her hand, enjoying the sensation of her hand in mine.

I'd chosen the cell and network, naturally I expected to pay. Eva is affronted by this, pushing my black Amex card away.

By nature I am a good negotiator,though even I could see I wasn't going to win this battle. Petulantly, I conceded. Some battles aren't worth the fight …

Back in the limo, Angus proceeded to Crosstrainer gym. I use the travelling time to input all my contact numbers into Eva's phone, and her numbers into mine.

I'd only opened Crosstrainer gym around 18 months ago,hence it is a modern up to date gym. It has the most abundant and up to date equipment available. Modern and trendy, with excellent classes and highly trained staff.

When Eva emerged from the changing rooms I nearly had a coronary, circling my fingers around the cloth she mistook as a top. " What the hell are you wearing? "

Throwing her arms up to clasp my neck and kiss me she whispered " Clothes."

She looked naked,it was a skin coloured material showing every soft curve she had.There was nothing else for it I would have to stay by her side the whole session. " Come on let's get this over with.I need to fuck you. " I growled.

" I need to be fucked.. "

" Jesus … Eva! " I was desperate enough without her egging me on!

And true to form one of the trainers zoned in on Eva, Probably couldn't take his eyes off her tits. Better intervene though, cause if this kid doesn't back off he won't have employment for much longer …. The trainer Daniel didn't half step back quick when he realised Eva was my girlfriend.. Ah well, situation resolved, I 'm gonna get hold of that top though and fucking burn it …

" Let's go, he couldn't keep his eyes off your tits "

"They're nice tits. " she teased.

I smacked her butt. " That damn band aid doesn't leave much to the imagination. Don't take long in the shower, you're only gonna get sweaty again.. "

She caught my arm. " Wait, would it gross you out if I told you I didn't want you to shower? And I want to find some place close by, where I could jump you while your still sweaty."

I hardened immediately, is she real? The hotel it's just the next block.. perfect! "I'm beginning to fear for your safety. Grab your stuff. I have a hotel near by. "

As we rushed from the gym holding her hand so she could keep pace,I recognised a photographer from the usual crowd of paparazzi that relentlessly followed me when able to. A rush of possessiveness, and desire to announce to all the stupid fuckers like Daniel that Eva was out of bounds, to any man but me, had me grabbing Eva, dipping her back and passionately kissing her.Applause broke out around us. " What was that for? " She breathlessly asked..

" A prelude. " Grasping her hand again we dashed through the hotel lobby to the elevators just managing to nod at the manager who stepped forward to greet me before the car doors closed.

Dropping my duffel on the floor, I tried to work out how to undo that damn band aid. Eva was giggling, slapping my hands away.

Grabbing the master key from my pocket we fell into the room.

She literally pounced on me." Get naked like now. " She laughed.

Happy to oblige, yanking off my sneakers and clothes. My dick by this time was rock hard and jutting out.

Eva stood still for a moment fascinated. " Oh my, I died and I've gone to heaven. "

Laughing at her reaction " you're still dressed. " I smirked.Then attacked, pulling her clothes off in a frenzy of need and lust.

Losing our balance falling onto the bed. There was no finesse to my actions I couldn't wait to have her naked. Dying to run my hands and mouth over her. Damn near desperate to have her underneath me, so I could pound into her, deep and hard.

Pulling her under me,kissing her lips, jaw and neck,whilst plumping her breast. " Your so beautiful Eva. " I murmured taking one of her nipples into my mouth, her back arched as she cried out after every soft suck.

Her hands were everywhere on my body making me moan and groan,but this was my turn, she'd had control in the limo Saturday night,not tonight." It's my turn." Lifting my head to smile down at her.

" Gideo….. "

Silencing her with a kiss, I made my way down her body.

" I love your body … I can't get enough.. " I whispered.

She teased me saying I hadn't had very much yet, telling her I would never have enough, and I'd never wanted anything so badly.

" Then do me" she cried. She was been driven crazy by my relentless kissing and sucking of her breasts. " No baby, your not ready. You have a small cunt Eva, and I'm a big man, I'll hurt you."

Grabbing my hair making a frustrated sound. " I'll never be readier! "

Grabbing her wrists, holding them above her head in one hand, I slid down between her legs. Her scent is provocative, she tastes powerful. I want to savor every moment. She complains, says she needs a shower first.

" No. Do you think I feel differently about your body, than you do mine? I want you Eva. "

I taste her again, I need to prepare her to shed all her inhibitions and surrender herself to the warm wetness of my tongue.

I love performing cunnilingus, having Eva's pussy close up, the aroma it's self is making my heart race. My cock becomes harder, I didn't think that was possible … But the flavour and feel of intimate flesh making contact with my lips and tongue was driving me crazy.

Eva tightens her legs. My head feels like it is been held in a vice. Hmmm, I might have to tie her legs at some future time,

So to keep my head from being squashed. Then she'll be bound and helpless, and I can lick her to my hearts content ….

Eva's body arches she explodes into my mouth, I lighten my touch for a few licks, then go harder again onto her over sensitive clit. She has multiple orgasms, over and over …

My dick couldn't wait any longer. I hope she was prepared for a wild ride!

" I love watching you come.. I'm going to fuck you now. "

Leaving the bed quickly, opening a draw for a condom. Then returning, pinning Eva to the bed, with her arms constrained by mine.

" Fuck me. " She ordered.

" Eva, " I cried as I rammed into her balls deep in one thrust.

I pound into her, the pressure in my dick building to an intense level, thrust after thrust. My face is in her neck as I murmur all the things I'd like to do to her. The head of my dick feels like it's going to explode, all the energy and passion of the last few days coming to a head.

I keep pumping and pumping hitting her back wall, it feels soooo wonderful. My shaft is hot and warm.

Eva is so tight it feels amazing..

We are both covered in sweat, out of breath, everything then explodes out of my dick, just like the space shuttle blasting into orbit!

I can feel my cum being pumped into Eva, as she explodes with me

.. Christ!

What an experience..Eva's earlier words come true.. I don't think I'm in heaven. I'm there!

"Wow. " She mutters.

" Your gonna kill me "

She laughed, kissing me softly. We lay for sometime just holding each other..

Lifting my head " We're gonna shower, eat, then do that again."

" Can you do that again? I don't think I can walk. "

" All night angel, all night.. and I'll help you walk.. " I smirked.. Staring down at her though I felt an odd emotion. I knew that for the first time in my life, I had found a woman who made me feel alive, and I had no intention of losing her.

" Shower with me, " I quietly ask, startled by my admission.

" Okay, give me a minute.. "

I bound into the bathroom, happy, euphoric even..

Standing under the spray waiting for Eva. hmm sex in the shower, just a quickie before dinner. " Eva? " Had she fallen asleep?

Several minutes later padding naked and wet into the room

" Ev…. a "

Oh god. No. No. Fucking no..

Sex toys and boxes of condoms lay strewn across the bed..

The message was clear...... She couldn't of found a better way to tell me to fuck off …

I could hardly breathe, panic coursing through my body.

" You fucking idiot! Gideon " I shout out loud at myself, punching my fist through the wooden panel of the bathroom door …

 

AUTHORS NOTE: Thank you for all the kind reviews, aways look forward to hearing from you all..

As usual all rights belong to Sylvia Day …

CHAPTER 16

Eva had fled … I couldn't blame her.No doubt she would believe I was only interested in sex. Fetching her here to the hotel was a monumental fuck up!

Christ! What had I been thinking? Where was my common sense?

That had been the problem really, I'd been led by my dick rather than my head! *

How must she of felt seeing all those sex toys ….. Stupid ….Stupid ….. Stupid.

All these thoughts cascading through my mind at an incredible pace... And now she'd fled …

Adrenaline pumped through my veins as I quickly dressed, I had to find her … I refused to allow my mind to dwell on the fact that she may of left me for good.

All the same a slow prevailing sickness rose in my gut.

I'd broken her trust, abused all the conditions she'd laid down.

Rushing into the elevator I'd phoned Eva 3 times before the car had finished it's descent, each time the calls going to voice mail.

Striding over to the front desk nearly catatonic with panic,I ask the manager which direction had Eva fled.

I spoke so quickly my words were almost incoherent, his inability to understand my words led to further frustration on my part.

" For God's sake. Which way did she leave? " I commanded.

My unease and frustration must of been on full display, even though I had tried to compose my features.

The manager pointed to the side entrance " That way. She went left. She looked upset.. "

My jaw hardened, my heart throbbed. God. No..

The guy must have wondered what the hell had happened. He knew I fetched women here, they usually left happy. He'd been in the room, seen all the sex toys in the cupboards, probably thought I'd done something sexually inappropriate. that's why she had run.


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