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women, has all been eaten. They have been dressed for going out into

the pretty Park, undressed and dressed again for going out to tea

with the little boys and girls next door; undressed and dressed again

for the party. They have read their little book? have seen a little

play, have looked at pretty pictures. The kind gentleman with the

long hair has played the piano to them. They have danced. Their

little feet are really quite tired. The footman brings them home.

They are put into their little nighties. The candle is blown out,

the nursery door is softly closed.

Now and again some restless little man, wearying of the smug nursery,

will run out past the garden gate, and down the long white road; will

find the North Pole or, failing that, the South Pole, or where the

Nile rises, or how it feels to fly; will climb the Mountains of the

Moon--do anything, go anywhere, to escape from Nurse Civilisation's

everlasting apron strings.

Or some queer little woman, wondering where the people come from,

will run and run till she comes to the great town, watch in wonder

the strange folk that sweat and groan--the peaceful nursery, with the

toys, the pretty frocks never quite the same again to her.

But to the nineteen-twentieths of the well-to-do the world beyond the

nursery is an unknown land. Terrible things occur out there to

little men and women who have no pretty nursery to live in. People

push and shove you about, will even tread on your toes if you are not

careful. Out there is no kind, strong Nurse Bank-Balance to hold

one's little hand, and see that no harm comes to one. Out there, one

has to fight one's own battles. Often one is cold and hungry, out

there.

One has to fend for oneself, out there; earn one's dinner before one

eats it, never quite sure of the week after next. Terrible things

take place, out there: strain and contest and fierce endeavour; the

ways are full of dangers and surprises; folk go up, folk go down; you

have to set your teeth and fight. Well-to-do little men and women

shudder. Draw down the nursery blinds.

Robina had a little dog. It led the usual dog's life: slept in a

basket on an eiderdown cushion, sheltered from any chance draught by

silk curtains; its milk warmed and sweetened; its cosy chair reserved

for it, in winter, near the fire; in summer, where the sun might

reach it; its three meals a day that a gourmet might have eaten

gladly; its very fleas taken off its hands.

And twice a year still extra care was needed, lest it should wantonly

fling aside its days and nights of luxurious ease, claim its small

share of the passion and pain that go to the making of dogs and men.

For twice a year there came a wind, salt with the brine of earth's

ceaseless tides, whispering to it of a wondrous land whose sharpest

stones are sweeter than the silken cushions of all the world without.

One winter's night there was great commotion. Babette was nowhere to

be found. We were living in the country, miles away from everywhere.

"Babette, Babette," cried poor frenzied Robina; and for answer came

only the laughter of the wind, pausing in his game of romps with the

snow-flakes.

Next morning an old woman from the town four miles away brought back

Babette at the end of a string. Oh, such a soaked, bedraggled

Babette! The old woman had found her crouching in a doorway, a

bewildered little heap of palpitating femininity; and, reading the

address upon her collar, and may be scenting a not impossible reward,

had thought she might as well earn it for herself.

Robina was shocked, disgusted. To think that Babette--dainty,

petted, spoilt Babette--should have chosen of her own accord to go

down into the mud and darkness of the vulgar town; to leave her

curtained eiderdown to tramp the streets like any drab! Robina, to

whom Babette had hitherto been the ideal dog, moved away to hide her

tears of vexation. The old dame smiled. She had borne her good man

eleven, so she told us. It had been a hard struggle, and some had

gone down, and some were dead; but some, thank God, were doing well.

The old dame wished us good day; but as she turned to go an impulse

seized her. She crossed to where Babette, ashamed, yet half defiant,

sat a wet, woeful little image on the hearthrug, stooped and lifted

the little creature in her thin, worn arms.

"It's trouble you've brought yourself," said the old dame. "You

couldn't help it, could you?"

Babette's little pink tongue stole out.

"We understand, we know--we Mothers," they seemed to be saying to one

another.

And so the two kissed.

I think the terrace will be my favourite spot. Ethelbertha thinks,

too, that on sunny days she will like to sit there. From it, through

an opening I have made in the trees, I can see the cottage just a

mile away at the edge of the wood. Young Bute tells me it is the

very place he has been looking for. Most of his time, of course, he

has to pass in town, but his Fridays to Mondays he likes to spend in

the country. Maybe I shall hand it over to him. St. Leonard's

chimneys we can also see above the trees. Dick tells me he has quite

made up his mind to become a farmer. He thinks it would be a good

plan, for a beginning, to go into partnership with St. Leonard. It

is not unlikely that St. Leonard's restless temperament may prompt

him eventually to tire of farming. He has a brother in Canada doing

well in the lumber business, and St. Leonard often talks of the

advantages of the colonies to a man who is bringing up a large

family. I shall be sorry to lose him as a neighbour; though I see

the advantages, under certain possibilities, of Mrs. St. Leonard's

address being Manitoba.

Veronica also thinks the terrace may come to be her favourite

resting-place.

"I suppose," said Veronica, "that if anything was to happen to

Robina, everything would fall on me."

"It would be a change, Veronica," I suggested. "Hitherto it is you

who have done most of the falling."

"Suppose I've got to see about growing up," said Veronica.

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