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Pasha stood trembling as she stared at the thing. 'Dear Creator,' she whispered. 'It's a mriswith.' She took a step back. 'What happened to it?'

'What happened to it? I killed it, that's what happened to it. What sort of thing is a mriswith?'

Her big brown eyes came to his. 'What do you mean, you killed it? You can't kill a mriswith. No one has ever killed a mriswith.'

Her face was a picture of consternation.

'Well, someone has killed one now.'

'You killed it at night, didn't you.'

'Yes.' Richard frowned. 'How do you know that?'

'Mriswith are rarely seen outside Hagen Woods, but there have been reports over the last few thousand years. Reports given by people who somehow managed to live long enough to tell what they saw. The mriswith always take on the color of what is around them. In one report, one rose up in the tidal flats, and was the color of mud. One time in the sand dunes, it was the color of the sand. One report noted that in the light of a golden sunset, the mriswith was golden. When they kill at night, they're never seen, because they are black, like the night. We think they have the ability, maybe the magic, to assume the color of their surroundings. Since this one is black, I guessed that you killed it at night.'

Richard took her arm, gently pulling her away. She seemed transfixed by the creature. He could feel her trembling under his hand.

'Pasha, what are they?'

'Things that live in the Hagen Woods. I don't know what they are. I've heard it said that in the war that separated the New World from the Old, the wizards created armies of the mriswith. Some people believe the mriswith are sent by the Nameless One.

'But the Hagen Woods are their home. And the home of other things. They are why no one lives out in the country on this side of the river. Sometimes, they come out of the woods, and hunt people. They never devour their kills, they seem simply to kill for the sake of killing. Mriswith disembowel their victims. Some live long enough to tell what got them; that is how we know as much as we know.'

'How long have the Hagen Woods, the creatures, been here?'

'As far as I know, at least as long as the Palace of the Prophets, nearly three thousand years.'

She took a fistful of his shirt. 'In all that time, no one, not once, has ever killed a mriswith. Every victim said that they never saw it until after it slashed them open. Some of those victims have been Sisters, and wizards, and not even their Han warned them. They said they were blind to its coming, as if they were born without the gift. How is it you were able to kill a mriswith?'

Richard remembered seeing it coming in his mind. He took her hand from his shirt. 'Maybe I was just lucky.

Someone was bound to get one sooner or later. Maybe this one was just a half-wit.'

'Richard, please, come away with me. This is not the way to have a test of wills with the palace. This could get you killed.'

'I'm not testing anyone's will, I'm taking responsibility for my actions. It's my fault Sister Verna was demoted; I've got to set it straight. I'm taking a stand for what's right. If I don't do that, then I am nothing.'

'Richard, if the sun sets on you in the Hagen Woods -'

'You are wasting precious time, Pasha.'

CHAPTER 52

It was late afternoon when he heard them coming. He heard the sound of only one horse, and Pasha's voice calling out the direction. At last they broke into the clearing.

Richard sheathed his sword. 'Bonnie!' He gave the horse's neck a scratch. 'How you doing, girl?'

Bonnie nuzzled his chest. Richard pushed his fingers in the side of her mouth and felt the bit while Sister Maren frowned at him.

'I'm glad to see you use a snaffle bit, Sister.'

'The stableboys said they couldn't find the spade bits.' She glared down at him suspiciously. 'Seems they vanished. Mysteriously.'

'That so?' Richard shrugged. 'Can't say I'm sorry.'

Pasha was panting with the effort of having kept up with the Sister on her horse. Her white blouse was soaked with sweat. She fussed hopelessly with the matted, tangled mess of her hair. The Sister must have made Pasha walk, as punishment. Sister Maren, in her plain brown dress buttoned to her neck, looked cool and comfortable atop the horse.

'So, Richard,' Sister Maren said, as she dismounted, 'I am here, as you requested. What is it you want?'

She knew very well what he wanted, but Richard decided to restate it in a pleasant tone. 'It's quite simple. Sister Verna is to be restored to Sister. At once. And you are also to return her dacra to her.'

She gestured dismissively. 'And here I thought you would want something unreasonable. This is simple. It is done. Verna is returned to Sister. It makes no difference to me.'

'And when she asks why, I don't want you to tell her about this business with me. Just say you reconsidered, or something, and decided to reinstate her. If you want, you can tell her you prayed for guidance from your Creator, and it came to you that she should remain a Sister.'

She brushed some of her fine, sandy hair back from her face. That would suit me. Are you satisfied? Is everything to your liking?'

'That would end it, and keep our truce.'

'Good. Now that the trifling matters are dispensed with, show me this dead bear. Pasha has half the palace in an uproar with some babble about you killing a mriswith.' Pasha furiously studied the ground as Sister Maren directed a scolding frown in her direction. The foolish child never sets her slippered foot on anything that hasn't been swept, scrubbed, or polished. The only time she sticks her head out-of-doors is go see the latest bolt of lace to come to Tanimura. She wouldn't know a rabbit from an ox, and she certainly wouldn't know a... What is that smell?'

'Bear guts,' Richard said.

He held out his arm, showing her the way. Pasha deferentially stepped aside. Sister Maren straightened her dress at her hips and marched toward the trees. Pasha peeked up at him, and when they heard Sister Maren gasp, her head came the rest of the way up and she smiled.

When Sister Maren stepped backward to them, her face white as bed sheets, Pasha resumed her study of the ground.

Sister Maren's trembling fingers lifted Pasha's chin. 'You have spoken the truth,' she whispered. 'Forgive me, child.'

Pasha curtsied. 'Of course, Sister Maren. Thank you for taking the time to witness my report.'

Sister Maren's haughty attitude had vanished, to be replaced by sincere concern. She turned to Richard. 'How did this creature die?' Richard lifted the sword clear of its scabbard a half foot and then slid it home. Then what Pasha said is true? You killed it?'

Richard shrugged. 'I spend quite a lot of my time out-of-doors. I knew it was no rabbit.'

Sister Maren returned to the creature, mumbling to herself. 'I must study it. This is an unprecedented opportunity.'

Pasha looked to Richard and wrinkled her nose in disgust as the Sister ran her finger over the lipless slit of a mouth, touched the ear holes, and ran her hand across the glossy black skin. She tugged at the hide clothes, pulling them this way and that as she inspected them.

She rose to her feet, peering down at the entrails. Finally, she turned to Richard.

'Where is the cape? Pasha said it had a cape.'

When the mriswith had lunged, and he had sliced it in two, the cape had been billowed open and so it was undamaged. While Richard had been waiting for Pasha to return with the Sister, he had accidentally learned the astonishing thing the cape could do. After that, he had washed it clean of blood, hung it over branches to dry, and then stuffed it away in his pack. He had no intention of giving that cape away.

'It's mine. It is a prize of battle. I'm keeping it.'

She looked perplexed. 'But, the knives... don't men fancy things like that as prizes of battle? Why would you want a cape instead of the knives?'

Richard tapped the hilt. 'I have my sword. Why would I want knives that have proven inferior to my sword? I've always wanted a long black cape, and it's a fine one, so I'm keeping it.'

The furrows of her scowl stole back onto her face. 'Is this another condition of your truce?'

'If need be.'

The furrows softened. She sighed. 'I guess it doesn't matter. It is the creature that is important, not its cape.' She turned back to the reeking corpse. 'I must study this.'

While she bent back to the mriswith, Richard hooked his bow, quiver of arrows, and pack to the front of the saddle. He put his foot in the stirrup and sprang up onto Bonnie.

'Don't stay after the sun goes down, Sister Maren.'

She glanced over her shoulder. 'My horse. You can't have my horse.'

Richard smiled apologetically. 'I twisted my ankle fighting the mriswith. I'm sure you wouldn't want the palace's newest pupil limping all the way home, now, would you? I might fall and crack my skull.'

'But...'

Richard reached down and gripped Pasha's arm. She gasped in surprise as he yanked her up, sitting her behind him on Bonnie. 'Please don't let the sun set on you here, Sister. I hear it's dangerous in the Hagen Woods after dark.'

Pasha hid her face from the Sister, and he could feel her giggling softly against his back.

'Yes, yes,' Sister Maren said, her eyes already lost to the mriswith, 'all right. You two go on back. You have done well, both of you. I must study this creature before the animals get to it.'

Pasha held him so tight that he could hardly breathe. It was distracting to feel her firm breasts mashed against his back. Her fingers gripped his chest, trying to get a better hold on him, as if she was afraid she might fall at any moment.

When they were clear of the woods, and into the open hills, he slowed Bonnie to a walk and pried Pasha's hands off.

She clamped them right back. 'Richard! I might fall!'

He pulled her hands loose again. 'You're not going to fall. Just hold on easy, and let your hips move with the horse. Use your balance; you don't need to cling for dear life.'

She gripped his sides. 'Well, I'll try.'

The sky was turning golden as they descended the rounded hills toward the city. Richard swayed with Bonnie's steps as she went over rocks and across shallow ravines, and thought about the mriswith, and his hunger to fight it. The craving to go back into the Hagen Woods still burned in the back of his mind.

'Your ankle isn't really twisted, is it?' Pasha asked after a long ride in silence.

'No.'

'You lied to a Sister. Richard, you must learn that lying is wrong. The Creator hates lies.'

'So Sister Verna has told me.'

He decided he didn't want to ride anymore with her holding on to him, so he dismounted and lead Bonnie by the reins. Pasha scooted forward into the saddle.

'Then why did you do it if you know it's wrong?'

'Because I wanted to make Sister Maren walk back. She made you walk all the way out there again as punishment for something that was not your fault.'

Pasha slid off Bonnie and came up to walk beside him. She raked her fingers through her hair, trying to arrange it to her satisfaction.

'That was very nice of you.' She put a hand on his arm. 'I think we're going to become good friends.'

Richard pretended to turn and look around as he walked so that her arm fell away. 'Can you get this collar off me?'

'The Rada'Han? Well, no. Only a full Sister is able to remove a Rada'Han. I don't know how.'

'Then we are not going to be friends. I have no use for you.'

'You have gone to great risk for Sister Verna. She must be your friend. A person only does such things for friends. You went out of your way to see that I had a horse to ride back. You must hope we can become friends.'

Richard watched the country ahead as he walked. 'Sister Verna is not my friend. I did as I did only because what was done to her was my fault and was unjust. That is the only reason.

'When I decide to get this collar off, only those who help me will be my friends. Sister Verna has made it clear that she will not help me get the collar off. She intends that it remain on me. When the time comes, if she stands in my way, I will kill her, the same as I will kill any other Sister who tries to stop me. The same as I will kill you, if you stand in my way.'

'Richard,' she scoffed, 'you're a mere student; you shouldn't brag about your powers so. It's unbecoming to a young man. You should not even joke about such things.' She took his arm again. 'I don't believe you would ever hurt a woman....'

'Then you believe wrong.'

'Most young men have trouble adjusting at first, but you will come to trust in me. We will become friends, I'm sure of it.'

Richard yanked his arm away and spun to her. This is no game, Pasha. If you get in my way when I decide the time has come, I will cut your pretty little throat.'

She peered up at him with a coy smile. 'Do you really think I have a pretty neck?'

'It's a figure of speech,' he growled.

He moved on, tugging Bonnie ahead. Pasha hastened her step to keep up. She walked in silence for a time, busying herself with pulling little knots and burrs from her hair.

Richard was in no mood to be pleasant. Killing the mris-with had brought him a strange feeling of fulfillment, but it was fading now, and his frustration with his situation was returning, and it brought with it the anger.

Pasha's face brightened. She put on a pleasant smile.

'I don't know anything about you, Richard. Why don't you tell me about yourself?'

'What do you want to know?'

'Well, what did you do... before you came to the palace? Did you have some kind of skill? A profession you worked at?'

Richard scuffed his boots through the dirt. 'I was a woods guide.'

'Where?'

'Where I grew up, in Hartland, in Westland.'

Pasha pulled the white blouse away from her chest, trying to dry it. 'I'm afraid I don't know where that is. I don't know about the New World. Someday, when I'm a Sister, maybe I'll be called upon to go there, and help a boy.'

Richard didn't say anything, so she went on. 'So you were a woods guide. That must have been scary, being out in the woods all the time. Weren't you afraid of the animals? I'd be afraid of the animals.'

'Why? If a rabbit jumped out of a bush, you could just burn it to ashes with your Han.'

She giggled. 'I'd still be frightened. I like the city better.' She pulled some hair back from her face and looked at him as they walked. She had a funny way of wrinkling her nose. 'Did you have a... well, you know, a girl, a love, or anything?'

Richard was taken by surprise at the question. His mouth opened, but no words came out. He snapped it closed. He was not about to discuss Kahlan with her.

'I have a wife.'

Pasha missed a step. She hurried to catch back up. 'A wife!' She considered a moment. Her voice now had an edge to it. 'What is her name?'

Richard kept his eyes straight ahead as he walked. 'Her name is Du Chaillu.'

Pasha twisted a strand of hair around her finger. 'Is she pretty? What does she look like?'

'Yes, she is pretty. She has thick black hair, a little longer than yours. She has attractive breasts, and the rest of her is shapely, too.'

From the corner of his eye he could see Pasha's face glowing red. She picked at the end of the strand of hair. Her voice came quiet and cold, despite her trying to layer indifference over it.

'How long have you known her?'

'A few days.'

Her hand fell away from her hair. 'What do you mean, a few days? How could you only know her a few days?'

'When Sister Verna and I went to the Majendie land, a few days ago, they had her chained up. They were going to sacrifice her to their spirits, and they wanted me to do the killing. Sister Verna said I was to do as the Majendie wished, so we could pass through their land.

'Instead, I disobeyed Sister Verna, and shot an arrow at their Queen Mother, pinning her arm to a pole. I told them that if they didn't let Du Chaillu go, and make peace with the Baka Ban Mana, I would put the next arrow through the Queen Mother's head. They wisely agreed.'

'She is one of the savages?'

'She is Baka Ban Mana. A wisewoman. She is not a savage.'

'And she wed you because you were her hero? Because you rescued her?'

'No. Sister Verna and I had to go through her land, to come here. When we were there, I killed her five husbands.'

Pasha snatched him by the arm. 'They are blade masters! You managed to kill five of them?'

Richard started walking again. 'No, I killed thirty of them.' Pasha gasped. 'Her five husbands were among the thirty. Du Chaillu is their spirit woman, and said I was now the leader of her people. She said that since she was the spirit woman, and I their leader, their Caharin, I was now her husband.'

Pasha's smile crept back. Then you aren't really her husband. She was just telling you some of her savage... some of her Baka Ban Mana spirit babble.'

Richard didn't say anything. Pasha's smile evaporated. Her scowl returned. 'Then how do you know what her breasts, and the rest of her, looks like?' She looked the other way and gave a sniff. 'I suppose she rewarded you for your valor.'

'I know because when they sent me in to kill her, she had a collar around her neck and she was chained to a wall. She was held naked in that collar so that men could rape her whenever they wanted.' Pasha swallowed and looked away again. 'She is with child, now, by one of those men. I guess that because the people to be sacrificed are held in a collar, the Sisters never gave a thought to putting a stop to it. I don't guess the Sisters care much what happens to someone in a collar.'

'The Sisters care,' Pasha said in a small voice.

Richard didn't argue. He walked on in silence. Pasha looked cold as she folded her arms beneath her breasts. The sky was turning a deep purple, but it was not getting cold; it was still warm.

After a time, Pasha's step regained a bit of its bounce. She glanced over, the smile back.

'So, what about you? You have the gift. Did your father have the gift, too? Is that where it was passed down from?'

Richard's mood sank like a rock in a well. 'Yes, my father had the gift.'

She looked up hopefully. 'Is he still living?'

'No. He was killed a short time ago.'

Pasha smoothed the front of her skirt. 'Oh. I'm sorry, Richard.'

Richard's hand tightened on the reins. 'I'm not. I'm the one who killed him.'

She froze. 'You killed your father? Your own father?'

Richard's glare locked on to her. 'He had me captured, and put in a collar to be tortured. I killed the beautiful young woman who held the leash to that collar, and then I killed him.'

She had no trouble mistaking the threat in his voice, his words, or his eyes.

Her lower lip began to quiver, and then Pasha burst into tears, turned, and ran. Holding her skirts up in her fists, she went around an outcropping of rock and ran off over the edge of the hill.

Richard let out a long sigh as he tied the reins to a slab of granite. He patted Bonnie's neck.

'Be a good girl. Wait here for me.'

He found Pasha sitting on a rock with her arms wrapped around her knees as she cried. Richard came around to face her, but she turned her face away. Her shoulders shook as she gasped in racking sobs.

'Go away!' She put her forehead against her knees as she wailed. 'Or did you come to slice me to bits?'

'Pasha -'

'All you care about is killing people!'

'That's not true. I want nothing more than to end the killing.'

'Oh, sure,' she cried, 'that's why you speak of nothing else!'

That's only because -'

'I've been praying for this day nearly my whole life! All I ever wanted was to be a Sister of the Light. The Sisters help people. I wanted to be one of them!' She succumbed to her tears. 'I'm never going to be a Sister, now.'

'Sure you will.'

'Not according to you! From what you keep telling us, you intend to kill us all! From the first moment, all you have done is threaten us!'

'Pasha, you don't understand.'

Her tearstained face came up. 'Don't I? We had a big banquet to make you feel welcome, bigger even than the harvest banquet. I had to go without you and tell everyone you were ill. They all stared at me! The other novices get boys who want to learn. My friends have come to me before, complaining that their young charge brought them a frog or a bug in his pocket. You bring me a mriswith!

'Sister Maren said we did well today. She hardly ever says that. It's not something she does unless she really means it.

'You were cruel to Sister Maren. She has been headmistress of the novices ever since I came here. She is strict, but that's because she cares about us. She watches out for us.'

Pasha gasped back a sob. 'When I was little, the first day I came to the palace, I was scared. I had never been away from home. Sister Maren drew a little picture for me. She told me it was a picture of the Creator. She put it on my pillow and told me He would watch over me in the night, so I would be safe.'

Pasha tried to stifle the tears, but couldn't. 'I've always kept that picture. I wanted to give it to my boy on his first night, so he wouldn't be afraid. I had it with me yesterday. When I saw you, saw that you were grown, I knew I couldn't give it to you. I didn't want to embarrass you.

And when I saw you, I thought, Well, Pasha, he's not a young boy, like all the other novices get, but the Creator has given me the handsomest man I ever saw. I was so glad I had on my prettiest dress, the one I had been saving for that day.' She gasped for air. And then you tell me I'm ugly!'

Richard's eyes slid closed. 'Pasha, I'm sorry.'

'No you're not!' she cried. 'You're nothing but a big brute! We had everything prepared for you. We gave you one of the nicest rooms in the palace. You didn't care. We provided you with money for whatever you might need or want, and you act as if we insulted you. We had fine new clothes for you, and you turn your nose up at them!'

She wiped her tears, but more replaced them. Td be the first to admit that there are some Sisters who think too much of themselves, but most are so kind they wouldn't even step on a bug. And you hold up a bloody sword in front of them and vow to kill them!'

She held up fists full of her skirt and covered her face as she convulsed in sobs. Richard put a hand on her shoulder but she pushed it away.

Richard didn't know what to do with his hands. 'Pasha, I'm sorry. I know it must seem like -'

'No you're not! You're not sorry at all! You want the Rada'Han off, but that's what my job is, to teach you to use your gift so you can get the collar off. But you won't let me! Without the collar, you would have died.

Two Sisters have given their lives for you. They will never come home to their friends. Those friends wept in secret, and put on a smile to welcome you. In return for trying to help you, trying to save your life, you threaten to kill us all!'

Richard put a gentle hand to her head. 'Pasha...'

'I'm never going to be a Sister. Instead of getting a boy who wants to learn, I get a madman with a sword. I'll forever be the object of laughter at the palace. Young girls will be told to behave themselves or they'll end up like Pasha Maes, and be put out like she was. My dreams have come to ruin.'

It hurt him to see her sobbing in such pain and sorrow. Richard took her up in his arms. She fought him at first, trying to push him away, but when he pulled her against him and put her head to his shoulder, she went limp and cried all the harder. Richard held her tight and rubbed her back as she trembled and cried. He rocked her gently in his arms.

'I only wanted to help you, Richard,' she sobbed. 'I only wanted to teach you.'

He hushed her. 'I know. I know. It will be all right.'

She shook her head against his shoulder. 'No it won't.'

'Yes it will. You'll see.'

Finally, her hands came up, clutching his shirt as she cried. Richard didn't try to stop her tears, he simply held her, trying to give her comfort.

'Do you really think that you could teach me to use the gift, and that then the Sisters would take the collar off?'

She sniffled. 'That's my job. That's what I've been training for. I wanted so much to show you the beauty of the Creator, of his gift to you. That's all I wanted.'

Her arms circled him. She clung to him, as if trying to soak up succor. He stroked her hair.

'Richard, when I touched you yesterday, when I touched your Rada'Han, and felt something of your Han, I felt some of your feelings. I know you hurt inside. It made me hurt just to feel a little of it.'

Her hand came up to the side of his neck, as if to comfort him. 'I don't know of many things that can cause that much hurt. Richard, I'm not asking to take her place.'

Richard's eyes closed as his head sank down on her shoulder. He swallowed back the pain. She ran her fingers through his hair and held his head to her.

After a time, he found his voice. 'Maybe it wouldn't hurt me to occasionally wear one of those outfits.'

She pushed away a little, looking up through her tears. 'Maybe just to the dining room, with the Sisters?'

He shrugged. 'That would be a good use of them, I guess. You pick one you would like me to wear. I don't know anything about fancy clothes.' He managed a small smile. 'I'm just a woods guide.'

Her face brightened. 'You would look handsome in the red coat.'

Richard winced. 'The red one? Does it have to be the red one?'

She ran her finger down the Agiel hanging from his neck. 'No, it doesn't have to be that one. I just thought it would look good on your broad shoulders.'

Richard sighed. 'I will feel foolish in any. It might as well be the red.'

'You will not look foolish; you will look handsome.' Pasha grinned. 'You'll see. All the women will be batting their lashes at you.' She lifted the Agiel. 'Richard, what is this?'

'Just sort of a good-luck charm. You ready to go back? I think you need to get started teaching me. The sooner you start, the sooner I get this collar off. Then we'll both be happy; you will be a Sister, and I will be free.'

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