" I don't care about anything, when your touching me. "
She still hadn't come really clean about a safe word,to go further I needed her to submit to my wishes. Grasping her hair to hold her head still so she couldn't look away.
" Did you ever enjoy anal play? Accidentally or by deliberation?"
" No. " Her answer is clear and resolute.
" And yet you trust me to do this?"
Drawing my hand forward to smear the slickness of my semen back to her anus.
" You don't have to … " She whispers..
That's where she is wrong, I do have to, both of us have to face up to demons we would prefer to forget, better we do it together.. though I still want a safe word, it gives me guidance and some form of control.
" Yes I do. If you want something I'm the one to give it to you,all your needs, are mine to fulfil. What ever it costs me. "
" Thank you, Gideon. I want to be what you need too. "
All the while we are talking I'm gently lubricating Eva's behind, preparing her.
" You know what I need Eva,.. Control. Your asking me to take you to places that could be painful. We have to be careful. "
" I know. "
" Trust. Eva. It's hard for both of us. we can't afford to break it. Now choose a safe word,something powerful. No arguments Eva... Choose. " I place one finger against her rosette applying pressure.
" Crossfire." She moans.
" I like it. " I murmur, kissing her lips gently, my finger tenderly rimming her anus again and again. She flexes her rosette and I carefully slip my finger in to the knuckle.
The sensation is intense, it's scorching and so tight.
Eva's body sags against mine, alarmed at her reaction
" Are you okay? Should I stop? " I rasp.
" No…. don't stop.."
I push in slightly deeper." Your snug and red hot, yet so soft. Does it hurt? "
" No. Please. More. " She's obviously finding this a pleasant although intense experience.
Carrying on gently pushing my finger in a little further.
" How's that? "
" Good."
She thrusts her hips back, pushing her chest into me.Pulling her hair tighter, tilting her head back I take her mouth in a lush wet kiss,we become more frantic as Eva's arousal builds.
" Your beautiful, I love watching you come. " I growl.
" I need you. " She grabs my cock, lifting her under skirts and guides me inside her. Our standing position doesn't allow deep penetration, but it's enough. At the moment I'm fucking every orifice available, ass with my finger, her cunt with my cock and her mouth with my tongue.
I increase the tempo of my thrusts.
" Eva. Do you know what you do to me? "
It is a rhetorical question, my god … my cock is being pleasured not only by Eva's cunt but by my own finger I can feel it through the thin dividing wall.
" Your milking me.. I'm going to come when you do … "
The sensation is driving both of us wild … oh.. jesus.. no.. who the.. footsteps..
I stop.. Eva protests.
" Shh.. Someone's coming. " I whisper.
" Oh god. Magdelene came in earlier. What if she tol…. "
Eva panics.. " Don't move." I croon, smoothing the many layers of her dress down. " Your skirt hides everything. "
The door opens ….
Christopher.. Oh well it could of been worst. My mother for example.
He pauses assessing the situation. I'm glad Eva can't see his face.
He smirks.. He knows I'm fucking her.. Assuming his calm façade
"Is everything alright? "
" Of course.What do you want?" Just fuck off.. He won't of course he's enjoying this.
I resume gently pushing my finger in and out of Eva's anus. Eva digs her nails into my neck.
" Eva? " Christopher calls..
The bastard he's deliberately baiting me.
" Yes? " She gasps.
"Are you okay? "
I deliberately alter my stance, bumping my pelvis into Eva's clit. If Christopher thinks he can disrupt me, tough.. cause I'm not playing to his rules.
Eva struggles to answer, she's seconds away from coming.
" Y..yes ….. We're just ….. talking. About dinner. "
I push my finger against the thin wall inside her,stroking my cock from with in. Christopher stands there watching.. pervert..
" We'd be done sooner if you'd go, so tell me what you need."
" Mom's looking for you."
" Why? " I rock into her, pushing a deep thrust with my finger into her behind.
She climaxes.. stifling her need to cry out loud by biting down hard on my nipple, my hips jerk and I come hot and hard into her.
Christopher's eyes widen…. …
"I…I'll tell mom you'll be out soon. "
" If you must. Seen enough? Are you going now? "
He left.. thank god.. I'm not normally an exhibitionist.but wow that was.. well it just was.
I haven't finished though,lifting Eva back onto the armrest I pound into her between her spread thighs riding out the rest of my orgasm …..
CHAPTER 29
"I don't want us to fight anymore. " Eva quietly murmurs, perched on a bathroom unit where I'd placed her as I gently wiping her clean, before seeing to myself.
After fastening my fly, I carefully run my fingers across her cheek
" We don't fight, angel. We just have to learn not to scare the hell out of each other. "
" You make it sound so easy " she grumbles.
Eva's hair has that just fucked look, so I run my fingers through the wayward strands trying to restore some order to her dishevelled look.
" Easy or hard doesn't matter. We'll get through, we have to.We'll discuss when we get home. I think I've discovered the crux of the problem. "
She closes her eyes, only to open them a few moments later with a twinkle of bedevilment shining through.
" Your mother seemed surprised I'm a blonde," she casually smiles
Umm, thanks mom! two can play at this game …
"Did she? "
" My mother too. Not about me being blonde,that you'd be interested in one. "
Hell, had I been that obvious? Play it cool Gideon.
"Was she? "
"Gideon," she admonishes.
" Hmm, " kissing her face, running my hands over her body, in a blatant attempt at distraction.
"I 'm not your usual type, am I? "
Damn, it didn't work. I still not going there though.
" I have one type. Eva Tramell, that's it."
She rolls her eyes, " Okay, whatever. "
" Eva, what does it matter? You're who I'm with."
She sighs,"It's not important, I'm just curious. People don't usually stray from their preferred type."
Eva's emotional insecurities always take me by surprise. A girl with her mind,looks and body has no need to be insecure.
Stepping between her legs wrapping my arms around her hips. "Lucky you fit my type." I whisper into her ear.
" Gideon, " she mews, relaxing against me "you don't fit any type. Your in a class of your own."
" Like what you see?" I tease, ready if needs be to take her back into the library again.
" You know I do …, come on let's go, before we start screwing like minks again.. "
My thoughts exactly baby … And here,of all places..
Pressing my cheek to hers " Only you could blow my mind in a place that's always made my skin crawl. Thank you angel, for being what I need and want."
"Oh Gideon, " from her perch on the unit she wraps her arms and legs around me holding me as close as possible." You came here for me, didn't you? To take me away from this place that you hate? "
Thank God, at last she understands.
"I'd walk to hell for you Eva, and this is pretty damn close.I went to your apartment, to drag you home with me. That's when I learned you'd come here.. Eva you must stay away from Christopher."
"Why though? He seems nice."
Puling back to look firmly into her eyes,"you have to trust me Eva.He hates me,so he's reaching out to you, because he knows it hurts me.. He's unbalanced, it makes him dangerous."
She nods, I can see she still has more questions,here isn't the place to continue this conversation.
" Okay,I do trust you.I'll keep my distance."
"Thank you, lets go and grab Cary and get out of here."
…..
Back in the garden we make our way hand in hand, realizing I haven't mentioned how fabulous Eva looks in her dress.
"You look gorgeous, Eva. The dress and those fuck me heels."
"Well they clearly work, " she teases. "Thank you."
I couldn't resist.. " What for, the compliment or the fucking? "
"Hush! " She whispers, flushing profusely.
I laugh loudly, before planting a wet kiss on her mouth.
"Gideon!.. I'm so happy your here."
My mothers voice, my heart sinks..instantly I resume my usual icy mask putting up a shield which radiates distance discouraging any form of intimacy. "Mother, "
She comes to an abrupt halt.. Good.. Because I'm not here for her.
"You can thank Eva for me being here.I've come to take her away."
I know my mothers ways well.she will be intrigued by Eva,for once I had actually believed Christopher the other day in my office when he inferred it was our mom who had initiated the invite for Eva, Cary as well no doubt. Eva has direct access to me,plus she is a rich mans daughter, Cary is an up and coming model. These attributes appeal to her, she is a fickle woman and likes to be seen with the right set.
"But she's having a good time,aren't you Eva? you should stay for her sake. "
Eva tenses, her hand flexing in mine. I don't appreciate Eva being put under pressure.
" Don't put Eva on the spot. You got what you wanted.. You've met her "
" Well perhaps you'll both come for dinner later this week? "
I don't even bother to acknowledge that, is she insane, does she really think I can forget the past so easily. Dinner here? if it wasn't so sick a suggestion I'd laugh. Instead I just arch my brow. Fortunately, Cary appears, catching his eye I gesture over for him to join us.
"Oh, not Cary too. He's the life of the party! " My mother moans.
I felt compelled to warn my mother away from Cary, he is a nice guy and I don't want my family taking advantage.
Eventually, Cary and Eva start saying their goodbyes, I stay at Eva's side though remain aloof and detached from all others. Walking towards the house Eva catches my arm,
" Go get your sister so we can say goodbye, "
Huh.. Why?
" What " I query, confounded, I hardly know her. I'd left home when she was small, our contact has been limited since then. Although I admit I hold no grudge against her, I just don't know her.
For Eva's sake I gesture Ireland over. As she makes her way across Eva squeezes my hand,
"Listen, tell her your sorry you haven't had chance to catch up, tell her to ring you sometime, if she wants."
I look at Eva aghast …
" Catch up on what?"
" She'll do all the talking if you give her a chance." Eva smiles a knowing look, she's up to something.
"She's a teenage girl. Why would I want to do that? " I ask exasperated.
Kissing me softly on the ear " Because I'll owe you."
Kissing her hard I decide to play along. "Okay, but your up to something, so we'll leave it open, you owe me more than one. Quantity to be determined."
…
Once back home, we shower. I can't quite believe she's here with me I touch her constantly for reassurance, washing her from top to toe. After drying her off I lead her back to the bedroom where I have placed a teal silk kimono I'd purchased on last weeks shopping spree.
Eva's delighted, "don't I get panties? "
" No. there's a phone on the wall, press speed dial and tell who ever you speak to, you want double my usual order from Peter Lugers."
….
From the seat in my office I survey the collage of pictures across from me of Eva and myself.
Hmm. How to do this? This is the moment of truth. I'm not sure how Eva is going to react.One thing is certain,no longer am I willing to hold back the force of my personality.Eva's going to have to learn to deal with it.
The major issue is trust. I'm still overwhelmed by the trust Eva gave to me earlier, sexually. It had worked out okay … Only because I'd taken control if I hadn't the consequences could of been disastrous. Both of us resolve our issues through sex,though a lot of our problems have also arisen through this. The night of the Advocacy dinner I allowed Eva control sexually, freaking me out.
At the hotel I hadn't intended taking her there, I allowed my own sexual desire and Eva's urgency 'Let's find somewhere close by where I can jump you ' she'd pleaded. I conceded … taking her there.
I'd been reining in my usual dominance,frightened of losing her. This had sent out mixed signals to Eva. Her sexual past and character affected her relationships, she wasn't a dominant sexually.
Both of us use sex to reaffirm our commitment to each other, the best sex we have had is when Eva truly gives herself over to me, allows me control, it makes her feel loved and safe, as for me I only truly feel she is mine,when she allows me this control,accepting me for who I am, seeing the real me,dominant with traces of dark issues. My sexual past has shaped my future, I can never give up control sexually and really get off on it, plus it is my nature to be in charge of all situations. I have to get Eva to recognize this, accept us for what we are.
" Angel," Eva wanders into my home office, " take a seat I think your going to need it."
Eva's eyes wander to the collage of pictures, eyes widening in surprise, then warmth and pleasure as she realizes how much she has played on my mind these past few days.
" Here, " I pass her a small photo frame similar to the one she gave me, it has three photos of us together. "I figured since you wink and smile at me all day it's only fair that you have something to remind you of me. "
She's delighted, " Thank you, it's lovely. Though I don't need a photo to remind me of you. You've been on my mind constantly."
"I wouldn't let you forget."
Right here we go, I look straight at her, calm and determined,she seems slightly worried. Fetching us both a drink of cognac I settle back in my seat.
" I think I've worked out our first mishap, the one that's led to all our stumbles since."
"Oh?"
"Take a drink,angel. I think you'll need it."
I watch her carefully as she sips her drink.
" I need to ask you something. which was hotter Eva,sex in the limo, when you were in charge or at the hotel when I took over?"
She fidgets clearly uneasy at the direction of the conversation.
"I thought you enjoyed what happened in the limo while it was happening, not what happened later of course."
" I loved it. The image of you in that red dress riding my cock, the little sounds you were making will haunt me forever. You can top me again in the future, I'm game for it."
She immediately tenses,face going white.
" Gideon, your beginning to freak me out,all this talk of safewords and topping.It's leading to somewhere I can't go." She's misunderstanding what I'm Saying,
"Your thinking of pain and bondage.I'm talking of consensual power exchange. Do you want another drink Angel? You're very pale."
Anger courses through her …
" You think? " Setting her glass down."It sounds like your telling me your a dominant." She snaps.
Smiling, slightly shaking my head, trust Eva to turn this around to me, when it's her I'm talking about.
" Angel, you always knew that. What I'm telling you is that your a submissive. "
She jumps to her feet, furious … hell.. She's gonna run again …..
CHAPTER 30 The ring.
"Don't, " my voice is low, the bite of command is there "Your not running yet. We're not done."
Eva's eyes are dark and stormy " you don't know what your talking about. You know what I went through, I need control as much as you."
As she speaks she's fidgeting, making tiny movements away towards the door.
"Sit down,Eva. " Come what may she is going to hear me out.
Trying to prove her point she obstinately remains standing..
And I just love this side of her … fiery.. pushing my buttons like no one else ever has.
Smiling " Do you have any idea how crazy I am about you? "
"Your crazy alright, if you think I'm going to put up with been ordered around, especially sexually."
She still doesn't get it …
" Come on,Eva. You know I don't want to beat you, punish you, hurt you, demean you or order you around like a pet. Those aren't needs either of us has. " Leaning closer to her." Your the most important thing in my life. I treasure you.I want to protect you and make you feel safe. That's why we're talking about this."
"I don't need to be dominated!" She screeches.
Patience.. I need to be patient and attempt to explain myself better.
" Trust. What you need is someone to trust …" Eva opens her mouth to interrupt. " No… close your mouth, Eva. You'll wait until I'm finished."
Her protest sputters into silence.
" Eva you asked me to reacquaint you with acts previously used to hurt and terrorize you. I can't tell you what that trust means to me, or what it would do if I broke that trust. I can't risk it. We have to do this right."
Eva has a set determined look on her face, crossing her arms in a defensive stance, still refusing to sit down …
"I guess I'm dumber than bricks.I thought our sex life was rockin'."
She still seems to be deliberately misunderstanding me, I decide to ignore her last comment and carry on as if she hasn't spoken..
"You asked me to meet a need of yours today and I agreed. Now we need to …. "
I was going to say try to trust each over completely,work out what suits us both best, and for her to be willing to let me care for her safety, protect her. Sexually allow me control.
"If I'm not what you want, just spit it out! Don't try to pretty it up with.."
I'd heard enough.. may be a practical demonstration would convince her.
Shooting up and round the desk I am on her before she manages to take a few steps back.
I kiss her passionately, wrapping my arms tightly round her lifting her towards the wall, restraining her movements with my body catching her by the wrists and lifting her arms high above her head.
Bending my knees I nip her nipples through the silk wrap with my mouth, meanwhile, running my hardened erection over her swollen clit.
She gasps, sagging into my embrace. Kissing along her brow I murmur," see how easily you submit when I take over. And it feels good, doesn't it? It feels right."
" That's not fair! " She gasps.
No it isn't, life seldom is, but Eva needs to understand …. Understanding leads to acceptance …
" Of course it is.It's also true." I purr.
Eva's eyes roam over my face. The longing she feels for me openly on display.
" I can't help it you turn me on, my body is physiologically supposed to soften, so you can shove that big cock in me."
I press my body closer,letting her feel my cock, pressing home my theory.
"Eva, let's be honest. You want me to have control. It's important to you that you can trust me to take care of you. There's nothing wrong with that. The reverse is true for me ….
I need you to trust me enough to give up that control." She absorbs what I'm saying, yet still retains an attitude of disbelieve and defiance.
"I 'm NOT a submissive "
Come on angel think... think back …
"You are with me. If you look back you'll see you've been yielding to me all along. "
She shakes her head, her expression bewildered.
" Your good in bed! And have more experience." Her face falls "I'm sorry I haven't been as exciting for you."
This annoys me. Once again she's turning this around to me, when it's her we're discussing.
" Bullshit Eva. You know how much I enjoy making love to you. If I could get away with it, I'd do nothing else.We're not talking about games that get me off."
"Then we're talking about what gets me off? Is that what this is?" She snaps.
Damn.This isn't going to plan.
"Yes. I thought so."
I'm feeling frustrated at my inability to explain myself clearly.And Damn it! She's upset.
" Your upset.I didn't mean …., I thought discussing this would help us."
She bursts into tears.
"Gideon. Your breaking my heart."
I snatch her into my arms. I need to show her the room,her room.. the one I have had recreated from the photos I took whist she slept at her apartment.
Taking her to the door." Turn the handle, Eva." I murmur softly.
Setting her down in the room, she seems lost, staring around in confusion.
I explain how I have recreated her room, so if she feels the need to run she has somewhere to go, where I know she is safe and has not left me. I promise not to bother her here until she's ready.
Oddly enough the first question she asks is whether we will still sleep together..
Oh Eva…
"Of course, everynight how could you think other wise," I reassure her.
Holding her face between my hands " Talk to me Eva. What's going on in that beautiful head of yours?"
"What's going through my head. What the fuck is going through yours? What happened in the four days we broke up?"
Inhaling sharply," We never broke up, Eva."
The phone rings, it is a welcome interruption,I don't want to argue with her.Eva isn't ready to accept that's she's a submissive.. Not yet, but she will …
"That's our dinner."
I leave to collect the dinner, arranging the food on the heating plates. Eva remains in her room laid on the bed curled round one of the pillows.
This hurts I don't like seeing her like this.
" Please don't make me eat on my own."
"Why don't you just order me to eat with you." She retorts.
Sighing, I slip down beside her spooning her body,for a long while neither of us speak, she remains tense and silent.
"Eva, I can't stand you being unhappy.Talk to me."
"I don't know what to say. I thought we were coming to a point where things would smooth out between us."
"Your tense, Eva. It hurts when you pull away from me."
Rolling, she turns to face me, then pushes me onto my back, mounting and straddling my hips in one smooth motion, running her heated core over my pulsing cock. Raking her hands over my chest.
My breathing quickens, my already hardened cock growing larger.
Inwardly I'm smiling.I know what she is trying to do. Prove that she can have control sexually.. Well she can, cause I don't mind her doing this, I'm topping from the bottom, and I intend to enjoy it.
She rocks to and forth "Is this so bad,are you lying there thinking your not giving me what I want because I'm in charge."
Placing my hands on her hips guiding her movements. I look her straight in the eye "I've told you before I'll take you however I can get you."
"Whatever. Don't think I don't know your topping from the bottom."
Ahh.. she's seem through my rouse.. never mind. I smile unapologetically.
Sliding down she licks her way across my chest, sucking each nipple gently, meanwhile her hands,softly stroke over my balls and gently along my shaft sending small shivers of delight shuddering throughout,it's almost torture..
"Are you trying to punish me with pleasure? Because you can.You can bring me to my knees. "
" I wish." She sighs.
"Don't worry.. we'll get through this, like everything else."
" Why are you positive your right?Are you trying to prove a point?"
She raise's herself to her knees as she asks this grasping my shaft tightly.
" I think you might just prove yours." I rasp, barely containing my fervor.
She kisses me all demand and sex.. then shimmies down my body to fellate my cock. By the time she's finishes I'm damp with sweat and panting, crying out her name and cursing as I spurt red hot cum down her throat.
…
"Your insatiable " I calmly murmur, whilst eating dinner.
Eva's full of her self, "Well, duh. Your gorgeous, sexy and extremely well hung."
I laugh at her description of me," I'm glad you approve. I'm also extremely wealthy."
"Who cares? " She carelessly answers. Spoken like someone who has always had money.
"Well, I do actually."
"I only care about your money if it means you can give up work to be my sex slave."
"Hmm, Let's discuss. I could afford it, but you'd get bored and dump me. Think you've proved your point do you? "
"Should I prove it again?"
"The fact your still horny proves mine don't you think? "
"Are you projecting?"
Christ. She wants sex again.. well she can wait.. For an answer I just shoot her a look. Then I wish I hadn't cause she loses her confidence again.
"Gideon, " She tentatively murmurs "Would you tell me if our sex life didn't satisfy you?"
"Don't be ridiculous,Eva."
"Well I know I'm not your usual type, and we haven't tried any of those sex toys you had in the hotel.. "
Enough, I know where this is heading, she's questioning my commitment, her low self esteem makes her vulnerable, she'll want sex again as prove of my commitment. She has to stop this, sex shouldn't be about proof.
"Stop talking.I'm not going to listen to you shredding your self esteem."
"What? Your the only one who can do all the talking? " She scowls.
" Eva. You can pick a fight, but it still won't get you fucked."
"Who said….. " Her face goes red, she realizes I'm right, slowly I think I am finally getting through to her.
"wait here." I leave the room, returning minutes later with the ring box.
Placing the box beside her plate, I resume my seat.
Eva turns deathly white, shaking slightly, her features bewildered she lifts her eyes to mine.
Reaching across gently running my finger tips across her cheek "It's not that ring. Not yet, Your not ready for it. "
For a few brief seconds she looks disappointed, then relieved.
"Open it." I breath.
"Bonds she murmurs,secured by crosses."
"Not quite. I see the ropes as the many facets of you, binding us together. The crosses,are me holding on to you,by my fingernails it feels."
Eva is immobile, stunned. "But you gave me back my keys." She whispers.
Catching her hand,"there were many reasons for that. You left wearing only a robe. If Cary hadn't been there, I can't stand thinking what could of happened."
She kisses my hand "Thank you Gideon," Closing the lid of the ring box."It means a lot to me."
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